309 Final Confession

"Where do you see it?"

"I haven't finished reading the first year of junior high school yet."

"So slow?"

"It's fast, the one you left behind before, I've been reading it for a whole year!"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Do you read a word a day? ”

Yang Jiuan complained.

Shen Yize laughed: "No, I am reluctant to read it, I read two or three articles a week, and I am very satisfied, I didn't know that there would be today at that time, the diary is the only contact between me and you, I don't want to break it off so quickly." ”

"So you're such an idiot?"

"This is called Wang Ba to look at the mung bean, and the eyes are right."

Shen Yize paused, suddenly looked into her eyes, and said affectionately: "I really love you so much, An'an!" ”

"Why do you say this all of a sudden?"

Yang Jiu'an was a little bit untidy.

"I ...... It's nothing, I just want to tell you that no matter what I become, only the love for you will never change. ”

Yang Jiuan tilted his head, not very understanding: "Will you change?" What is it? ”

Shen Yize was silent, and after a long while, he asked her, "What do you think of me?" ”

She didn't hesitate: "My husband, the most loved person in the world is also the person I love the most." ”

"To be specific, for example, what do you appreciate in me?"

"Hmm......"

Yang Jiu'an held his cheeks, and he didn't come up with a reason for a long time.

"Do you want to take so long?" Shen Yize was not angry, "Is my advantage so small?" ”

"No, you have too many advantages, I'm going to make a sequence. What I admire the most, huh...... First of all, it's a matter of being dedicated enough to feelings.,It's not just me.,There shouldn't be a man who likes flowers for girls.,But a man like you who waits for a year after meeting is a rare animal.。 ”

Shen Yize smiled: "And then?" ”

"Then it's good to me, careful, reliable, gentle, willing to tolerate my little temper and little willfulness...... Actually, you're quite like our boys over there, do you know how to rake ears? ”

I'm just good!

Shen Yize thought so in his heart, but said: "I know, it's the man who loves his wife." ”

"I thought you were going to say that you were afraid of your wife!"

"There is no man who is afraid of his wife, only a man who knows how to respect and understand his wife. This is all out of love, love is regardless of region or gender, whether it is Shudu or Jiangnan, where there are people, there are rake ears. ”

Yang Jiuan pursed his lips and smiled: "According to your definition, I'm too?" ”

"Of course you are, you're super soft-eared."

As he spoke, he leaned in and kissed her little ear while he was unprepared.

"Don't!" Yang Jiu'an hurriedly dodged, "My relatives haven't left yet, don't tease me!" ”

"Don't flirt, don't flirt," Shen Yize hugged her gently, "You go on, are there any other advantages?" For example, my talent and the like, don't you think it's also very attractive? ”

He knocked on the side.

"That's certainly one of the strengths, and who likes a guy who is good for nothing and doesn't want to make progress? Just ......"

Yang Jiuan wanted to speak and stopped.

Shen Yize asked: "Just what?" ”

Yang Jiu'an was a little hesitant, she hesitated for a moment, but decided to tell him: "This is my problem, because you are too good, too good." Since I was a child, I have always been a person with mysterious self-confidence, but after being with you, I will be a little unconfident.

Isn't there a lot of people on the Internet who say that I don't deserve you, that you deserve better, or something like that, I won't take it seriously, but occasionally, once in a while, I will look at myself and wonder if I'm really not worthy of you. ”

"Don't be cranky, you're far better than meβ€”"

Yang Jiu'an interrupted: "You don't have to be modest, although there is no second in martial arts and no first in literature, your achievements are obvious to all." ”

Shen Yize asked: "Then are you under pressure to be with me?" ”

"It started a little bit. At that time, we were still recording "Heartbeat", I really didn't think you were Zhuang Yi, I thought you were quite talented, and you could play the piano, sing and dance. Later, when I found out, I was a little worried, afraid that I wouldn't be able to hold you, and that I would fall into it, but you were just playing.

So when you confessed to me at the end of the show, I was actually relieved, of course, it is definitely not right to peek at the diary, but I also confirm that your liking for me is not just the suspension bridge effect in the special environment, but the sincerity that can withstand the double test of time and distance.

