Dr. Jia smiled and nodded at me and said, "The director said that this situation is a special case, and the dean has allowed it. ”

I breathed a sigh of relief and looked at Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing, who also laughed.

Then I went with Dr. Jia to go through some related procedures, and then came back to help Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing pack their personal belongings, and they were ready to leave the place where they had lived for so long.

At the entrance of the mental hospital, both of them stopped at the door, looking back at the place where they had lived for so long.

I didn't rush them, because people have feelings, and they have lived here for so long, especially Zhao Liang, who has been here for three years.

Maybe this is already their home, and they are about to leave now, so they will naturally be a little reluctant.

Dr. Jia and some of the hospital's doctor leaders came out to send it off, and the saddest was Dr. Jia, because she had been with Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing for the longest time, and they also had feelings.

When they parted, they hugged each other, and Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing said that they would come back to see Dr. Jia.

Dr. Jia's eyes were red, and he said to them, "Don't come back if you leave, this is not a good place, just call me when you see me, but you can't come here again." ”

Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing both laughed, and Zhao Liang said, "Doctor Jia, no matter what, you will always be my relatives and Xiaoqing, and we will definitely contact you." ”

"Okay, you must take medicine on time after you go back, although your current situation has recovered, there is still a possibility of recurrence, especially Xiaoqing, you must pay attention!"

Xiaoqing nodded vigorously and said, "Don't worry, Doctor Jia, I will definitely listen to you, take medicine on time, and make myself happy." ”

"Okay, you guys go slowly."

"Goodbye, Dr. Jia."

After so much time and so much suffering, I was finally able to get them out of here.

But I collapsed, and I don't know if my condition will get better or if it will become severe.

Of course I didn't tell Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing this, they were in a very good mood, bouncing along the way like two elementary school students who had just come out of school.

I watched them from behind them and envied them.

Although they had a serious illness, they seemed to have repositioned their lives and refreshed their worldview after recovering from a serious illness.

But what about me?

I don't think I'll be able to get out of the shadow of An Lan for the rest of my life, I can only make myself happier.

……

I took them to dinner first, and then I was going to take them to the mall to buy a set of clothes, which can be regarded as picking them up and washing the dust.

I haven't been to the stall for the past few days, and I don't plan to do it, I will give myself some time to think about the future.

I also needed to reposition myself, and Dr. Jia was right, I had to find a new circle to fall in love with a new life.

Only in this way can I get out of my depression and forget the past.

In the evening, I took Xiaoqing and Zhao Liang to the amusement park to play, in short, I accompanied them all day long, so that they could adapt to life outside.

They both had a lot of fun, and I worked as a light bulb in front of them for a day, but I thought it was worth it.

Playing late, I arranged a hotel for them and I also stayed in the hotel, right next door to them.

In the middle of the night, Zhao Liang came to my room and found me and said that he wanted to talk to me alone for a while.

It just so happened that I couldn't sleep, so I chatted with him late at night.

In fact, I have known Zhao Liang for the longest time, from my freshman year to now, twelve years.

He said to me: "Brother Chen, although I have only just recovered, I can feel that you are very unhappy today, do you have something on your mind, you can tell me." ”

I subconsciously lit a cigarette and replied while puffing: "I've had too many things happen since you were hospitalized, so I'll tell you one by one!" ”

"Well, you say, I'll listen." Zhao Liang nodded after changing to a comfortable sitting position.

I started from when I was delivering takeaways, to Xiao Wei's cheating, to my divorce from her, and then I knew Anlan again, to my going to work in Jiangshan Group, including Anlan's accident in Sanya......

I told all this in a narrative way, Zhao Liang didn't bother me, he listened quietly, sometimes frowning because of my words, sometimes sad.

When I finished, I smoked several cigarettes, and strangely enough, when I said this, I felt a sense of relief that I had never felt before.

Zhao Liang was silent for a long time before he said, "I really didn't expect that so many things have happened to you in the past few years, how did you survive?" ”

I smiled bitterly, lit another cigarette, and said, "I don't know how I survived, but I also want to open, and I plan to leave Chongqing to live in a new place." ”

Zhao Liang nodded approvingly and said, "That's fine, change to a new place and start a new life." ”

I took a puff of cigarette and asked Zhao Liang again, "What about you?" Are you really going to go back to the countryside with Xiaoqing? ”

"Well, we plan to go back tomorrow, I still have some balance in my bank card, I plan to go back and build a room, raise some chickens, ducks or something, and live the simplest life."

"It's good, but it's a pity that you have this professional skill, and since then there has been one less genius in the programming world."

Zhao Liang sneered: "Aren't you the same?" Are you still going to do it? ”

I shook my head and said, "I don't have the passion for code that I used to have, now I just want to make money, and I'll do whatever I want to do if it's fast." ”

Zhao Liang smiled and joked: "The industries that make money are written in the law, don't mess around!" ”

I smiled and replied, "Don't worry, I don't dare to do anything illegal." ”

I talked a lot with Zhao Liang that night, and we talked until four o'clock in the morning, when Zhao Liang fell asleep in my room.

Strangely, I didn't dream that night and slept well.

The next morning I dropped Zhao Liang and Xiaoqing off at the bus station, they were going to start their new life, and it was time for me to leave the city.

After sending them away, I contacted Sun Xiaoxiao.

On the phone, I said to her, "I've thought it through, and I'm going to come with you." ”

When Sun Xiaoxiao heard my words, he immediately became excited: "You didn't lie to me?" ”

"I didn't lie to you, I'll come to Chengdu today."

"Okay, call me when it's almost there, I'll pick you up at the train station, and tell me if it's the south station or the north station when you get on the train."

I gave a brief answer and hung up.

I never thought I would leave the city of Chongqing, I thought I would put down roots here for the rest of my life, but I still have to leave.

Leaving here might really make me feel better, go to a new place, get to know a new circle, that's what I should do the most.

I didn't want to be separated from a group of friends here, I didn't even tell them.

Because what I hate most as a person is separation, and I just want to leave silently.

As Xu Zhimo wrote in a poem: I come gently, just as I walk gently, wave my sleeves, and do not take away a cloud......

What the future holds, I don't know.

If possible, I hope that what is lost, can be recovered.

At the very least, I want to live like a normal person.