Chapter Twenty-Seven: The Back
Li Yunling's sigh echoed in the ward, and for a while, Aunt Su and I didn't speak, and we had to respond to silence with silence.
In order to break this embarrassment, Aunt Su cleared her throat and said, "Don't blame your father, he usually calls me on time for his monthly living expenses, and besides, he has a lot of things at home, and it's normal for us to have no time to take care of it." There is no father in the world who does not love his son, and he still cares about you in his heart. ”
Li Yunling's eyes turned rare red: "He cares about me, why doesn't he call me for so many years?" He probably doesn't know what grade I was in. I think he's having a good time with that aunt! ”
When I was a kid, I especially wanted my dad to come home later because it would allow me to watch one more episode of the TV series.
I didn't expect that for Li Yunling's family, even my father's return home was a luxury.
I heard that because of Li Yunling's father's cheating, Li Yunling's parents divorced when he was very young.
Aunt Su said: "This is his own choice, if he is happy, then we can only bless him, if his choice makes him regret it, it is also his retribution, it is his own life." ”
When people are in it, they can't look at any relationship objectively, I can understand that for Li Yunling, he can't let go of his resentment towards his father at all, and he can't understand his mother's relief at all.
When he was 30 years old, Li Yunling told me that when he was in elementary school, his father said to him very calmly, you sit down, I have something to say to you, I fell in love with one, I have no way to forget her, I think I will be happier with this aunt.
Of course, the child's heart is very fragile and does not want his parents to be separated. Li Yunling, who was in elementary school, cried like a person in a bitter drama, how can you be sorry for my mother.
But when he was 30 years old, Li Yunling recalled that when he was a child, if he sat in front of his father again, he would say to his father:
You have the right to make a more worthwhile choice for your life.
When Li Yunling and I went out together, we looked at the sky outside the window together.
The sky outside was blue without a trace of impurities, and the birds flew leisurely.
Li Yunling looked at the sky and was distracted.
I suddenly said: "Li Yunling, someone told me a sentence, I have been remembering it for a long time, and I will give it to you now." Your dad has the right to make a more worthwhile choice in his life. ”
Li Yunling turned his head and looked at me in a daze, but did not speak.
I don't know if this sentence is acceptable to Li Yunling now, but one day in the future, he will definitely be able to figure it out.
With the breeze blowing, I slowly let go of the conflict between me and my dad.
Although my dad couldn't understand my concept, he really cared about me and gave all his heart and soul over the years.
Compared with Li Yunling's family, I am actually very happy.
I looked at Li Yunling silently and said to invite him to have a drink.
So we walked out of the hospital and went to the beverage shop in front of the door.
At this time, there was no Starbucks in our city, only bubble tea shops with bells and whistles.
The store sells a variety of drinks mixed with milk tea powder and concentrated fruit juice for less than 10 yuan a cup. After the drink is ready, the lid of the cup should be sealed with a machine. Sometimes the owner misses the cup and has to put it back into the machine and beat it again.
Li Yunling and I found two seats in the cramped bubble tea shop and sat down.
I walked to the cashier and looked at the menu, and the menu was full of the most simple varieties, what brown sugar milk tea, matcha milk tea, and pearl milk tea. It seems that at this time of now, milk tea has not yet derived so many novel varieties.
I ordered two cups of the most ordinary bubble tea, and when I got the milk tea, I realized that I had no money to pay the bill. I could only stand there with a slight embarrassment.
"What's wrong?" Li Yunling saw that I didn't come directly, so he walked to my side.
"Can I discuss something with you, I didn't bring any money, can you pay it first this time, the account is still on my head." I say.
"Yes, since you want to be treated." Li Yunling said.
Li Yunling took out his wallet, opened it and turned out a few pieces of money.
I saw a picture in his wallet of a young woman holding a small child.
"This is a photo of my mom and me from before, my mom was really beautiful when she was young." Li Yunling looked at the photo affectionately.
"Your mother is really beautiful! She must have been a very famous beauty at the beginning. I said.
"So what, no one cherishes her." Li Yunling's tone suddenly became cold.
I thought about it for a moment and said, "I think the meaning of a woman is not to be cherished by a man, it depends on what the woman thinks." Maybe for Aunt Su, having such an excellent son as you is the most meaningful thing for her. Besides, isn't she cherished by you? It's already very happy. ”
Li Yunling was silent for a moment and did not speak.
So I also lowered my head to suck milk tea and chewed black pearls.
After a while, he slowly opened his mouth.
"Until today, I didn't understand the reason why Qin Shen treated you differently."
I asked, "What do you mean?" ”
"To be honest, I didn't have any impression of you before. I noticed you this semester, it was indeed because of Qin Shen at the beginning, I was very curious why he was so special to an ordinary girl, so I started to contact you. Now I finally get it. ”
"Why do you care so much about Qin Shen's every move......" I was puzzled.
"I didn't mean that in what I just said, you misplaced the point." Li Yunling replied.
Li Yunling didn't seem to want to continue explaining, picked up the bubble tea, and gently sipped the straw with his sharp lips.
Recall this sentence, what? Li Yunling thinks I'm so ordinary?
I silently rolled my eyes in my heart.
After drinking the milk tea, Li Yunling sent me to the bus station, and he found that he had no change on him, so he borrowed my bus card.
He had a red braided lanyard on his bus card, which I didn't think much of at the time.
I said goodbye to him and got on the bus home.
It's not early, and it's slowly sinking.
I don't know if my parents will be anxious like ants on fire after I have been out for so long.
After a long drive, I finally got home, and as soon as I got out of the car, I saw my father's car driving out of the entrance of the community.
I stopped my dad's car, and my mom saw me and opened the window: "Wenqian, where have you been?" Don't even tell us, you don't even have a mobile phone, how can we contact you! We don't dare to go out to look for you, for fear that if you get home without a key! You're such a kid, so big, and so willful. ”
I saw my dad sitting in the driver's seat, keeping a straight face and not speaking.
"Get in the car, I've been waiting for you at home for a day, I haven't gone anywhere, and I haven't bought any food. I won't worry about you in the morning, I spoke a little heavier, but you will be run away without saying a word in the future, and you don't know how dangerous it is outside. ”
I hurriedly apologized: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault." ”
My dad said, "Let's go, get in the car, and let's go steak together in the evening." ”
As if nothing had happened, the family went out to eat steak on the street.
Some people say that when you yourself are no longer young, your parents are really old.
When I was 30 years old, I had already seen my parents grow old, and they didn't have the energy to argue with me anymore.
It's really a blessing to be able to spend time with my family again.