That's why I'm with you without hesitation. There is a saying that it is easy to ask for priceless treasures, it is rare to have a lover, others may only see your achievements and your talents, but in my eyes, I don't care if you are Zhuang Yi or someone else, I only see sincerity, sincerity is the most important and the most rare. ”

Shen Yize's brain buzzed, and he broke the defense in an instant.

"I don't care if you are Zhuang Yi or someone else, I see that only sincerity, sincerity is the most important and the most rare."

This sentence was like a sharp knife, tearing through his heart and giving him courage.

"An Anβ€”"

He was about to tell the whole story, but was interrupted by Yang Jiu'an: "Okay, stop talking, hurry up and go to sleep, you still have to go to work tomorrow!" ”

"Uh......"

It's really not early, even if she gives her the diary now, she won't be able to finish it.

"Okay, let's sleep."

He reached out to turn off the light and kissed her lightly on the forehead: "Good night~"

"Good night~"

The next morning, when Yang Jiuan woke up, he found that there was no one around him.

Her teacher Shen always wakes up early and doesn't wake her up every time.

After a simple wash, I went downstairs, and the fat boy and Douding were eating like crazy, although they were eating in separate bowls, they were still grabbing a ball.

The food really has to be eaten to be delicious, this is her experience after filming "A Bite of China".

The sound of frying came from the kitchen.

For her, cooking is really a troublesome thing, she just wants to eat, she doesn't want to do it.

Mr. Shen is different, he is keen on this, although he invited an aunt, as long as he is free, he will definitely cook himself.

If you say it, no one may believe that the leader of the dignified entertainment industry will be confined to firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, and is willing to deal with pots and pans.

Even she felt incredible, every time she watched Teacher Shen cook, she couldn't associate the man with the apron in front of her with the big talent on the podium and the big boss in the business field.

This is the teacher she loves, a real, perfect boyfriend full of life.

"You didn't sleep too late last night."

Yang Jiu'an glanced at him with a little reproach, and his tone was distressed. She didn't want her Teacher Shen to give up the opportunity to rest in order to make her breakfast.

Shen Yize smiled: "I don't care how late I sleep, I wake up in the morning." It's okay, anyway, I'm going to an industry conference today, and I can take a nap when the time comes. ”

"Are you okay like this? People talk on top, you sleep below......"

"You can't blame me, I repeat those words over and over every year, and they are all official, just like Wang Ba chanting the scriptures, even if you are not sleepy, you can talk about sleepiness. The important thing about this kind of meeting is not the meeting itself, but the dinner after the meeting, and all the projects are discussed at the wine table. ”

Yang Jiuan frowned slightly: "You want to drink again?" Do you come back late from drinking? ”

Shen Yize looked up at her and said in a serious tone: "It's up to you." ”

"What do you mean?"

Yang Jiuan was puzzled.

Shen Yize didn't explain, took out the fried pumpkin pie in the pot, and served it with the hot porridge.

"Let's eat."

He said.

Yang Jiu'an let out an "oh" and couldn't help but ask.

She had a hunch that Teacher Shen should be holding back some big move, and he would surprise her before getting the certificate.

In that case, she pretended not to be aware.

After breakfast, Shen Yize called An An into the study.

"What's wrong?"

Seeing Teacher Shen's serious face, Yang Jiuan couldn't help but ask.

Shen Yize Zhengse said: "An An, three years ago, when we first got together, I promised you one thing, do you remember?" ”

"Show me your diary? Of course I remember. Are you done writing? ”

"Well, it's done."

Shen Yize handed her the diary.

I gave it, but I didn't give it completely.

He and An An each held one end and did not let go.

Yang Jiu'an blinked: "What do you mean?" Still reluctant? ”

"No, it's just ...... Can you finish it within today? ”

"Is this the only one?"

"Yes."

"That's fine. After reading it, I want to return it to you, is that what it means? ”

Shen Yize didn't hold back for a moment, and said with a smile: "What about my library?" There is borrowing and repaying, and it is not difficult to borrow again, right? ”

Yang Jiuan also laughed: "Then why did you let me finish reading it today?" ”

"You'll know when you look at it. An Anβ€”"

"What's wrong? How did you spit out today? ”

"Nothing, I just wanted to tell you that I love you."

"I know, and I ...... Uh-huh! ”

"Then I'm leaving."

