I thought about telling Zhou Mo about my stomach cancer, but now is not the time, we are angry when we quarrel.

I have to give her a little space and time, let her calm down, and I want to be alone for a while, even if it's just to be empty.

I didn't know where to go during the Chinese New Year, so I just flagged down a taxi on the side of the road.

As soon as I got in the car, the driver asked me, "Brother, where are you going?" ”

"I don't know."

"What?"

I took out my mobile phone, scanned the QR code on the car, paid the fare of 100 yuan, and said, "This 100 yuan, you can take me around casually." ”

The driver gave me a strange look, but without saying anything, he started the car.

I sat in the back of the taxi, leaning my head against the window, looking at the city streets, pedestrians, and traffic in distraction......

Gradually, I felt numb, and even made me feel a sense of resistance.

I don't know if it was a wise decision to marry Zhou Mo at the beginning, I really only thought about saving An Lan at the beginning, and I didn't think about anything else.

But now it seems that my marriage with Zhou Mo was wrong, because she didn't want to keep our original agreement at all.

Now that she's pregnant with a baby, it means that everything we have planned will be broken.

I didn't expect things to turn out the way they are, but it's so worrying!

"Brother, this Chinese New Year, you won't be out of love, right?" I don't know how long I drove it, but the taxi driver suddenly asked me.

I suddenly came back to my senses and smiled, "Do you think you are still in love at my age?" ”

The driver looked at me in the rearview mirror again, and said with a smile: "I don't think you're too old, you shouldn't be as old as me." ”

"How old are you?"

"I'm 34."

I smiled and said, "Then you're not much older than me, I'm 31." ”

"Yo! That's not a few years older than you," he said after a pause, "Is that a conflict with the family?" ”

"Uh......" I said after a moment's silence, "sort of." ”

The driver was a very talkative person, and he immediately said to me: "Oh, brother, to be honest, every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, and the situation in my family is similar...... Perhaps, it is harder for me than you. ”

His last sentence made me feel that he was really in trouble, and it was not an ordinary problem.

This made me suddenly want to talk to the taxi driver I didn't know for a while, so I said to him, "I don't think there's anything more terrible than death, right?" ”

"Yes, you're right, and that's the kind of problem I'm facing."

I was amazed by what he said, so he was terminally ill like me?

Suddenly, I felt like I had found a friend who shared a common topic and said, "Does your family know?" ”

"Yes, but what's the use? It's not like you're going to have to carry it alone. ”

I quite agree with what he said, birth, old age, sickness and death are a matter of one person, and nothing to do with anyone.

I sighed softly again: "Then you still come out of the sports car for the New Year, how hard it is!" ”

The driver smiled bitterly and said: "If you don't have a sports car, you can't afford to pay for medicine and surgery, so I have to have a sports car!" ”

Although he said this very easily, it seems to me that this is the reality, the reality that everyone who lives on the edge of the city must face.

I'm okay, I have a company, so at least I don't have a shortage of medical expenses.

But once I was diagnosed, I was basically incurable.

I let out a long sigh and asked him, "Let me ask, what disease do you have?" ”

"Me?" The driver was stunned for a moment, and suddenly smiled, "I'm not sick, you misunderstood, it's my family." ”

I was a little embarrassed, as if he didn't say that he was sick, but I thought I had found someone with a common topic.

I smiled awkwardly and said, "I'm sorry! I thought you were like me, so I ......"

"Brother, you ...... What's wrong? He looked at me in the rearview mirror again.

I stopped talking and said, "Forget it, it's nothing." ”

The driver seemed to see my distress, and then said to me: "If you can cure it, go for it, and don't give up every hope...... Like my son and wife, who are now lying in the hospital, they sold their house in order to help them treat their diseases, and came to Chengdu from their hometown, just to treat them, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, I will not give up. ”

When he said this to me, there was obviously light in his eyes, and it could be seen that he believed in the existence of light, and believed that it would all be fine.

But will it all be okay for me?

Just when I was thinking so, there was a sudden WeChat prompt on my mobile phone, and I thought it was a WeChat message from Zhou Mo asking me where I went.

But when I took out my mobile phone and saw it, it turned out to be a message from Anlan.

She only sent me "Happy New Year", these four simple words.

I immediately replied, "Anlan, where are you?" I want to see you, can I? ”

After a moment, she replied, "Now?" ”

"Yes, now."

"But is it convenient for you? If you come out now, what will Zhou Mo think? ”

"Don't think about what she's going to think, I just want to see you now, tell me where you are."

It took about two minutes this time for Anlan to finally send me an address.

I immediately told the driver the address and asked him to go to this place.

After arriving at Anlan's location, I said to the driver: "Thank you, master, and I wish your wife and children a happy new year as soon as possible!" ”

"Let's have fun." After the driver replied to me, I opened the car door and headed towards the square where Anlan was.

I don't know why there are usually no people in the square where people usually come and go, but there are no people during the New Year.

So much so that I saw Anlan from a distance, and she was standing under the huge display screen in the square, making her look tiny.

I ran towards her like I was running towards her, and as soon as I saw her, I felt grounded.

She was still wearing the same red jacket she saw in her hometown today, and she was wearing a pair of slim jeans underneath.

This kind of combination looks strange at first glance, but when worn on An Lan's body, it doesn't feel inconsistent at all.

"How did you get out? Now it's time for dinner, you come out Zhou Mo......"

I didn't wait for her to finish before I interrupted her and said, "Don't talk about her, it's just the two of us here, I just want to be quiet with you for a while." ”

An Lan was a smart woman, and she immediately sensed something, and then said to me, "Quarrel, right? Because of what? Is it because you saw me in your hometown today? ”

"Don't think about it, there's no quarrel, she and I are in this state."

After a pause, I said, "Okay, let's not talk about this, let's go." ”

An Lan nodded slightly, and then walked side by side with me in the square.

During the Chinese New Year, many stores were not open, and there were few pedestrians on the road, which made me feel as if I was the only one left in the world.

"Shall we go get something to eat?" After walking for a while, I asked her.

An Lan looked at the nearby restaurant and said, "It's all closed, what are you eating?" ”

I thought about it, and suddenly I had an interesting idea, so I took her hand and ran forward, saying to her as I ran, "I'll take you to a good place." ”