When people have a direction, even if the trivial exists in the heart, it will no longer be so inadvertently reflected... Busyness will subtract worries, fade away sorrows, make people lose their memories and enjoy short-term fulfillment.

Berlin forgot a lot of the troubles of life ....

In this short period of work to find a venue.

It's the third day, and Berlin has three locations in mind. The difference is not big, but the price is slightly different. However, more expensive also has the advantages and advantages of being more expensive, and the low price naturally has its drawbacks.

This left Berlin in a tangle. But at this time, Fang Yuan came with a phone call that disturbed his mind.

"Did Le Yao tell you?"

After answering the phone, Berlin, who thought it was a job consultation, heard Fang Yuan's slightly deep voice.

"Say?"

Berlin chuckled in his heart, he knew Fang Yuan, this tone must have happened to Le Yao. With a little uneasiness, he asked, "Say... What"

"Le Yao seems to be planning to accept Chen Lei." Fang Yuan replied.

“....”

Berlin stopped talking.

It is said that there is a special feeling of discomfort and depression at the moment when I hear it, but it does not exist. Yes, it's just a sudden feeling of emptiness and dizziness. He does not depict clearly what kind of emotion it is ....

It's like being struck by a burst of lightning, inexplicably, speechless.

“... Is that so? ”

For a long time, Berlin only squeezed out the phrase "I know." ”

Berlin's calm reaction made Fang Yuan on the other side of the phone a little stunned for a moment, and hurriedly said, "Are you so indifferent?" ”

"Otherwise, Fang Yuan, didn't you say it very clearly before, do I want to restrict her and harm her for the rest of my life? It's her best choice and home, isn't it? Didn't you persuade Chen Lei to chase Le Yao with a smile on my face that day? If you have fulfilled your wish, you should be satisfied with ridiculing me, how can you say such a thing? Berlin sneered.

Fang Yuan was silent.

After a while, he sighed lightly, "You don't have to vent your displeasure at me, you know that I deliberately provoked you at that time." After saying this, he didn't persuade Berlin to do anything. Immediately, his voice was a little bitter and self-deprecating, "We, ah, are all complex contradictions. I always paralyze myself in self-deception and self-deception, and I suffer myself in self-righteousness again and again. Pitiful to hateful... There's a good saying, Berlin, where like gathers...."

"Hung up...."

"Well, hang it."

The sound ends. Both men on the other side of the phone could only hear the heavy breathing of both sides. A few seconds later, Berlin chose to hang up the phone.

Outside, it was already dark, and the cool breeze swept away the remaining warmth of the day. Autumn is coming, and the nights are starting to get cooler. The home doesn't have to worry about the dullness in the house, and there is no need to turn on the fan every night. In the middle of the night, a family of three can even feel a little cold....

Le Yao, it's cold too, right?

yes, it's winter soon, and it could be even colder...

"Kexin, I'll go out."

Chen Kexin came back at this time, she went out with her daughter, bought a box of mosquito coils, and bought some fruits.

As soon as she got home, she heard that Berlin was going out, Chen Kexin was a little surprised, but she was considerate and didn't ask, "Then you come back early." It's a little windy outside, so bring a jacket and go out. ”

"Okay."

Berlin is out of the house.

Berlin, who calmly replied to Fang Yuan, was actually not as light as his words.

For some reason, he felt like he was staying at home, and he was stuffy. The breathing is a little inexplicably unsmooth. Only by walking outside the house and feeling the continuous cool breeze can he blow away some of his annoyance.

He didn't know where to go or what to do. Just floating aimlessly, walking. Trying to let this night breeze take itself to a world without worries. Just like the bright city reflected in the stagnant water, the colorful lights flicker, you don't have to see the darkness behind its magnificence, the ugliness after the beauty.... Exists only in the world of fantasy ....

Of course, precisely because it exists in fantasy, it does not exist...

