Chapter 463: Floating Life is like a dream and sighing goodbye
Ling Yunfeng suddenly groaned: "The Desolate Sword Chapter, I want to be poor for a long time.
The yellow leaves are still wind and rain, and the green building is orchestral.
The new knowledge is vulgar, and the old is good.
The heart is broken Xinfeng wine, and the sorrow is thousands. ”
Yu Chengzhu said: "What nonsense! There is a Taoist temple on the mountainside, and it is very common for the sheng flute to play the pipe, I am afraid that some disciples will secretly work hard in the middle of the night! ”
Ling Yunfeng didn't speak, but the wind blew, and a teardrop slipped down his cheek.
Li Shangyin's "Wind and Rain", which she recited at the right time, is exactly the flute song that Tan Xuanjun, the descendant of Wulin Tianjiao Tan Yuchong, often plays, at this moment, she can't help but blurt out. (For details of Wulin Tianjiao Tan Yu Chong, see Liang Yusheng's book "Crazy Hero Tianjiao Witch")
Yu Chengzhu wanted to speak and stopped.
After a while, only to hear Ling Yunfeng's sigh, she slowly came over and said, "Sister Zhu! ”
Yu Chengzhu was shocked, she was flattered, she didn't expect to hear Ling Yunfeng call "Sister Zhu" at this time, it was back to the old sisterhood.
Ling Yunfeng took out a jade bottle from his arms, and Yu Chengzhu said, "What is this?" ”
Ling Yunfeng said: "It's for you." ”
Yu Chengzhu was stunned, and Ling Yunfeng said: "After being in contact with you for a while, it can be seen that your skills have weakened a lot, your body is very cold and damp, and the injury is easy to stick and cannot be healed." ”
Yu Chengzhu's eyes were covered with a layer of moisture, she didn't expect Ling Yunfeng to be so concerned about her situation and look at it so carefully.
Ling Yunfeng said: "There are five Biling pills concocted by Tianshan Snow Lotus in this bottle, which can cure all kinds of poisons and diseases, and it is also very effective for your situation, so I will give it to you." ”
Saying that, he handed it over, Yu Chengzhu lowered his head and took it, if he didn't bow his head, the tears would be seen by Ling Yunfeng.
In such a situation, Yu Chengzhu's self-esteem spontaneously emerged, she didn't want Ling Yunfeng to see her weakness, so she could only lower her head.
Ling Yunfeng said: "Take care." ”
Yu Chengzhu was startled, and couldn't help but raise his head, that tear couldn't stand the sudden power, and couldn't help but fall suddenly, and Yu Chengzhu didn't have time to wipe it.
She said, "What about you?" Where are you going? ”
Ling Yunfeng said: "The four seas are home, continue to study my swordsmanship." ”
Yu Chengzhu said: "That ......"
She wanted to say, then can we still meet? But only a word was spoken, and I couldn't help it.
Ling Yunfeng knew what she meant, and said: "Sister Chengzhu, in fact, you are not wrong, it is not wrong to love someone, and the more affectionate and polite you are, the more your emotions are like a flood of beasts, if you can control it, it is not feelings." ”
Yu Chengzhu's tears, which had stopped, rushed out like bursting the embankment.
She didn't expect that there would be another person who would understand her like this, and say what she said in her heart and her helplessness.
In the end, it is the sister of Zhilan Qihe.
Yu Chengzhu was moved, where could she speak, the trickling tears were just like her mood at this time.
The moon shines on the river, and the tide is endless.
Ling Yunfeng said: "So many things have happened, it can be seen that it is not that you are willing, but that you are coerced and can't help yourself." I know all this. ”
Yu Chengzhu really wanted to hold her hand tightly, but he could only take a step forward and called, "Sister Yunfeng! ”
Because she just moved, Ling Yunfeng immediately stepped back, which made Yu Chengzhu feel the boundaries and had to control her emotions.
Ling Yunfeng said: "It's one thing to understand, and it's another thing to accept. I understand that it is because you and I are sisters, and I compare my heart to my heart, but what you have done is still beyond my acceptance, and I can't accept you like this, so I want to leave and continue to live my own life. ”
Yu Chengzhu nodded and muttered, "Enough." ”
It's really enough, it's enough to have a confidant in life.
I still remember when I was a child, Yu Chengzhu learned such a sentence, called "It is okay to die at night." ”
Now she understands the meaning of this sentence, although the pursuit is different, but she got what she wants, and she has no regrets even if she dies.
Different situations, similar meanings, as long as it makes sense and can be understood.
Therefore, Yu Chengzhu spit out a sentence of "enough".
Ling Yunfeng glanced at her affectionately, Yu Chengzhu chuckled in her heart, she suddenly felt that this was the last night that Ling Yunfeng faced her, and from then on, the two would never see each other again.
For a while, the two of them from the first time they met to the past, vividly in their minds, reappeared in front of Yu Chengzhu's eyes, everything seemed to be yesterday, nothing had changed.
But Yu Chengzhu has changed.
Not to mention that Ling Yunfeng doesn't accept it, she herself may not be able to accept herself, accept what she has done, and accept this fact.
Yes, she knew it was true, but she didn't really accept it herself.
Since this is the case, it is simply reasonable that Ling Yunfeng can't accept it.
It's just that, although the mind knows all this very clearly.
Why, my heart is still painful, and all the pain and hatred, life and death all come to my heart for a while.
She had lost so much.
With the death of her father Yu Qian, she suddenly lost her place and had to rely on herself.
When you are young, you can say that you hone your independence.
Lu Ze and Pan Fang, the two children, were deeply loved by her, but they had to leave her far away, watching them go to their destined situation, and she had no power to return to heaven.
Now even if they appear in front of them again, I am afraid that they will be ashamed to see each other.
Originally, it was just a life separation, but now I'm afraid it's also a death farewell.
Even if they know each other's existence, they will never see each other again in this life, so what is the difference between this and death?
The parting with Zhang Danfeng is a long-term thorn in her heart.
It looks like it's just a thorn, so inconspicuous that it doesn't seem to exist at all if you don't pay attention.
But as long as she thinks about it, it hurts, so that she has been in pain from the past to today, and I am afraid that it will continue into the future.
So long and far away, the thin and gentle pain, as if it is a stitch, a needle pricked, the brocade bears, the faint pain is even if it is a delicate brocade, and it does not feel too deep pain, but the end of the needle is a thread, the needle has been threaded, and the pain is still soft and sour, piercing the heart and intestines, and passing quietly.
It didn't leave any traces too deep, and you won't find it if you don't look closely.
But when the brocade was embroidered with flowers, behind the flowers were a thousand holes and criss-crossing stitches.
Every pain has its meaning, and gradually merges into beautiful flowers.
After a long time, I can't tell whether it's pain or beauty.
That kind of pain contains beauty, and how much pain is hidden in the beauty.
This is Yu Chengzhu's love for Zhang Danfeng.
Now that the kite is broken, I don't know when we will meet again after parting.
Is there still a time for reunion? She didn't dare to think about it.
In contrast, Yun Lei is still happy, although she has also been in pain, how can she not hurt with a sword piercing her heart, but her pain will pass immediately, she doesn't know anything, and her beauty will always remain in Zhang Danfeng's heart.
Even Xiao Zhang Xi, although she is dead and her bones are gone, Wang Yangming is clearly still concerned about her.