Advertisements on the TV were broadcast coldly, and the sound of whirring fans resounded through the cabin. In the obviously noisy room, for a moment, the atmosphere was inexplicably quiet...

In the silence of Berlin, you can hear the sound of your own chaotic breathing, the sound of your rapid heartbeat, and even the fists clenched unconsciously as she nervously waits for a response.

"Heh..."

When Le Yao reacted from her stunnedness, she couldn't help but sneer. She looked at Berlin coldly, "I begged me not to kill the child two days ago, and today I changed my words?" What do you mean Berlin? Well? If you just say this sentence then you can go, I said at the beginning, I will beat the child, I can't make you amorous now! ”

After speaking, Le Yao turned her head and continued to watch TV as if Berlin had told her something ridiculous that was not worth mentioning.

Looking at her still slightly sarcastic side face, Berlin couldn't help but be stunned. I want to speak, but I don't know what to say. After opening his mouth, he said 'I...', but finally didn't say anything.

Judging from her tone and demeanor, she was not as fragile and confused as Fang Yuan said, and she didn't want to kill the child.

Could it be that Fang Yuan misunderstood Le Yao...

After learning from Fang Yuan that Le Yao was reluctant to give up on the child, the joy that had been left turned into a sense of disparity at this moment, which made Berlin a little bitter. But Berlin did suddenly feel a little relieved. If she really goes to have an abortion, then no matter what, she won't be delayed by herself anymore...

Also, why did she want to keep the child? It's really a self-inflicted misunderstanding.

After a long silence, Berlin turned and left. He knew that since he had chosen a family, when Le Yao had a baby, maybe the two would not contact each other again. He will regret this life, even if it is the best ending...

Thinking about this, Berlin thought it was ridiculous.

Since he likes Le Yao, and Le Yao also likes herself, why did she marry Chen Kexin? Why is this the way it will be in the future? Berlin couldn't understand it, but he knew that these things would be answered one day. It's just that now he can't ask.

The sound of turning steps was so clear in the house, Berlin twisted the doorknob, and when he was about to step out of the door, Le Yao's crying voice sounded, "Are you really leaving like this?" ”

Berlin turned his head in astonishment, he found that Le Yao on the bed at this time had red eyes, and tears kept falling, how could there be half a minute of indifference? Only tears kept pouring out of her eyes...

"When someone else is pregnant, they have all kinds of nutritional supplements to eat, and they have the care of their mother-in-law and husband, for fear of being distressed. What about me? When I was pregnant, I had to nest in this small room every day, and I had to wear loose clothes when I went out, and I was afraid that others would find out, and then asked me, 'Are you pregnant, how long have you been?' Where's your husband? 'How do I answer?' I replied that I don't have a husband, am I a junior? ”

"Every day one eats alone, sleeps alone, and one is in a daze. Then I stared at the TV stupidly, thinking about whether the child should be beaten off, thinking about how much money I had left, and how many days I could live. When I went to work, people didn't want me to see that I was pregnant, and it was thousands of dollars to go out to see a doctor, and sometimes I could only cry alone, and I didn't know what to do. I have no one to rely on, and my only hope is you, and I look forward to you every day... What about you, Berlin, how do you respond to me? ”

"I didn't want to kill the child at all, but I didn't even dare to think about the child's name. I was afraid of being born, and he asked my mother, as I did when I was a child, 'Mom, why don't I have a father?' and how do you ask me to reply to him, Berlin? Isn't he pitiful? I don't want to be that strong, but I really don't want you to see that I'm so vulnerable..."

"I hate you, I really hate you, I hate you all my life, Berlin!"

Berlin stood at the door, and Le Yao sat on the edge of the bed. The two people who were not far away, at the moment when the words fell, one cried with a red nose and red eyes, and the other felt like he had knocked over a five-flavor bottle, and the sting in his heart was accompanied by many emotions, and he didn't know how to answer...

The two looked at each other like this.

The acquaintance outside the house suddenly screamed.

In this hot and dry afternoon, the last of the silence is washed away.

"I'm sorry..."

...

In the end, the conversation between the two did not end, and Le Yao let Berlin go.

Berlin left stupidly, standing downstairs stupidly, regretting wanting to go back, and stupidly not knowing what to say when going back...

On the way home, he was like a walking corpse, and only those last words of Le Yao echoed in his mind...

It's not the first time he has felt that unforgettable heart like a knife, it's the same as the moment when Chen Kexin led his daughter to the Civil Affairs Bureau... So much so that Berlin didn't know how to respond to Le Yao, only the guilt in his heart, like a snowball... The bigger it rolls... He knew that he could only make up for it, and he didn't know how to make up for it...

He hated his future self.

Hate why he did so many wrong things...

It was 12 noon when I got home.

After putting the fan on the table and handing it to her daughter Nini's little story album, saying that she didn't spend any money, her daughter's sensible 'thank you dad' and excited smile did not give Berlin the same happiness as he expected at the beginning, even if Berlin was actually very happy, but now it is difficult for him to laugh happily.

Berlin's emotional daughter didn't notice this, but when she returned home, Chen Kexin, who was almost cooked, found it keenly.

"Berlin, is it because the conversation at work didn't go well?" Chen Kexin finished the work in front of the stove, wiped the sweat stains, and walked to Berlin with concern.

"No, it's good over there, I'll start going to work at 7 o'clock tomorrow morning, and the formalities are all done." This is the factory uniform. This is a work sign. Berlin squeezed out a smile.

Chen Kexin didn't believe in Berlin very much, but she was considerate and didn't ask anymore.

Outside the window, the temperature in the room is getting higher and higher. Berlin never thought that a summer would make him so irritable...

He found that he couldn't let go of Le Yao...

...

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