But what about Yu Chengzhu? The partings again and again in her life made her suffer again and again.

Those who loved her and those she loved were far away from her.

She looks at others, and everyone cares about them when they leave, and they are all happy, but what about her? Who's going to care about her?

Ye Chenglin also left.

Her unborn child also left her.

Lu Ze and Pan Fang, whom she loves, don't know if they will think of her in the future.

Will Master Zhang Danfeng hate her, or will he miss her?

Yu Chengzhu didn't dare to think about it, and she didn't want to think about it.

At the moment, even Ling Yunfeng, who is like a sister, is leaving her, and there are too many separations and losses in her life.

Yu Chengzhu's tears couldn't help but burst out of her eyes, Ling Yunfeng couldn't bear it when she saw her like this, she wanted to persuade her softly, she just spoke, but she heard Yu Chengzhu say: "I know, I have to go my own way, and I have to bear it sooner or later." ”

She suddenly smiled, tears were still there, but the smile was blooming, Yu Chengzhu said: "Everyone has a destiny, and what you choose is just what you should go." ”

Ling Yunfeng was stunned for a moment, and then smiled, smiling like a white flower in the wind, looking sad and leisurely.

Ling Yunfeng said: "Take care! ”

Yu Chengzhu said: "Thank you!" ”

Ling Yunfeng smiled: "Originally, I thought that we didn't need to say thank you. ”

Yu Chengzhu said: "But I don't know when I can say this intention, and what else can I say except thank you at the moment?" ”

Ling Yunfeng nodded, didn't say anything, and went straight down the mountain.

Yu Chengzhu wanted to look at her figure from afar, but she couldn't help it, what if she saw it? What can be saved?

And now is different from the past, even if it is redeemed, it is still silent.

Yu Chengzhu's people froze in the moment, but their shoulders were trembling, and tears were pouring out.

Her body was hit by waves of emotion, and it was like a storm crashing on the shore.

At this time, she couldn't help but think of Ye Chenglin and the island.

She smiled, not controlling her emotions, but letting them drive the memory.

Seeing Ling Yunfeng's departure, she didn't know what else she would have to leave next, she always felt that the past was a lot of hardship, the parting was too much, and what could accompany her was just this memory.

Then let the memory warm her, bring her to the past, and then relive the bits and pieces of Ye Chenglin.

Life with Ye Chenglin is ordinary every day, but every day is also warm.

Normally, she doesn't need to reminisce, as long as she lives every day, the old situation will flash, and she doesn't need to live whether she is there or not.

Since you live, it's naturally all about the same content.

But the heart is warm and full.

So much so that she remembered that she would never see Ye Chenglin again, and the pain in her heart was more like a coldness, like an ice thorn across her heart, blocked and cold, and very depressed.

At this time, the night bird flew up with a "yah".

Yu Chengzhu muttered: "Yes, I'm not alone, there are flowers, trees, birds, and memories." ”

She started crying tiredly, in a daze, but she didn't want to fall here.

So she silently read the scriptures, thinking that it was left to her by the fifth mother-in-law, Yu Chengzhu smiled indifferently.

Maybe this is the fate between people, they don't get along with each other for a long time, but they are very quiet and beautiful, and the fifth mother-in-law also left her blessings in her own way.

Yu Chengzhu said softly: "I will use this scripture to bless Sister Yunfeng, no matter where she goes, I hope she will be safe and happy." ”

She couldn't help but think that when she first met again, she thought about persuading Ling Yunfeng to cherish her feelings, but now everyone has their own ambitions, and her own affairs are also a mess, so what can she do to persuade others?

At least Ling Yunfeng is still free, maybe for her, this is happiness.

Just like Yu Chengzhu at this moment, no matter how many wrong things he has done, he misses and blesses others for the true feelings in his heart, which is not happiness.

After reading for a while, Yu Chengzhu began to sober up, and said in his heart: "If I had understood this scripture from the beginning, then many things would not have happened." ”

She regretted it, if something hadn't happened, or even Yu Chengzhu, how good it would be.

It's just that she understands that if something hadn't happened, she wouldn't have been interested in this kind of plain scripture and would have memorized it with her heart.

So even if you hear it, what's the use?

Maybe it is to go through thousands of mountains and rivers to understand the simplicity in front of you, that is, happiness, in order to chew the fragrance of the roots.

Yu Chengzhu's distracting thoughts floated, just like the emotions in her heart, she was not in a hurry to restrain and shock, but watched these emotions while quietly reciting the scriptures.

Slowly, her thoughts settled, and her mind became more and more focused on reciting the scriptures.

Yu Chengzhu's mind became more and more calm, and he said in his heart: "It seems that this scripture is very suitable for me to transition, settle down the messy thoughts, and then I can continue to practice the essentials of Xuangong." ”

Since her injury, her body has not healed.

I also tried to practice with the method of "Xuangong Tips", but my mind could not calm down, and I always had to use a lot of willpower to deter the chaotic mind.

She didn't dare to forcibly cultivate, otherwise, it would be easy to go mad.

And when I read the scriptures unintentionally, I feel at peace and fall asleep easily.

Now I remember that I can recite the scriptures first, and then practice the "Xuangong Essentials", so that the combination is the complete process.

Otherwise, the internal strength and mental method she practiced, just like her life, was fragmentary, unorganized, and integrated.

This will inevitably be the case today and tomorrow.

Maybe organize and summarize it earlier, put the fragments into the whole process, and put them in the right place, so that you can put your life on the right track.

And this is the life that truly belongs to you.

In the past, she was independent, but in independence, there was also dependence, and her independence was incomplete and incomplete, so that there were incidents.

And after the disturbances passed, I realized that there was still a gap in her life, and she still needed to use her independence to cultivate.

Such an experience is not a good thing for Chengzhu.

It's just that there are too many people sacrificed.

There are some that don't need to be sacrificed.

I knew that it was for such a point, and I sacrificed so many people for nothing, I could really make plans and choices earlier.

And I really didn't know at the time, but after such a journey, I realized that it was just such a little bit.

And behind a little bit, it is a systematic process that accumulates over time.

Yu Chengzhu was immersed in his feelings, and couldn't help but read in his mouth: "If you are surrounded by hungry beasts, your teeth and claws are terrifying, you can read the power of Guanyin, and you can walk in a boundless way." ”

Before he finished reading the scriptures, he heard the sound of a wolf howling.