But I looked at her, and I still didn't have the slightest desire for that.

Not just for her, I'm for any woman now.

She came up to me, looked at me like silk, and said, "How's it going?" Is my figure good? ”

As she spoke, she twisted her waist in front of me, pretending to be very charming.

I ignored her and turned my head, but she jumped up in front of me again.

I finally couldn't take it anymore, looked up at her and said, "Have you made enough trouble?" ”

"Oops! People just want you to praise me, is it so difficult? ”

"Are you bothered? For me, even if you stand in front of me without wearing anything now, I won't look at you again. ”

Sun Xiaoxiao looked at me with a shocked face and said in disbelief: "So, you are cold now?" ”

I fell silent again, lit a cigarette and smoked.

"Okay, okay, I won't tease you, since you don't have a libido, then I'm relieved."

After saying that, she turned around and walked towards the bedroom, and said to me as she walked: "Go to bed early, I have three bedrooms here, you choose to sleep, and they all have bedding." ”

"Wait a minute!"

As she was about to enter the bedroom, I called out to her, "There's something I want to discuss with you." ”

"Okay, you say." Sun Xiaoxiao stopped, looked back at me and said.

"I'm here to start a new life, so I'm not going to go on like this anymore."

"Well, and then what?"

"That's what I thought, I'll go to your company to be your assistant."

My words seemed to frighten Sun Xiaoxiao, she had an incredible expression, and she was stunned for a long time before she said, "What do you think?" It's very hard to be an assistant for me, I'll give you an idle job, and then give you a little dividend, isn't it fragrant? ”

I smiled, extinguished the cigarette butt in my hand, and asked her, "Tell me first, why do you have this idea?" ”

"First, I treat you as a buddy, and we saved my life on the way to Tibet; Second, you are brave and smart. The most important thing is that you are by my side and I can feel safe. ”

"There's no reason for what you're saying, I've only known you for a few days?"

"These are not important, even if some people have just met, you can feel an inexplicable sense of security from him."

I smiled bitterly again and said to her, "Say whatever you want!" In short, if you want me to go to your company, I don't want to be an Internet celebrity anymore, I just want to be a behind-the-scenes person. ”

"Okay, you can do whatever you want, the assistant will be the assistant." Sun Xiaoxiao replied nonchalantly.

I said very seriously: "Don't think I'm playing with you, I'm serious, I know you have an assistant now, and you may not let me do anything when I come...... So, I hope you can change your current assistant position, and you can only have one assistant from me. ”

"You ......"

"Do you agree? I didn't agree with going out and looking for another job. ”

Sun Xiaoxiao smiled helplessly and asked, "Tell me first, why do you have this idea?" Whether it was thought about temporarily, or did it have been thought about a long time ago? ”

"I thought about it before I came, first of all, I will be your assistant, I need a certain right to speak, I can help you make the right career plan...... I believe that you don't want to go on the road of Internet celebrity for the rest of your life, and I hope you can become a phenomenal brand. ”

Sun Xiaoxiao walked over to me and said, "When you say this, I'm even more interested, you continue." ”

"Today I thought a lot on the way to Chengdu, I want to make money now, at least 10 million ......"

After a slight pause, I continued: "I know that you will give me a very easy idle position, and even give me shares, which I cannot accept, I will earn this money by my ability." ”

"I see."

Sun Xiaoxiao responded, and fell into silence.

I deliberately looked at her expression, and there was no sign of unhappiness or excitement, which gave me a sense of elusiveness.

I didn't ask her if there was anything unspeakable, because if she did, then I also wanted her to take the initiative to tell me, and I hope that I would be able to open up with her in the days to come.

But Sun Xiaoxiao didn't say anything, just said "good night" to me, and then went back to her bedroom.

Leaving me alone in the living room, I stood in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling window, overlooking half of the city at night.

For a moment, I suddenly realized: whether it is Chengdu or Chongqing, the city is brightly lit, and only people's hearts are lonely.

It's not the depression that the city brings to me, it's my own cause.

If I want to get rid of this depression as soon as possible, I can only allow myself to fully integrate into a new circle of life and keep myself busy.

All in all, I'm just too idle.

……

I woke up early the next morning and went for a run in the community, which I had planned for myself.

From now on, stick to a morning run of at least three kilometers every morning, which can be regarded as a change in a sense.

After my morning run, I went to the breakfast shop outside to buy some steamed buns and fried dough sticks and soy milk.

I live with Sun Xiaoxiao now, I want to live for nothing, and I want to do what I can for her in addition to giving her rent.

With the breakfast I bought, I went back to Sun Xiaoxiao's residence, and the time was just half past eight in the morning.

When I opened the door and walked into the living room, I was stunned by the scene in front of me.

On the sofa in the living room, Sun Xiaoxiao was wearing a set of underwear and staring at a small mirror.

I looked at her, and she looked at me.

But she didn't have the slightest intention of avoiding it, and even smiled at me and said, "Early in the morning, why did you go?" ”

I immediately looked away and said, "Do you understand the difference between men and women?" ”

"Aren't you not interested in women anymore? So what are you afraid of? ”

"Can't be like you, can you? This...... What is this system? ”

"Tell you, I did it on purpose."

"You ......"

As soon as I spoke, Sun Xiaoxiao interrupted me: "If you think about me wrongly, it proves that your depression has been reduced, am I very smart?" ”

"Sun Xiaoxiao, don't make fun of me." I snapped.

Sun Xiaoxiao ignored my anger, continued to look at her eyebrows, and then said to me: "I'm helping you, and when you think about me one day, it will prove that your depression has been cured, and I don't need to be like this...... What a good heart I have! ”

I put my breakfast down and went back to the bedroom where I slept last night, I really didn't want to face her like that, even though I didn't feel for men and women before, it was outrageous.

After a long time, Sun Xiaoxiao's knock on the door came from outside: "Okay, I'm already dressed, you come out quickly, I'll take you to the company." ”

I have also changed into clean clothes, and when I opened the door, Sun Xiaoxiao was already dressed and standing at the door, and her face was always that shy.

I bypassed her and walked outside, she followed me and said to me: "When I woke up in the morning, I found that you were gone, I thought you couldn't think about it last night, but later I found out that you were running in the community, very diligent!" ”

I ignored her and asked her, "Shall I go by your car, or will you tell me the address and I will go by myself?" ”

"So what's the trouble, just take my car."

"Will it cause you unnecessary trouble."

"It's okay, no one knows, and I'm the boss of the company, so they don't care what I do."

I stopped talking, followed her downstairs and got into her Porsche 911.

As soon as I got in the car, Sun Xiaoxiao suddenly asked me with a serious face: "Chen Feng, I have a question I want to ask you." ”