Chapter 182: Different Attitudes
The cold wind urged Berlin to go home, and he strolled along the deserted road to the front of his house. The cold doorknob echoed the melancholy in his heart, making him feel heavy even for a long breath...
There are so many things piled up in Berlin's heart, and there are so many worries and sorrows.
Berlin responded to Le Yao and expressed all his inner feelings. He thought that he had been facing Le Yao, who smiled so gently at him and had a soft voice.
But there was nothing he could do.
He and Le Yao lacked the most precious memories of eight years ago, and he couldn't give him the original emotions from them.
What the hell is going on...
At that time, what was their relationship like?
It's just that....
Berlin does not want to go through it.
After all, when he gets the answer, he will also swallow the bitter fruit of the future.
Back at home, the fragrance of flowers on the face made Berlin come back from a burst of melancholy, Chen Kexin was not in the living room, and Nini thought that it was close to bedtime. Instead, Jiang Ran sat on his bed holding a laptop and banging, I don't know what he was busy with...
"What are you doing?" Berlin closed the door and asked in confusion.
"You think I don't work?" Jiang Ran raised his head, stretched his waist, and closed the computer.
"Work?" Berlin was stunned for a moment, then relieved. Yes, don't look at Jiang Ran very young, he is actually almost thirty years old, no matter how rich his family is, he still needs to work.
"What do you do?" Berlin is curious.
Jiang Ran got up and said with a smile, "Guess? ”
Women like to make people choose...
Berlin is not a speculative person.
He didn't want to mention this topic anymore, and he didn't have much interest in Jiang Ran's work, so he shifted and said, "What about Kexin?" ”
"It's in the room."
Jiang Ran replied lightly.
But when the distance from Berlin was approaching, she suddenly frowned slightly.
"Berlin, you have the scent of a woman on you..."Jiang Ran spoke.
"Huh?"
Berlin was dumbfounded.
"You are very weak-hearted..."Jiang Ran sneered, Berlin's panic was clearly visible, and it was not difficult to guess, after all, he bumped into Berlin and Le Yao in the supermarket, but it was just a simple sentence, and then she turned around and left.
Jiang Ran walked ahead, and Berlin followed her into the house.
Inside, there was no private space for the crowd to gather, and Berlin did not have much opportunity to relay the doctor's words. When Jiang Ran took a bath, he briefly asked about Chen Kexin's physical condition, etc., and then took advantage of Nini's inattention to tell her about the doctor's instructions, she said that she could have a new examination in a few days, and the two stopped talking about this matter.
Nini is about to go on summer vacation, and Chen Kexin can take Nini conveniently at home. But if she goes to the hospital for surgery, what should Nini do?
In the middle of the night, Berlin pondered the question.
It is impossible to take her to the hospital every day or live in the hospital, which is not in line with the actual situation, one day or two is fine, but it is not a good choice for a long time.
Gotta figure it out....
After all, it's heart surgery, so it's impossible to go home in ten days and half a month...
"Forget it, let's take it one step at a time."
In the empty room, Berlin slowly thought about a lot with tiredness.
Life...
Affection...
Future...
Past...
In an instant, Jiang Ran's words jumped out of Berlin's mind again.
"I'm really... Is it just for peace of mind? He couldn't help but think.
Do everything for this?
...
When Berlin woke up, the sound of urging kept coming from his ears.
"Hello?"
"Hello? Berlin? ”
"Huh?" Berlin was in a trance, and the voice was answered.
"Why don't you speak?" On the other side of the phone, there was a familiar and unfamiliar voice.
Lin Manman...
Berlin looked up in amazement, his gaze swept to the moment. The room was unfamiliar, and the backlight outside the window was starting to feel a little faintly groggy as night approached.
The air was stuffy, and there was a sticky sweat stain on my body...
It's summer.
He went back in time.
Berlin was silent.
Then, he smiled helplessly, always at such a time...
"No, there was something wrong with the phone just now, I didn't hear it." Berlin had made it a habit of lying, and he didn't know when he had cultivated it.
Dusk sprinkled on Berlin's face, and he remembered leaving when he was on vacation, and in the middle of a boring afternoon, Lin Manman called. Before he could answer, he returned to the future.
This time there are no days or years to intersperse.
For Lin Manman to have such a familiar connection with him eight years ago, Berlin was a little emotional and a little puzzled...
Why is there a connection?
