Chapter 18, make up for Le Yao

Day to night, the time of the day is fleeting.

This afternoon, Berlin had a long stupor. The depressed mood also slowly stabilized over time. Finally, in the dreary night, there was only one thought left in his mind - what if... If he had chosen Le Yao on the first day, what would have been the result now?

After a simple dinner at night, Chen Kexin went out to buy mosquito coils. Daughter Xiaoke happily flipped through the children's storybook bought by Berlin, and Berlin grabbed a fan on the side, driving away the dullness of the night. Xu was because Berlin bought her a storybook, and Nini was a little intimate with Dongyang today. If you don't understand the words, you will take the initiative to consult Berlin.

"Dad, why is this word different from what Mom taught?" Her ignorant eyes looked at Berlin.

"This is a polyphonic word. That is, some words can be pronounced in several ways. When you are ready to read, the teacher will teach you. ”

Relieved, Berlin smiled and explained to his daughter.

In the past two days, Berlin has thought too little about its daughter. It's not that he doesn't care about his daughter, on the contrary, the reason why he came to this world and chose not to divorce is that Chen Kexin has a part, and his daughter Nini also has a part.

Berlin felt distressed looking at her skinny arms on the edge of the bed, the black stains on her little feet that could not be washed off, and the old clothes that did not fit well. She's only four years old... Whenever I think of my daughter looking at me before, with a slightly timid look, it makes this distress extremely worrying.

He wants to make amends slowly, wants to be good to her, wants to slowly make the family better...

So he wants to earn money.

Just like he thought about how to make up for Le Yao this afternoon.

The heartfelt words that Le Yao said in the afternoon couldn't let Berlin determine whether she would have an abortion. But it is these uncertainties that have caused contradictions in Berlin. Obviously, he accepts it now and hopes that Le Yao will have a fetus, but deep down, there is a trace of selfish thoughts, if... Le Yao will not choose to have a baby?

He didn't want to know the answer.

At least, the outcome of not knowing the outcome, will not be the worst outcome...

But whether it was fought or not, as Le Yao said, Berlin didn't want to treat Le Yao like that anymore. At the very least, she needs to buy some nutritional supplements and live a better life...

Suddenly, the ringing of the mobile phone rings.

Berlin saw the word Fang Yuan displayed on his mobile phone, got up and walked to the door, and clicked on it.

"I was at work just now, what's wrong Berlin?"

Fang Yuan's voice came. Half an hour ago, Berlin called Fang Yuan, but he was busy, so he couldn't answer.

"I'm still at work so late..."Berlin was stunned, and then said, "I want to borrow money from you...", Berlin's voice was lowered a little, and he glanced at his daughter in the house, and saw that she didn't hear it, and secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

Fang Yuan's voice on the other side of the phone paused.

Then, Fang Yuan said slowly, "Is there any sudden difficulty at home?" ”

"Not really... That is, I want to give some money Le Yao. Berlin Road.

"To Le Yao?" Fang Yuan was silent for a long time, then sighed lightly, "I probably know what Le Yao told you. As for money, Le Yao, you don't have to worry about it for the time being, I borrowed her two thousand, which is enough for her to live until next month, so I don't have any money to borrow from you. But Berlin, if you want to make amends for her, I don't think such actions are enough. Maybe I shouldn't say these words, but I think that Le Yao will not pay less for you than Chen Kexin. ”

"I know... I'll make it up to Le Yao. ”

The two hung up.

The fact that Le Yao was not short of money for the time being made Berlin breathe a sigh of relief, since Fang Yuan had no money, I am afraid that only when he has a salary next month can he have the money to give Le Yao some money. But is that money enough for two families...

However, what Berlin didn't notice was that when he avoided the conversation between his daughter and Fang Yuan and walked home, not far from the door of the house, the sound of the bag being slowly clenched was so clear in the night.

This is Chen Kexin, who was standing not far from the door of his house and had just bought mosquito coils and walked back.

As soon as the phone call in Berlin rang, she came to this point.

She didn't mean to eavesdrop on Berlin's phone call, she wished she hadn't heard the conversation. But she couldn't pretend to walk out at this moment...

When the call ended and Berlin returned to the house, Chen Kexin, who was hiding, suddenly had an indescribable feeling from her heart.

She bit her lip hard and lowered her head.

Standing in this dark corner of the night, no one could see the complicated emotions in her eyes, and no one knew what she was thinking...

...

Chen Kexin went home.

Seeing the mosquito coils she brought back, Berlin was in a good mood, this damn mosquito, retribution is coming!

Just when Berlin took out the lighter and was about to light it, he suddenly looked at Chen Kexin's face, frowned and wondered, "Why are your eyes red, Kexin?" ”

Chen Kexin was stunned, a trace of panic flashed in his heart, and then he wiped the corners of his eyes pretending to be bland, and said, "Is there one?" Maybe it was windy just now, and sand blew into my eyes..."

"Is it..."

Berlin didn't think about it, and he didn't notice that there was no wind at all on this night. He lit a mosquito coil, took a shower, and then leaned comfortably on the bed to fan the cool breeze.

It's nearly 9 o'clock, and it's time to go to bed.

"Berlin, remember to take this bag when you go to work tomorrow. I filled you with two bottles of boiled water, I'm afraid that your factory doesn't care about the water. I also put the factory uniform in, and I carried ten yuan in my pocket, which you can use for lunch. When the factory uniform is changed into the factory, there is no need to be so sloppy to commute to work, it is too ugly. At this time, Chen Kexin, who closed the door and took care of the housework, twisted a plastic bag and instructed Berlin seriously.

"Okay." Berlin laughed in response.

He remembered his mother.

At the end of the weekend, she always babbled on about annoying things like homework to bring, school uniforms to wear, etc., and his replies were always so impatient. But Chen Kexin's concern made him not know why, his heart was warm, and his mood was much better...

Sure enough, if you are looking for a wife, you have to find such a considerate person.

Chen Kexin took a bath, and the family fell asleep. Thankfully, the coolness of the night came a little earlier than usual, and before I knew it, the fan in Berlin's hand stopped, and only the sound of even breathing remained in the room.

Berlin fell asleep with his daughter Nini.

But only Chen Kexin opened his eyes at this time.

"Berlin," she said.

Berlin did not respond.

Chen Kexin turned sideways, her unique pair of good-looking eyes were just a few centimeters apart, quietly looking at Berlin's side face, for a long time...

Finally, she reached out and gently put her arms around Berlin.

She was going to sleep too.

She didn't want to think of so many pictures that made her heart twist because of tonight's events, what could these things be compared to the past? Even these things tormented her day after day, year after year. She only hopes that this family will be safe and sound, and it will be simple. No matter how hard she works, no matter how tired she is...

"Tomorrow the first day of work, can Berlin do it?"

This was the thought she had left before she fell asleep.