Chapter 33 is meaningless
A three-day rain has made the world feel like spring again. It swept away the dullness of the air, and the dust from the leaves and lawns was swept away.
The water in the ground reflects the lights of this bustling street, the colorful light flickers, and the city swaying in the water seems to be a beautiful world only in fantasy, only regretting that the beauty is always a bubble on the surface...
It's night.
It was nearly 10 o'clock in the evening. I don't know when the conversation with Fang Yuan ended, Fang Yuan left first.
And when the last Berlin was sent home by Fang Yuan, Le Yao, who had finished the drip. Fang Yuan still expressed that he didn't hate Chen Kexin, but just thought that Berlin should be with Le Yao more. Berlin didn't refute anything, he knew that Fang Yuan had no malicious intent. It's just that the two people who walked in the night were only silent with each other. Le Yao walked in front, and Berlin followed slightly behind.
Soon, it will be to Le Yao's house.
Under the miserable white street lamps on this street, the haggard on Le Yao's face was illuminated more thoroughly. She is still very beautiful without makeup, but the fragility on her pretending to be strong can no longer be hidden...
The pedestrians on the streets after the rain are no longer as deserted as a few days ago, and there are always so many men who unabashedly glance at Le Yao's delicate face with stunning eyes, and at the same time, Berlin next to her has also received a lot of envy.
In terms of appearance, Berlin knows very well that his wife Chen Kexin is not a beauty, and she is much worse than Le Yao. But when he was in high school, he took beauty as his main need, but now he finds that beauty is so worthless in life... Exhausted by life and affection, money became his only pursuit.
Maybe this is also the so-called, people have to grow...
"I'll give you some money every month, Le Yao."
When this short journey was about to end, for fear that he would not have a chance to speak his mind today, Berlin suddenly spoke. But as soon as the words fell, Berlin immediately knew that he had said the wrong thing, but he couldn't take it back.
Le Yao in front of him stopped abruptly. She turned her head and looked at Berlin coldly, "What do you mean by Berlin?" ”
“... It's not interesting, it's just... I'm afraid you don't have living expenses. Berlin whispered.
Le Yao sneered, "Then how much are you going to give me?" Three hundred? Five hundred? Or a thousand two thousand? ”
“... I don't have 12,000, my salary is 16,000 a month. ”
"What do you want me to do with three or five hundred? Do you pay rent? Le Yao asked.
“....”
"Berlin, since the last few years, I don't know how to understand what you're saying. Want to be nice to me? Make it up to me? Or does it make sense otherwise? Le Yao looked at Berlin, her indifferent eyes added a few wisps of complexity, and then her tone calmed down, "If you care about me, then you don't have to worry about me, I said that the relationship will be over when it's over, it won't entangle you, and there is no need to affect your family." ”
With that, she turned around and walked into the alley home.
The wind in the night was cool and cool, and the thin coat that Le Yao was wearing swayed in the wind. Her thin figure seemed to be swallowed up by the darkness... Berlin wanted to talk to her again, but he didn't know what it was, he just wanted to communicate.
But he had no excuses.
However, before disappearing from Berlin's vision, Le Yao turned around, "Fang Yuan has found me a job that I can do, I can support myself." ”
I don't know if she wants to say that she doesn't need Berlin to worry about it, or if she doesn't want Berlin to worry about it, Le Yao doesn't know what she means by this. After all, she didn't know why she wanted to leave such an unnecessary reply...
"I'll try to give you as many as I can every month."
Before disappearing into the darkness, Le Yao heard Berlin's last words.
Le Yao's footsteps stopped at the entrance of the building where the view of Berlin was not clear. She turned her head to see Berlin in the dim alley reflected by the faint lamps on the side of the road, and he looked into the alley for a long time, and finally took a step and walked away slowly.
....
The night is getting deeper.
At ten o'clock at night, on the remote road, it is impossible to see pedestrians at all.
The usual faint lights in the alleyways have been dispersed, and some only the cool breeze at night, the noisy insect chirping that begins to recover after the rain, and the splashing of water droplets when you step on the water...
Berlin is home.
To his surprise, in the middle of the night at ten o'clock, the dim lights were still on from the hut. When Berlin opened the door, Chen Kexin was sitting in the room doing the handiwork of stringing beads, and her daughter Nini had already fallen asleep. Seeing Berlin, Chen Kexin got up, "Are you back?" ”
"Haven't you slept yet?" Berlin closes the door.
"Haven't you eaten yet?" Chen Kexin smiled, she put the things in her hand in place, and said, "I put the dishes in the pot for you, it should still be hot now." If you want to cook rice, do you want to stir it up? It might be quite hard to eat now..."Speaking of this, Chen Kexin didn't wait for Berlin to reply, "Forget it, I'll fry it for you, you wait." ”
“...”
After a night in the hospital, Berlin was actually hungry. But the hunger is too much, and the hunger pangs are gone. It was so late, he didn't want to eat, what happened in a day made him physically and mentally exhausted, and he was about to fall asleep, never thinking that Chen Kexin was waiting for him at home.
"Don't fry it, I'll just make do with it, don't wake Nini." Berlin shook his head.
Dinner was simply eaten, and Chen Kexin continued to do handicrafts on the side. As usual, Berlin did not fall asleep, she would not have slept first. After Berlin took a shower and went to bed, the light in the quiet and warm cabin dimmed, and Chen Kexin lay on the bed with a tired face.
Soon, the sound of even breathing came from the side, and Berlin knew that Chen Kexin was asleep.
Yes, after a day's work, her physical illness still attacked, and she probably wanted to rest for a long time...
...
A dreamless night.
Soon it was dawn.
Chen Kexin still cooked breakfast.
Just as Berlin was finishing breakfast, suddenly a call came from the mobile phone. It is the team leader surnamed Huang. This surprised Berlin, this early in the morning, I was about to go to the factory, what to call for? He answered the phone, and to Berlin's astonishment, the machine in the workshop was broken, and there was a problem during the inspection last night, and he was only now told, so he called the group to inform them that he would not have to go to work today.
The incident came suddenly, and Chen Kexin also heard it clearly.
"It's okay, you haven't rested much in the past month, so take a good rest today." She said calmly, "Then I won't take Nini over and accompany you at home today?" ”
"Okay."
For a while, Berlin was a little confused.
If he doesn't go to work today, will he stay at home for a day?
Sleep a little longer? But he was used to this biological clock, and he didn't feel tired anymore.
Thinking of this, Berlin couldn't help but laugh. When he was studying, he tried all kinds of ways to ask for leave, not to go to school, just to watch TV at home and go out to play in the mountains with friends. Ten years later, I became an adult, and I didn't know what to do during the holidays....
"Maybe it's like that, adults." Berlin sighed.