My heart started beating wildly, and it seemed like my blood didn't have time to supply oxygen to my brain, so I didn't know what to say to start with in half a year.

In the silence, her voice came from the phone again: "I know that your mood is very complicated now, I also struggled for a long time before calling you, I don't know how to tell you all this......"

For a moment, I had a lot of things in my head, but in the end, I only asked her, "How are you?" ”

"I'm fine, what about you?"

"Thanks to you, I'm doing well, too."

"Chen Feng ......"

"So you know my name is Chen Feng...... I won't say much else, I just want to ask, why did you lie to me for so long? ”

"I can't explain these things to you for a while."

"Then you tell me where you are, I will come to you now at the ends of the earth, please make it clear in front of me!" My tone was very heavy, which was a sign of my anger.

"You should know by now what I've been doing for the half year I've been gone, and I don't want to talk to you about that now."

"Okay, then don't say it, you continue to keep your mystery, I don't want to explore, it's a blessing that you didn't die."

After a slight pause, I smiled and said to her again: "I forgot to tell you, I have almost forgotten about you in the past six months, so so be it!" I don't want to see you again. ”

"Why?"

I laughed......

"Do you need why? Do you know how the I've been here for the past six months? I've fantasized again and again that you're still alive, and I've even gone to Sanya to look for you, but I haven't heard anything from you...... I know now, the strange number that has been sending me messages before is you! You've been watching me in the dark, and you know I'm doing so badly, so why don't you want to tell me the truth? ”

As I spoke, I smiled bitterly again, "What's the matter?" Are you afraid that I will tell others that you are still alive? Or is it that in your Anlan's heart, the fate of your An's Group is greater than everything? ”

She was silent, and I continued in her silence: "Anlan, I hate you, you didn't do what a girlfriend should do, I don't care what reason you have, in short, the moment you are out of danger, you should tell me...... You're really cold-blooded. ”

"I know, it's my fault, I should have told you in the first place, but I ......"

"Don't say anything, don't say anything, so be it! I'm in love with someone else now, and I've broken up with you. ”

An Lan didn't speak anymore, I wanted to say something, but in the end I didn't say a word again.

After I hung up the phone, I remembered what I wanted to ask her: Have you ever truly loved me for so long?

Well, from now on, I will definitely live a good life, and I will not be sad for anyone anymore.

Now I am no longer Chen Feng half a year ago, and what I have at this moment will definitely bring me happiness.

As long as I don't think about her, she will eventually be slowly forgotten from my world, just like a thousand dreams I have had.

I hate her, but I still want to be a good person, and I hope that in the future, there will not be a man who hurts her like she hurt me.

I turned off my phone and lay down on the bed, closing my eyes and not thinking about anything.

But when I closed my eyes, some people, some images, recklessly entered my mind.

Makes me feel miserable and then falls asleep in this pain.

I had a dream that I never knew An Lan, not even Huang Li, Liang Jing, Sun Xiaoxiao, and Xiao Wei......

In my dream, I didn't even go to college, and after graduating from high school, I stayed in the small county where I lived.

I opened a grocery store that sold snacks, cigarettes, and all kinds of firewood, rice, oil, and salt.

I don't have any female friends, but I have a good time every day, I will go to the Internet café to play two games after the store closes every day, occasionally go to the foot washing city to press a motorcycle, and I also have three or five friends to play cards and drink......

When I woke up, I was a little distracted, and I really wanted to be able to live such a normal life, a life that didn't require much money.

Is that simple happiness really never to be found again?

I sat on the windowsill in the early morning, cigarette in my mouth, and watched the cleaners in the neighborhood downstairs cursing by the pool, wondering who had drunk the vomit by the pool last night.

and the old man who practiced Tai Chi was still playing Tai Chi in the same place, as well as those who walked the dog and jogged in the morning......

Everything is so real, and the world doesn't change in any way because of someone's troubles.

After washing up, I also packed up my emotions and went out, no matter what happened, life still had to go on.

I can't stay in Sun Xiaoxiao's company, but before leaving, I want to do what I have to do, so that I can go steadily.

After coming to the company, I called Gao Sheng to my office and told him to inform the rest of the company that if they were willing to go with me, they would submit their resignations now.

I knew that Sun Xiaoxiao would soon know about my big move, but I didn't expect her to know so quickly.

Only an hour later, Sun Xiaoxiao came to the company and rushed directly into my office.

"Chen Feng, what do you mean? Would you rather believe in the river than me? Have I treated you badly for so long? ”

In the face of Sun Xiaoxiao's excited tone, I seemed extremely calm, lit a cigarette unhurriedly, and then said: "Sun Xiaoxiao, the matter has come to this, you don't need to continue to pretend in front of me." ”

Sun Xiaoxiao's face suddenly became solemn, and then said, "What am I pretending?" Chen Feng, you make it clear to me. ”

"I want to make it clear, I want to ask you, why are you taking advantage of me?"

"Why don't you believe me?"

I smiled bitterly, then stood up, looked at her in the same posture as Sun Xiaoxiao and said: "Sun Xiaoxiao, you heard me clearly, I, Chen Feng, am not stupid, I trust you too much, but trust is a knife, in addition to using it to warm me, you can also use it to stab me!" ”

Sun Xiaoxiao was probably frightened by my momentum, she instinctively took two steps back, and said with a little weakness: "I...... I just want to know, why would you rather believe in the river than believe me? What am I doing wrong? ”

"Don't pretend anymore, okay? You make me feel sick! ”

"Okay, Chen Feng, you have a kind, you really have a kind! You're waiting for me......"

With that, she glared at me fiercely and slammed the door away.

Then I heard her shouting outside, "Everybody, listen to me!" I know that most of you want to leave the company with Chen Feng, a bastard, but I just want to say that I, Sun Xiaoxiao, have not treated you badly! …… If you want to leave, I can't stop you, but I also hope that someone is willing to stay, and I will give you a salary increase of 2,000 per person for those who stay, and those who insist on leaving, don't blame me Sun Xiaoxiao for being ruthless! ”

I don't know why Sun Xiaoxiao said such a thing in front of so many people in the company, maybe she was really anxious, she knew that once I took away a large number of employees, her company would collapse.

And I'm not in a hurry at all, because I've already made the right judgment!