"Bye-bye ~Come back early~"

Shen Yize finally let go, picked up his bag and flew out as if he were going out.

……

Yang Jiu'an nestled in the swing chair in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, holding a fat boy as round as a ball in his arms. She stroked its long, silky hair as she turned the first page of her diary.

Written on the front:

An An, when you open this diary, we should be about to get married. Before I go into marriage, I want to tell you my biggest secret, one I thought I would bring into the coffin.

If you are drinking water, put down your water glass so you don't choke; If you're snaking, stop eating to avoid choking. Please find a safe enough environment to ensure that everything you can touch at hand is pure cotton, so as not to accidentally hurt yourself when smashing things.

Please take a deep breath and be prepared, because what I'm about to say next is shocking to the point of myocardial infarction. No matter how bizarre it may seem to you, believe that everything I say is true (Serious Face).

If you're ready, now, turn to page two. ”

After several years of tempering, Shen Yize's writing has reached a certain level, and as soon as these words came out, Yang Jiuan immediately sat up straight and lowered the fat boy to the ground.

"Meow!"

The fat boy slept soundly on An An's lap, and after being sent down, he yelled at her quite resentfully.

Yang Jiu'an ignored it, but took a deep breath and turned the second page of the diary.

The first sentence made her dumbfounded.

"I'm from a parallel universe."

She rubbed her eyes and looked at them several times to make sure she was not mistaken.

Parallel...... Universe?

Her first reaction was that Teacher Shen was tricking her, and after thinking about it, she felt that it was not, and Teacher Shen didn't know where she would be looking, so it was impossible to place a hidden camera in advance.

She looked up and scanned around, but she didn't find any equipment.

So...... He's not kidding?

She suddenly remembered that when she was in Los Angeles, Mr. Shen had asked a question about parallel universes, and now that she thinks about it, it was not a casual question.

But she still couldn't believe it, so she continued to look down.

"The reason why it is confirmed to be a parallel universe is because the civilizations of the two worlds overlap to a large extent. I looked through a lot of sources, and the earliest bifurcation point that I could identify was the abdication of Emperor Xuantong in 1911, and in the place where I came from, it happened in 1912.

Since then, the history has been different from my memory, and many important events do not coincide with the time of their occurrence and end, of course, there are some overlaps, such as the Estee Lauder you often use and the Mercedes I drive, which still exist in this world.

I may be a time-traveler, but it may also be just that the original 'Shen Yize' awakened his consciousness and thoughts in another world, I have tried to think about this question, and it is obvious that I will never get the answer.

It's just a waste of time to think too much, so keep an eye on me.

I think I should introduce myself again: Hello An An, my name is Zhuang Yi, that's right, it's my name as a songwriter, you can also call me Shen Yize, because I inherited his identity and memory, in this world, I don't have to be him, but he can only be me. ”

After reading the second page, Yang Jiuan was already so shocked that he couldn't close his mouth.

No wonder...... She remembered that Mr. Shen had asked her if she believed in the existence of aliens, it turned out that aliens, no, the aliens were next to me?!

Shocked and amazed.

If what Mr. Shen said is true, then what kind of fate must be it to be able to bring a person hundreds of billions of light-years away to her.

She suddenly wanted to know the story of another world, a story about the real him.

Page.

"With the above information in mind, you may be able to understand what an important secret this is to me, and I was going to keep it until I met you.

An An, you are the only person in this world who I am not willing to deceive, I want you to know the real me, I want to tell you my true past, I want you to know that the reason why I am who I am today is because I am Zhuang Yi, not because I am Shen Yize.

I will show you all that I have unreservedly, just as you have done to me. Are you ready to get to know me? ”

I did it.

Yang Jiuan replied softly in his heart.

She flipped to page four.

"Sunday, 1994.08.14

With a thunderous thunderstorm, Zhuang Yi, this ordinary baby boy who is destined to live an ordinary life and will not be great until after death.

