I was stopped by Zhou Mo's words, and I just took a puff of cigarette and was choked and coughed.

It was clearly not something we had planned, so much so that I was shocked when she said it.

After a long pause, I relented, looked at her and said, "You...... What did you say? ”

"I said, let's have a baby! The raccoon is gone, and I just want a child that belongs to us. ”

Once again, I was so stunned that I couldn't speak for a long time.

I know she likes the raccoon very much, but is it?

In my silence, Zhou Mo spoke again: "I don't want to trap you with a child, I just want to leave some thoughts for myself...... Don't worry, I will definitely keep my promise, and after these three months are over, I will return you to Anlan. ”

After speaking, she suddenly raised her head to look into my eyes and said very sincerely: "But my only request is that I hope you will leave me a child...... I will never disturb your life and An Lan's life in the future, and I will disappear from your world after these three months are over. ”

After Zhou Mo finished speaking, he kept looking at me with a longing gaze, which made me panic.

I felt like I was choked on something, and I was determined all the time, but I couldn't put it into words.

I know very well in my heart that the marriage between me and Zhou Mo is destined to end, so it is absolutely impossible for us to have children.

It's going to hurt her, and it's going to hurt the child.

I snuffed out the cigarette butt in my hand, and finally said to her, "Zhou Mo, I know that the departure of the little fox has a great impact on you...... But, that's a cat, and that's gone, we can buy another one. But children, not cats and dogs, say they want it. ”

After saying that, I added in an accentuated tone: "Moreover, you must understand that we will be separated after all, and you will marry after all...... We have a child between us, so what's the matter? ”

Zhou Mo still insisted and said: "I made it very clear, I will not affect your normal life with An Lan in the future because of this child, I can swear to you that I will never appear in your life...... I won't even tell anyone that you are the father of this child. ”

"No, no, no, Zhou Mo, calm down."

"I'm calm now."

"It's not fair to the kids."

"Why isn't it fair? I have the ability to give him the best life. ”

Zhou Mo's words made me believe that she wasn't joking with me, whether it was because of the little fox's departure that stimulated her, I don't know, but I couldn't agree to this ridiculous request.

I continued to patiently say to her: "Zhou Mo, you are a knowledgeable and literate person, you should know what this means, once this happens, not only will it be unfair to the child, but even it will be difficult for you to find someone to spend the rest of your life with you in the future." Do you understand? ”

"I know, but I'm not going to fall in love with any man anymore, I just want to live with this child from now on."

I sighed, couldn't help but put on a cigarette, inhaled hard and said, "You are from the past, you should know what an incomplete family means to children?" …… You still have a long way to go in life, and you will definitely meet a man you like. ”

"Please." She suddenly looked at me with a pitiful look.

I still said ruthlessly: "No way! ”

"Are you afraid that An Lan will find out in the future, and she will have a problem in her heart?"

"If it's you, what do you think?"

"If you don't say it, I don't say it, and I won't be in your life, how could she know?"

It seems that she is determined to tell me about the child today, and I am not afraid of offending her, because it is better to offend her now than to suffer later.

"No matter what you say, if this thing doesn't work, it won't work, we all have to be confident and keep our promises, otherwise I will leave you now."

Zhou Mo bit her lip, and after a moment of silence, she said to me again: "Then what if I tell you that I am pregnant?" ”

"What?!" I heard it clearly, but I wanted to hear her reorganize the language again.

"I'm pregnant." This time, she did not hesitate and said very decisively.

I didn't believe it at all, and even got a little angry, I got up from the sofa and said angrily: "I said Zhou Mo, I have always felt that you are a very rational person, and I am willing to live with you like a normal couple...... But please don't play that joke on me, okay? ”

"Who is kidding you, I'm really pregnant, don't believe you look at this."

As she spoke, she took out a pregnancy test from her bag, and there were two bars on it.

Seeing this, I froze, as if petrified.

"This ...... How is this possible? I didn't ...... with you at all."

Zhou Mo took back the pregnancy test stick and said calmly: "You probably forgot, you were drunk that day and were in my room...... When you wake up, don't you notice that we slept together? ”

Of course I remember, but I remember very well that when I woke up that day, she and I were both fully dressed and separated from the quilts.

I was silent for a while and said, "It's impossible, I was well dressed that day, and you are the same, we still cover it separately." ”

Zhou Mo smiled: "Do you really think it's that simple?" Don't you really feel anything at all? ”

I really didn't feel anything, and if I did, it was that I had a very real dream that night.

In a dream I was having sex with a strange woman, and that dream felt so real to me.

Could it be ......

Suddenly, I was confused, stupid, and wooden......

I couldn't believe it, I didn't even dare to think about it.

Zhou Mo said to me again: "Don't worry, I won't tell anyone, I will give birth to this child, and then leave you, never to appear in your world again." ”

"Zhou Mo, you did it on purpose! You know I was drunk that day, why did you ......"

"Admit it, huh?" She was still sitting on the couch, looking at me with a calm face.

"It's one thing to admit it or not, it's another thing for you to treat me like this...... Anyway, I'm telling you, if what you say is true, then this kid has to be killed anyway! ”

"Why should I kill it?"

"Zhou Mo, are you sober! I don't have feelings for you. ”

"In order to help you rescue An Lan, I sacrificed so much, can I just summarize it without emotion?"

I found that I couldn't go on with her, and I even felt that she was terrifying.

I glared at her, grabbed my phone, and ran out the door.

I ran away and just didn't want to face her anymore and I wanted her to calm down.

But what about calming down?

If what she said was true, then I really made a mistake, and a huge mistake!

Let her beat the child, this is undoubtedly the practice of a scumbag, and it is also a life.

But once the child is born, even if she says she won't be in my world again, that's just a temporary statement.

When that day comes, no one knows what will happen.

And I can't have a child with her, and I can get along with Anlan, so I will carry out the deception to the end.

Sitting on a chair in the community, I lit another cigarette, and I wanted to calm myself down and take a serious look at it.

Perhaps, it's time for me to tell Zhou Mo that I actually have stomach cancer.

Maybe when she learns about this, she won't be so vexatious anymore.

I hope so!