Memories are not good.

It may be said that the memories of the past are beautiful, but when those good memories are recalled, the loss of those beautiful presents is only pain.

More than once during the month, Berlin asked about his parents. In the end, he also got a reply from Chen Kexin. It's been a few years since my parents passed away in an accident. He didn't know why. But it is enough to know this, Berlin does not want to know more ....

As for Chen Kexin's parents, Berlin has never met them since they came to the future. According to Chen Kexin's words just now, it seems that her mother died very early.

...

Not long after, Berlin sent Chen Kexin home. Then he held his umbrella and hurried back. About 30 minutes before leaving, Berlin was not sure if Fang Yuan had taken Chen Kexin to the hospital, he needed to be sure. Fortunately, when he came to Le Yao's house, the door that Berlin deliberately did not close was already locked. He knocked tentatively on the door, but there was no answer.

"It seems that Fang Yuan has already taken Le Yao to the hospital."

The remaining uneasiness in Berlin's heart dissipated. When I got to the hospital, I should be fine.

Standing at the doorway and pondering for a long time, Berlin finally walked downstairs. He didn't leave, quietly standing under the eaves of Le Yao's house that couldn't cover the rain, looking at the light rain of the world.

The wind blew gently, gradually getting a little stronger, and almost blew away the umbrella in Berlin's hand, but it did not blow away the confusion in Berlin's heart.

Sometimes, Berlin can't figure out what it's thinking.

In addition to work, he devoted himself to Le Yao and Chen Kexin. Speculating on their thoughts, considering their emotions. I didn't even pay attention to what I was expressing in front of them... So much so that he always makes mistakes in the entanglement.

Berlin knew that bad and cowardice were probably the best commentary on himself.

On more than one or two occasions, Berlin has the luxury of returning to the carefree times when it was a student. Even if he is in love with someone, he will not be as unable to make a choice as he is now. After all, love is not a family, and the feelings in adolescence are different from love in adult life. Sadly, however, he wonders what would have been the development if Berlin had been in ten years and he had not come to the future.

Presumably Chen Kexin is now living alone with Nini, is he with Le Yao? Le Yao doesn't have to suffer so much sin and so much pain. It's just that only Chen Kexin has suffered.

When one person makes a mistake, it is three people who pay for the mistake.

How ridiculous Berlin feels.

He resents his future self...

...

Half an hour later, the coldness dissipated some of the irritability in Berlin's heart. He dialed Fang Yuan's number. Soon the call was connected. "Where are you now?"

"In the hospital." Fang Yuan replied, "How is your wife?" ”

"She's fine."

"Then come here now, I want you to give me an explanation."

"Hmm..."

Berlin walked to the hospital.

His pace was not very fast, it was not that he didn't want to contact Fang Yuan, he thought that Fang Yuan was considering and dealing with him and Le Yao from the perspective of a friend, as long as he explained it clearly, he must be able to understand Fang Yuan. He was just embarrassed about how to face Le Yao.

She heard the look in her eyes as she left, and Berlin remembered it so clearly...

Although the two have expressed the end of their relationship to each other, the only thing that worries the two is the child who seems to be left in the womb. But Berlin feels like it's more than that...

Come to the hospital.

Fang Yuan waited for Berlin's explanation with a calm face. He didn't hide it, and told the truth about Chen Kexin's illness and her sudden symptoms. When these words were finished, Fang Yuan's face softened slightly, only a little displeasure, he sneered, "It's really a coincidence, Berlin, it seems that God is making you make a choice." As he spoke, staring at Berlin with an embarrassed expression, he said, "Do you know how many degrees Le Yao has a fever?" ”

Without waiting for Berlin to reply with a meaningless word of not knowing, he added with a sneer, "40 degrees." I think she was idle yesterday and went out in the rain, right? ”

"I took her to the hospital yesterday and made some trouble, and then she came home in the rain."

“... You're really going to Berlin, let pregnant women go home in the rain. Tsk, why didn't I find you so bold before? Fang Yuan sneered.

"She won't let me deliver it."