(That's right, Shen Yize and I were born on the same year, month, and day and even at the same time, and the time of death is also the same, which should be one of the reasons why I have a connection with him)

I was born in Shudu, and my ancestors have been from Shudu for generations, do you remember when you asked me why I know the Shu dialect? Because I'm a local, silly girl! In terms of bloodline, I'm much purer than you (smug face)! ”

"Ahh Yang Jiu'an suddenly smacked him at the same time, "Shameless!" ”

Thinking about it carefully, Teacher Shen is not wrong, her father is from Hangzhou, and she is only half of the Shudu blood. Of course, if you really want to study it carefully, Mr. Shen's ancestors may not be so rooted, after all, when the two lakes and two Guangzhous filled the river, outsiders had already mixed up the local blood.

Is it so interesting to read someone else's diary?

She understands Teacher Shen a little now, if it were her, if the diary of the person she liked was right under her nose, she might not be able to resist the temptation.

Page.

"Thursday, 2004.08.14

It's my 10th birthday, and it's the same as usual, oh no, I'm allowed to buy a toy and eat a piece of cake, even though the cake isn't good at all, but I cried as I ate it.

You were raised in the free-range, and I'm very different, I grew up under pressure from my parents, who always put my head on my head and told me to learn things that I wasn't interested in.

I wasn't allowed to play with my classmates, I wasn't allowed to make friends, I wasn't allowed to watch TV. One of the most common things they say is: 'Look at who, who was recruited into college at the age of fifteen, how many years are you left before the age of fifteen?' Do you think your current level is enough to enter the Gifted Youth Class? ’

There are only five years left before I turn fifteen, but I don't see the end of days like this......"

……

"Mr. Shen! Mr. Shen! ”

"Huh?"

Shen Yize woke up from his wandering, he was always a little absent-minded today, this was the case at the meeting, and the same was true when he was entertaining at night.

"Mr. Shen, the company has arrived."

Assistant Huang Hao opened the car door for Shen Yize.

"Okay, good work."

"I'll help you up."

"No, I can do it, it's not early, you go back quickly, accompany your wife and children."

Shen Yize was a little drunk.

In fact, he didn't drink much, and with the amount of alcohol he had, he shouldn't have been drunk.

It's not the wine that is intoxicating, it's the heart.

The company went to the empty building, only the lights in the later part were still on, and with the increase in projects, it was the norm to stay up late to cut films. Everyone is also willing to work overtime, because the overtime pay of Golden Point is really considerable, not to mention the industry, there are few such high in the country.

Shen Yize walked into his office.

Lying down on the newly added leather sofa, I took out my phone and looked at it without a match.

He's waiting for a call, he's been waiting.

……

Yang Jiu'an was completely immersed in Teacher Shen's diary, and before he knew it, he had seen that it was dark.

The last page.

"2024.08.05,Monday"

She was stunned, this date turned out to be today.

Did Mr. Shen write it when he got up in the morning?

"The last diary, let's talk to you.

Knowing my past, you should also understand that I didn't comfort you last night.

I'm not a very good person, at least not in entertainment, all my current achievements come from others, and my truly original work has not achieved success in the worldly sense.

Zhuang Yi, it is both my past name and the world I came from. All the honors are recorded in the name of Zhuang Yi, it belongs to Zhuang Yi, belongs to the world to which Zhuang Yi belongs, and I, although I have gained a lot of benefits from it, I have never been proud of it from the bottom of my heart.

There are only two things that I am really proud of, one is that I have brought excellent works from another world here, so that the audience and listeners here can also feel the charm of good drama and good music, which is very meaningful to me; The other thing is to marry you, uh, if you're willing to marry me.

In fact, I hesitated for a long time before deciding to hand over this diary to you, not only because this secret is too amazing, but also because it is not so easy to admit that I am not good in front of my lover.

Either way, this is who I am, the truest me. I don't want to spend my life with you in a mask, and I don't want to take someone else's work for yourself and make you think how good I am.

I'm just an ordinary person without any aura, a guy who loves you and is willing to cook for you every day.

Now, it's your turn to re-choose.

If you are still willing to enter the palace of marriage with me, please give me a call. No matter how long it takes, even if it's a week, a month, a year, I'll be waiting for you.

Love you, Mr. Shen &; Zhuang Yi. ”

After reading the last word, Yang Jiuan was still immersed in his eloquent narration, and couldn't extricate himself for a long time.

"Ah, where's my phone?!"

She woke up suddenly, and hurriedly ran up to the second floor, ran into the bedroom, and found her mobile phone in the messy quilt.

Without the slightest hesitation, she immediately dialed the familiar number.

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