There isn't much intersection between the two people!
At the same time, Berlin also has a lot of questions for Lin Manman.
Considering that Fang Yuan was already planning to divorce her in the future, he was even more eager to change everything in the past....
"Come with me tomorrow to buy something, I broke my hand, and I can't wring anything in the past two days." Lin Manman said helplessly.
The tone is bland and easy-going.
It's like communicating with a good friend who has known you for ten years.
Berlin asked, "Why don't you find a boyfriend?" ”
Lin Manman was stunned for a moment, and then said lightly, "Didn't you persuade me to divide it?" It's been a long time, and I don't have a boyfriend now. ”
“....”
She is now single....
Berlin frowned slightly.
Lin Manman has been in love, will he... That's over?
But how could he ask such a shameful thing?
Secretly smiled bitterly twice, and said, "Tomorrow may not work, I have to go to work tomorrow, just today I have a holiday, if you can, do you think it's okay tonight?" ”
"At night?" Lin Manman was a little surprised, and then said, "Then maybe you can't catch up with the time, we are an hour away by car." Forget it, if you don't have time, then I won't buy it yet. ”
Lin Manman expressed this way, thinking that it was not too important to think about it, and Berlin did not take it to heart.
Lin Manmann then asked about the current situation of his recent work in Berlin, and the two chatted for a while, and the exchange of friends made Berlin a little unbelievable. What happened between the two of them is now friends.
"That's right..."
Suddenly, Berlin had an idea and asked, "How about I introduce you to a boyfriend?" ”
Lin Manman was stunned: "You introduced?" ”
Berlin smiled and said, "Do you want to take a look?" ”
Lin Manman's side fell silent, as if thinking about something... It seems that I don't know how to speak.
Eventually, "good." When the time comes, we'll make an appointment...", I didn't communicate much more, and the two hung up the phone.
What Berlin would like to introduce is Fang Yuan, which will be back soon...
He hoped it was still time...
...
A little later, Chen Kexin came back.
She had already left class, but she had just gone out with Jiang Ran.
"Berlin, do you and Kexin have any plans for the summer vacation?"
But when Berlin helped them bring the vegetables they bought to the refrigerator, Jiang Ran sat on the bed and spoke.
"Plan?"
Berlin set her eyes on Chen Kexin, apparently she had not discussed this issue with Jiang Ran either.
"No plan?" She asked.
"I have to work every day to make money, what is the plan?" Berlin smiled wryly: "Do you think you don't need money for tuition every year?" Don't you have to pay for rent and living expenses? Maybe I'll have to find another job to work part-time during the summer. ”
"I also have part-time jobs." Chen Kexin replied.
"How boring it is for you to work like this every day." Jiang Ran ignored the position of Berlin on the bed, lazily lay on the pillow in Berlin, and said boredly, "I want you to live like this, sooner or later I will suffocate to death..."
Berlin did not reply to her.
But in my heart, I whispered, who doesn't expect a simple and happy life? But most of them live like this, and I don't see anyone suffocated to death.... People often don't live to live, but to live...
"Actually, I think this kind of life is not boring, it's simple, at least happy." Chen Kexin spoke softly.
Jiang Ran sighed: "You're just used to it..."
Chen Kexin shook her head and said slowly, "There is such a story. A young man came to the oasis and met an old gentleman, who asked, "How is it here?" The old man asked, "How is your hometown?" The young man replied: "It sucks!" I hate it. The old man then said, "Then go quickly, this place is as bad as your hometown." ”
Later, another young man came and asked the same question, and the old man also asked the same question, and the young man replied, "My hometown is very good, and I miss the people, flowers, and things of my hometown...... and the old man said, "This place is also good." The observer was surprised and asked why the old man was inconsistent. The old man said, "What are you looking for?" You'll find just what you'll find! ””
The story is simple.
"Actually, it's not difficult to understand, Jiang Ran. If you look at different things with different attitudes, you will see different things. Chen Kexin said with a smile.
Chen Kexin doesn't have too many dreams and ideals.
Her life is simple, well-fed, and peaceful.
She may be interested in the colorful world, but she does not have extravagant hopes and yearning. For her, what she has is good enough.
A story made Jiang Ran stop trying to persuade him.
"Forget it, let's not talk about it. Jiang Ran changed the subject.
She glanced at Berlin inexplicably, then smiled and asked, "Is anyone chasing you at school?" ”