It took a long time to pack your bags.

Le Yao didn't know if there was too much luggage, or if there were too many emotions that couldn't be put down, so much so that the suitcase couldn't be filled... No matter how you pretend to be, you can't pretend to be satisfied.

The summer air is so hot, and although the landlord promised to turn on the air conditioning in a few months, she no longer lives here.

Here, after thinking about it, Le Yao remembered that it seemed that she had been staying for a long, long time. Since she moved here from Berlin, she has come with her. Well, it seems like four or five years ... It's been a long time. Look at the portrayal on the wall of yourself with a knife when you are bored. Looking at the table, stool, bed sheets that I bought myself, and started to be a little old...

A lot of memories come flooding back to my heart...

The initial greenness turns to the maturity of the present... In fact, if you think about it, you weren't young at the beginning, and at the age of your early twenties, you should be sensible. But I only learned to deceive myself...

In fact, it is still a bunch of reluctance that is difficult to cut off. But she didn't want her life to continue to be in a haze. When you leave here, you're free from everything. She is also tired of the darkness of every day, the loneliness of every day...

"Wow wow..."

Suddenly, the child's cry woke Le Yao up from her distraction. She hurriedly walked over to pick up the child, looked at the time, knew that she was hungry, and hurriedly fed him.

Seeing the child's calm expression return, she couldn't help but smile a little. With a slight shake, the child ate and drank to his heart's content, and soon continued to fall asleep.

gave birth to a child, but Le Yao went through a lot of hardship. But you can also get some happiness that you have never had. Even though taking care of a child is tiring, it does not mean that it makes her tired. The child is more obedient, just like the confinement sister-in-law said, the child is the most obedient one she has ever seen. I don't like to cry, I don't like to make trouble, except for being hungry or crying twice when I pee, the rest is obedient.

Whenever she sees his curious eyes looking at the world, Le Yao can always feel gratified. She can feel that the child will be smart. So young, you know how to see the world, to look at the world...

Continuing to put the child back in the cradle, Le Yao seemed to have regained some determination. She collected the suitcase, and this time, the filled space was stacked, and the unfilled space was also full....

The ticket is set for tomorrow and everything is packed and ready here. Now I also have a lot of money on hand, which was given by Berlin, and it is all in the bank card.

Before parting, Le Yao considered making a phone call to Fang Yuan and Zhang Mei. But after thinking about it, she finally denied it. If you leave, let yourself leave quietly. Go to a place where no one can find themselves again, start over, live again... Everything will be fine, as long as you don't have the same ..... as you always used to

But for the sake of her children, she won't go back to the way she was before.

Wiping the sweat from her forehead, she walked to the window and looked out of it.

It's still a lot of traffic, and it's still a lot of people. In the evening, there was a rare cool breeze. The cool breeze lasts for a long, long time... The wind in the evening is often more pleasant than in the middle of the day. She closed her eyes and quietly enjoyed the gust of wind. It was as if this long gust of wind could take away her troubles... Take away her unwillingness, loss, and amazement...