She felt a little inexplicably stunned...

Didn't she leave because of her feelings for Berlin?

Jiang Ran once thought that if the two had met earlier, the ending might have been different. She may have other ideas .... Other impulses may occur. Even, even now.

But after thinking about it, she found that if they had been in contact earlier, the two of them might still have no hope. How could she have known a man for so long to get to know him? And now, it's not the original childish age, how can you still have impulses? It's impossible...

If... If Berlin was to say that in another world, there was a different kind of difference, how much she would like to see...

Unfortunately, all of this is just the Berlin experience.

His life is extraordinary... In this life, you shouldn't have as many regrets as yourself.

Wouldn't it be nice if I could go back in time?

Come to think of it, I will change a lot. I can't restrain myself and do whatever I want. With the current emotions, the past self will mature a lot.... Well, it would be nice to go back to when I was younger. That way, you can also avoid the shadow that has been precipitated in the depths of your heart for many years...

Unfortunately, this is not possible.

The lucky ones are often not themselves.

Thinking of this, Jiang Ran smiled helplessly, and she turned on her phone.

Airplanes are not allowed to drive mobile phones, and accidents may occur. But Jiang Ran always does what he wants, and he is a person who does not respect the rules. She opened the chat app, looked at the penguin avatar in Berlin in the invisible, was stunned, and then clicked a dancing emoji.

There is no network, and the sending failed.

Jiang Ran didn't think so, and then lit a shock, but still failed. Finally, she turned off her phone and continued to focus on the white clouds outside the window.

How helpless it is..

Without the Internet, it may reflect her inner emotions that she can't vent at this time.

Skimming the city below...

From above, what a beautiful city. Where is this? Oh.. Not long after getting on the plane, this is still the city where Berlin and Chen Kexin are, and she has not left the province yet.

Maybe this is the last chance to leave the memory behind.

When I left, I also looked at the city, province, and country where I grew up... Then, as the plane got higher and farther away, only white clouds remained, and the endless blue sea remained.

The sea is much bigger than the land...

That's all, goodbye...

That's it, no more...

Suddenly, many memories of the past came flooding back.

Middle school, high school, college...

Back home, back abroad, back home.

Everything is so long, but it feels so short.

It was short-lived, and it was hard for her to get used to it. It's been a long one, and it makes her feel melancholy.

It is difficult for people to know the future and the past.... It's like she will never know if her future will be the same as she thinks she will be, and she will never come back. Whether it's the same as I think and won't get married.

Unconsciously, the sadness in my heart turned into sleepiness.

Gradually, Jiang Ran fell asleep.

The day turned to darkness, and the city slowly turned into the sea.

Eat, daze again, fall asleep again...

When I woke up again, the plane had already landed.

She walked out of the airport with her suitcase, a blond foreigner after a long absence, a heavy breath after a long absence, and a strangeness and familiarity after a long absence.

At the exit of the airport, her mother was waiting for her with a smile ...

"Miss you, Mom." Jiang Ran said with a smile.