How could it be forgotten? How can you forget?

I know she doesn't want me to be so embarrassed.

She knew the news that An Lan was still alive, so she didn't want me to be so entangled.

Just now, she was smiling when she came in, but after I said that An Lan was still alive, her expression obviously changed.

And I found out that she was obviously dressed up today, and she seemed to have made her hair and put on a light blue dress.

She was beautiful, as beautiful as a flower.

I don't understand this sentence for women to please themselves, but I'm so difficult.

If, I said, I didn't get the news that Anlan was still alive, maybe I would be desperate to be with her.

I asked her to come to my house tonight to tell her about it, but who would have thought of killing a river halfway and telling me that An Lan was still alive?

In silence, Huang Li said to me again: "What have you done in such a state, there is no need to take it to heart, go to An Lan!" Let's go to Anlan......"

She said three times in a row to find An Lan, and if she didn't say a word, her expression would be even more gloomy than the previous sentence.

I feel like I've knocked over the five-flavor bottle, why did Anlan appear at this time?

I feel like God is just messing with me Chen Feng, fuck it!

I smiled wryly, wryly, and my eyes moistened.

Huang Li hugged me gently, then leaned into my ear and whispered: "Don't be so entangled, it's not a big deal, anyway, I'm not a virgin, I will sleep when I sleep." ”

I couldn't see her expression, but I could feel her voice a little hoarse, and I wanted to see if she was crying.

But she wouldn't let me see it, she still hugged me to death, and continued: "Don't drink so much, what does it mean to abuse yourself?" You're going to have to ......."

I don't know how long it took for her to finally let go of me and smile at me.

I finally saw her face, so bright, with the stars and the sea in her eyes.

After a brief moment of looking at each other, she turned her head to look out the window, and then said to me, "Look at the sky outside, how beautiful! ”

I mechanically followed her gaze and looked out into the world.

It was already evening, and the setting sun was just hanging in the sky, dyeing the surrounding clouds golden yellow, like the world depicted by Hayao Miyazaki.

I was drunk and dreamed of death in this world, and I completely lost the direction of my life in this world.

Suddenly, an inexplicable sense of loss surged through my heart.

I don't know why, but my mind suddenly floated with the image of another woman, who was like a breeze seeping in from the window, making my body tremble.

I tried to take a deep breath to wipe away the image of her in front of my eyes, but what I inhaled was a cold breath that stimulated my fragile nerves, and I felt dazed......

I can even see my thoughts clearly, floating in the air I breathe, choking on the love that I still hide in my heart.

I felt suffocated by this love, and I felt a strong pain in my chest.

Suddenly, I lost my mind......

In my distraction, Huang Li stood up and went to the coffee table to collect the empty wine bottle and the pile of garbage.

Walking to the door, she said to me with a calm face: "You can sleep well, it will pass after a good sleep, and everything will be fine." ”

I hadn't come back to my senses yet, but she had already opened the door and walked out.

It wasn't until I heard the sound of the door closing that I suddenly reacted, immediately got up from the ground, and chased outside.

As soon as I ran to the door, I saw her enter the elevator.

I hurried after her and yelled at her, "Lily, don't you go......"

"Let's go back! I forgot about last night, it's not the first time anyway......"

As soon as she finished, the elevator doors shut.

And I stayed where I was, thinking about the meaning of her last sentence.

It's not the first time anyway, is there anything else before?

No way, I've never had anything to do with her except last night.

Perhaps, she meant that it wasn't her first time anyway, so I didn't have to be so uncomfortable.

My heart became a little empty, and my body seemed to have been drained of my soul, and I slowly crouched up with my back against the wall, my hands clutching my hair and choking in pain.

Yes, all sins are of my own infliction, and all afflictions are of my own making.

Even I couldn't figure out what was going on, I was expecting her to be alive, but when I really knew she was alive, I was so confused.

I think it's because she lied to me.

No matter what the reason, she can't lie to me and make me feel like a corpse for half a year.

I don't know how long it took, but it wasn't until my phone ringing out of my bedroom that I came back to my senses.

I really desperately hoped that Anlan could take the initiative to call me, but when I came to the bedroom and picked up my phone with anticipation, I found that the call was from Sun Xiaoxiao.

I answered her phone, and she asked me in a deep voice, "Did you go to meet Jiang He at noon?" ”

"Hmm."

"So what did he say? What do you think now? ”

I can now be sure of Sun Xiaoxiao's character, she has been using me all along, but now I don't want to tear my face with her.

I replied simply, "I didn't think much of it, let's talk about it tomorrow at the company." ”

"Okay, you'd better give me an accurate answer tomorrow."

I didn't speak anymore and just hung up on her.

I hate it in my heart, I hate why she is using me, I have always been the stupidest one from the beginning to now.

Fucking, good, all good.

Since you want to do this to me, then don't blame me Chen Feng for being ruthless.

Not long after I hung up Sun Xiaoxiao's phone, the mobile phone rang again.

This time it was an unfamiliar number, but this number is a little familiar to me.

Without thinking much about it, I answered the phone, and because I was in a bad mood, I said with emotion: "Which one are you?" ”

"It's me."

When I heard this voice, my world exploded!

It's Anlan!

I'm sure this voice is her, this voice that I think about day and night, how could I forget?

Did she finally get in touch with me?

I can't describe how I felt at the moment, I just felt that my brain suddenly went blank, and then my whole person fell into a blank state......

I couldn't come back to my senses for a long time.

What mood should I use to face her?

Hate her, love her?

Or is it a bunch of nasty words to scold her?

Or tell her how much I miss her?

Yes, I hadn't figured out how to face her yet, but out of the blue, I received a call from her.