By the time Berlin came to his senses, he was about ten minutes away from home. It's a remote street, with pale streetlights reflecting the road beneath your feet. He looked up, and in front of him was a familiar building. The dim light on the second floor pierced through the glass window of the newspaper, allowing Berlin to barely see clearly...

Unconsciously, he came downstairs to Le Yao's house.

Berlin was standing downstairs, looking out at the second-floor window.

One minute, five minutes, ten minutes ....

Finally, he took a step. He walked into the building. I walked into the impressive cramped corridor, came to the front of the second floor, and knocked lightly on the door....

"Who?"

Le Yao's voice came from inside the house.

In the silence of the night, she heard the slightest movement clearly.

Immediately, Le Yao opened the first door. By the light in the house, she could see Berlin in the door through the gauze frame of the second door. She was stunned for a moment, then seemed to think of something, a trace of confusion flashed in her eyes, and finally sighed lightly, "Do you want to come in and sit?" ”

"Don't bother you, do you?"

"Don't you think it's ridiculous that you come at night and ask such a thing, Berlin?"

“....”

Berlin walked into the cottage.

The room was much cleaner and tidier than the last time he came. The house was filled with the body fragrance of Le Yao's body and the fragrance of some fruits. The TV in front of the bed didn't turn on, and the fan stopped. The quilt on the bed had just been lifted, and it was obvious that Le Yao was lying on the bed, looking at the maternity-related books that had fallen into Berlin's eyes at this time.

Noticing Berlin's gaze, Le Yao sat on the bed, covered the book, put it away, and said lightly, "It's Fang Yuan who told you what to say, right?" I knew he couldn't keep his mouth shut..."

With that, she got up and walked to the table, opened the newly bought kettle, and poured herself a glass of water, "But it's strange to say, I knew that he was not strict and would tell you, but I still told him." After she finished speaking, she looked at Berlin with a hint of self-deprecation in her eyes, "Isn't it funny, you say?" ”

“....”

Berlin didn't understand the meaning of Le Yao's words for a while.

His somewhat chaotic thoughts made him not in the mood to make this sentence clear, he just hesitated and said, "Did you accept him?" ”

Le Yao's expression was slightly stunned.

Then he said lightly, "Fang Yuan always likes to talk so much. I didn't say yes. I just told him that I was going to take it. Get back to him these days. ”

"Is that different from acceptance?" Berlin couldn't help but raise his voice a little louder, staring at Le Yao.

Le Yao's silence made Berlin, who found himself out of shape, quickly put away his impatient mood.

He quickly calmed himself down...

Berlin found that today's Le Yao did not have the same indifferent attitude and eyes towards him as usual...

Why?

"Yes, it makes no difference." Le Yao nodded lightly, "Berlin, you shouldn't be here to stop me, right?" You can't find a reason to stop me, can you? I think you just figured out the truth of the answer in your heart, but you can't accept it, so here. It's okay, I understand you, I can explain it to you. ”

“....”

Berlin does not like this blandness.

He would rather face Le Yao's previous coldness.

"Actually, I've figured it out a lot these days. It's not that I figured out what happened to me and you, but I figured out why you chose your wife. Le Yao chuckled, that delicate and good-looking face looked good when she smiled, and in her bright eyes, she seemed to have fallen into a long, long memory, "This world, it's about fate." Sometimes, if you miss it, you really miss it. Sometimes, when you meet the right person, they will be together. Everything seemed to be predestined. It's like you met your wife in the hospital..."

This is the first time.

For the first time, Berlin heard about his past with Chen Kexin.

It's just that these words came out of Le Yao's mouth, which made Berlin a little unbelievable.

Le Yao doesn't know Chen Kexin, Berlin knows this, so how can she know about these pasts? The protagonists of this story are only himself and Chen Kexin.

Could it be that the future self told her?

Come to think of it.

Berlin had the idea of continuing to listen, but at the same time, he was more concerned about Le Yao's mood at this time.... Why did she bring it up, and did she want to express anything?

Destiny?

Hospital?

Many questions, many concerns, floated through Berlin's mind.