Chapter Seventy-Three, Like
The two men in the room stared at each other.
Le Yao took a sip of water, still smiling, "During the time you were in the hospital, I didn't go to see you or take care of you. It was only after I was in college that my mom passed away that we confided in each other. But it was already late at that time, in that blank period, you and Chen Kexin were together. I was foolish enough to think that we were the ones to be together..."
She smiled a little helplessly and said to Berlin, "Right? I'm so stupid. There is no order in feelings, only right and wrong. I was wrong, you were wrong, you ruined me, you almost ruined your family. If I were your wife, I wouldn't be as generous as she was. I don't know if I'm going to divorce you, but if I'm her, I'm going to hate you even more than I am now. ”
“....”
Le Yao's words always cut into Berlin's heart like that, causing him to have all kinds of indescribable emotions that he couldn't respond.
As for the course of the story, Berlin is more concerned.
Blank period?
Hospital?
There is something strange about Berlin.
It was my junior year of high school.
It's college soon, he's always been healthy, how can he go to the hospital?? Or did you live for a while?
Suddenly, a sense of trance swept over Berlin.
He felt as if his body and soul were about to break free, and he shook violently, and even his heart beat hatefully, and then a wave of images flooded into Berlin's mind.
Siesta...
He yawned and had just gotten up, when suddenly, hanging on the roof of the classroom, the iron fan on his head, shook and slammed down on him....
Berlin woke up with a screech.
This is...
He travels to the picture of the future!!
Berlin remembered that he was taking a lunch break, but the shock made him forget about it when he came to the future world.
actually entered the hospital like this and met Chen Kexin.
Where did all the changes between him and Le Yao start?
"That's how I figured it out. Since she loves you so much, she can forgive you so much that she loves you. Such a good person is with you, how can I break it up? I can't give you up to her because I love you, but I know that my waiting will only bring more self-inflicted suffering, so that's enough, that's fine. ”
Le Yao said calmly, she was indeed very calm, there was no anger, no unwillingness, no resentment in her eyes.
"I...."
Berlin wanted to open his mouth to speak.
Le Yao stopped him, "The bitterness now is just the fruit of planting the seed of self-deception." I've already eaten a few bites, do you want me to finish them, Berlin? ”
“....”
Without years of precipitation and accumulation, young feelings cannot be full of charm under the brewing of time, which makes it difficult to extricate themselves.
What he experienced was like a breakup in high school.
He didn't want to, but he couldn't stop it from happening.
Because there is no way.
"Then go back, I'll make it clear. I plan to accept Chen Lei, not only myself, but also the child in my belly. Le Yao said again.
“....”
Berlin did not move.
His feet felt like they were glued to the floor, and he wouldn't step away anyway.
This time, he didn't want to be so simple and be dumbfounded by Le Yao's words.
It's like a math problem, one plus one must equal two, and he who wrote the answer three must have done it wrong. But even so, he didn't want the marks on the test paper to be deducted....
"I don't want you to accept it...."
Berlin opened.
Le Yao's body trembled, and she turned her head, as if she hadn't heard what Berlin said clearly.
"I don't want you to accept it." Berlin was a little louder.
“....”
Le Yao stared at Berlin, "Why?" ”
"There's no why... Alone, my feelings tell me that I don't want you to accept it. ”
The sound of Berlin echoes in this deserted hut.
The dim light reflected Berlin's face, and the eyes, obviously impulsive words, but not like impulsive...
"Le Yao, I know how bad I am. I'm married, and I'm still with you. Choose a family, and don't want to give up on you. I knew I was wrong. But there are many things that I can't explain to you, and if you do, you won't believe it. Yes, I'm being selfish and funny when I say that, and I think it's funny when I say it.... But really, I'm so unwilling...."
“....”
Le Yao's nose was a little sour.
How could she have been willing
Why do such words come out of his mouth?
Isn't that your own line?
Why do you want to go too far?
"Yes, you're too selfish. Are you unwilling to make me miserable, Berlin? Le Yao's tone was still so light, she seemed to be hoping for something, but it wasn't.
"Because I like you, I've only liked you since I was a child..."
“....”
The corners of Le Yao's eyes turned red.
She subconsciously wanted to say the words that she had said more than once, and that she hated Berlin more than once in her heart. But this time, she didn't say it.
She took a deep breath, and the complicated eyes of countless emotions struck Berlin's heart so directly.
"If you can do it all over again, Berlin, will you choose me or Chen Kexin?" Le Yao asked seriously.
"If I had memories of the future, I wouldn't make any more mistakes..."
The conversation is over.
Berlin received no other reply from Leyao.
He finally left after Le Yao's expulsive words.
The emotions are as complex as before departure, but after telling some words hidden in the depths of the heart, even if they are troubles, they are not so heavy.
Maybe it's like the plot of many TV dramas, it's always hard to be together if you like it.
When he comes to the future, he will not be sorry for this family. He didn't want to lie to himself, not to lie to Le Yao. He has no so-called love for Chen Kexin, he likes it, maybe it is a sense of family affection and dependence. But just family affection, just a daughter, is enough for him to give up many, many things.
If he takes the memory of the present to the past, without the concern of family and family, he will absolutely, absolutely choose Le Yao without reservation.
In the dim streets, Berlin walked slowly back home.
It's just that he fell into this burst of thought, and suddenly, he felt like he was in Le Yao's house, and the violent impact he received, his soul was about to go out of his body. A memory flooded Berlin's mind.
White blank cloth.
It's a hospital.
"Me? My name is Chen Kexin. ”
"I wasn't hospitalized, it was my mom who got sick and I'm coming to the hospital to take care of her now. Are you going to eat apples? I just peeled one and prepared to eat it myself. ”
"No thanks. Yes? I'm not going to eat it. No, just two. You and your mother have one each. I don't have much money, so I can only buy two..."