Fang Yuan, who was angry at this sentence, didn't know how to answer. He wanted to reply, 'If you don't let you send it, you won't send it?' But considering Le Yao's character, he didn't say these words. With a heavy sigh of air, Fang Yuan said helplessly, "I don't know how Le Yao fell in love with you, she didn't look at you very much in high school, such a good girl was ruined by you for more than ten years... You, alas, really let me down sometimes. I don't know what else to persuade you, I can only say Berlin, if you continue like this, it is not only Le Yao who will be injured. ”

Berlin could not reply to Fang Yuan's words.

He's already made a choice.

Isn't it?

"Le Yao, don't go in to see it yet, she's sleeping now, playing the hanging bottle, and she can go home at night." Fang Yuan pursed his lips, subconsciously wanting to take a cigarette and light it, but found that this was a hospital corridor, his movements paused, he shook his head a little irritably, and asked, "What are you going to do about your wife?" ”

“....”

Berlin shook his head, "I don't know... 100,000 yuan, I don't have that much money. ”

Speaking of this, he suddenly looked at Fang Yuan with some embarrassment, and before he could speak, Fang Yuan immediately understood what he meant, and said, "Stop!" If you want to borrow 1,2000 from me, I can borrow you a way, you can give me 100,000, and I will sell my family of three to exchange it for you. ”

A family of three?

Berlin was dumbfounded.

Wait a minute...

"You're married?" Berlin was stunned.

"What nonsense are you talking about? Although I don't have a good relationship with my wife, you won't be so ridiculous, right? "Fang Yuan didn't have a good airway.

“....”

Berlin always thought that Fang Yuan was not married. After all, in the next few contacts, he didn't show that he had a family.

But when you think about it, Berlin is relieved. When he came to the future, how many times had he and Fang Yuan come into contact? The two had a good relationship in high school, but in the future, this feeling has become much more common in Berlin, and there is no longer that feeling of talking freely. Now that he's 27 now, it's normal to get married.

"If it's money, I'll take my time. It's just that there have been too many unexpected things in the past two days, so I don't have time to calm down and think about it. Berlin said slowly, "100,000, if you want to earn it, you can't earn it, I can only borrow... Let's see if there's anything else to be done. If I really borrowed it, I may have to pay back the money for the rest of my life. ”

Fang Yuan's eyes looked at Berlin with complicated eyes.

After a while, he said, "You go and make it up first." If you really get seventy, eighty or ninety thousand, you can come to me again. I don't have much money, but my wife and I have saved some over the past few years, and I can persuade her to borrow a little from you. After all, Kexin is really good, although I always want you to be with Le Yao, it doesn't mean that I think she is bad... On the contrary, I still feel sorry for her. ”

Berlin's heart warmed.

The friendship after so many years is still there.

"Now that you're done, it's time for me to talk to you about other things."

Just when Berlin was a little moved, Fang Yuan suddenly became serious. He frowned and looked at Berlin, "I can see that Le Yao has made up her mind not to kill the child." Berlin, what are you going to do now? You also understand Le Yao's character, she is sometimes duplicitous, but she can identify things, and it is useless to persuade her. ”

Berlin fell silent.

The hospital is full of people.

The pungent smell of medicine permeated.

The rain outside the window suddenly stopped coldly.

It rained for three days in a row, and it came so suddenly, and it came so suddenly.

At night, it was as dark as ever, but I could finally see a little moonlight...

"I let her knock it out," Berlin said.

Fang Yuan sneered, "Berlin, don't talk about Le Yao, I'm sometimes easy to be messed up by you." What is the meaning of these words? What else has Le Yao had over the years? She didn't have anything. The money is gone, the youth is gone, and the only thing that accompanies her every day is the child in her belly. She is reluctant, she is unwilling... Do you understand, Berlin? ”

As he spoke, he added, "I don't want to hear your meaningless excuses for escaping. I just want to know, Le Yao plans to give birth to a child, what are you going to do about it? This is already an impossible result to change. Do you want to ignore it like this? If you decide to take care of it, how do you explain it to your wife? You have to think about all of this. And you also know the consumption after having a child... At the same time, you have to bear the burden of 100,000 yuan for your wife's treatment. ”

“....”