Chapter 1 Trance does not recall

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The residual warmth of the winter sun slapped obliquely on his face, gentle and gentle, and a large fragment of memory came suddenly, and Yu Qing's face turned red instantly. All the caresses and throbs of that night, the tape that played slowly, frame by frame, stubborn and clear. Secretly glancing at the colleagues walking around her, Yu Qing patted her chest gently, dusk was approaching, and it was another day of idleness. Thinking of this, the sweetness that originally surged into my chest was like a chemical reaction in an instant, giving birth to a sour heart. On the third day after returning from Hangzhou, Yu Qing was still panicked, in a trance, as if she had an unreal dream! If time can be turned back, Yu Qing will definitely push off this business trip and let her life be in the original position, or, that night, be more resolute! However, everything is so beautiful, the anti-Buddha suddenly opened a door in front of him and entered an unknown world, subverting Yu Qing's worldview for decades! I can't help but think of a funny video on Douyin, "For women, what kind of reasoning, pajamas will be fine"! Although she was ashamed to say it, Yu Qing had to admit that for the first time after more than 30 birthdays, she was "sleeping"!

Everyone began to collect things, everyone's faces, with forbearance and restraint of excitement, in a hurry, Yu Qing suddenly wanted to laugh a little, she didn't understand before, she was so excited, was she so excited to go home! But it suddenly occurred to me that if the person waiting for me at home was him, would he be able to look forward to it! But I don't want to go home! Although I miss my daughter a little, I suddenly feel a little sad when I have to face my mother's endless nagging and a puppet who can only lie on the bed.

The phone rang, picked up, Li Dong's honest voice, asked what time he would get home, and suddenly there was a little guilt in his heart, and he teased it one by one, Yu Qing's voice suddenly softened, sighed, and rushed home, dinner was already done by his mother, and his daughter threw herself into Yu Qing's arms like a little bird, complaining loudly that grandpa would only play chess and not play with him. This familiar fireworks is inexplicably a little real, Yu Qing rubbed her daughter's head and told him to wash his hands quickly. Li Dong is still the same as before, a mobile phone concubine is lying, there is no place on the sofa, so he changes the bed, and in the past few days on a business trip, his daughter's homework must be taken care of, so he has to make up for it these days. By the time she coaxed her daughter to sleep, it was already nine o'clock, Yu Qing tossed and turned, couldn't sleep, and gently pushed Li Dong's shoulder, "Why don't we try it tonight." Li Dong turned his head, looked at Yu Qing fixedly for a few seconds, then thought about it and said, "Actually, you know, we don't have to be like this!" Yu Qing suddenly wanted to laugh, it's been 7 years, how can she always be like a bully who robbed people's girls!

When I thought of the honeymoon, Yu Qing replied like a small flower, thinking that she would have to face Li Dong's storm, and she was still struggling with whether she should resist and be reserved, but it turned out that if she was a small flower, Li Dong would be a flower bone in the wind, and by the way, she also proposed that it was better for everyone to share the quilt and sleep together. Then, after the honeymoon, the task was in his body, Li Dong took a pill, and all Yu Qing's yearning turned into a tearing pain, so he had a daughter, and everyone naturally became brothers. Since then, whenever Yu Qing has a little thief heart, seeing Li Dong's panicked eyes as pure as a little white rabbit, it makes Yu Qing feel that she is full of evil. Yu Qing can't figure it out herself, although she is not as bright as Fan Bingbing, but she is also a young lady who is liked by many people, when parking in the supermarket, there will be handsome guys who secretly leave their phone numbers on the wipers, how can Li Dong be like a frightened bird, and he doesn't dare to get close at all! But if so, why would he marry himself?

didn't finish the entanglement, Li Dong's snoring and Yu Qing's WeChat prompt sound were sent in at the same time, open it, it's him, the dense thoughts on WeChat, to tell the truth, Yu Qing can't tell how much is true and how much is false. Yu Qing clearly understood in her heart that she had crossed the moral line and was stepping on the tightrope. The adult world is quite simple, I can't get any promises, Huang Ting persuaded herself to stop the precipice with righteous words, she is likely to be just a blind adjustment to the other party's married life, but the body has fallen, and it is difficult for the heart not to move. It seems that I have never felt that there is anything wrong with Li Dong like this, this kind of thing is also dispensable, but when you find that it is different, these original faint little pains will expand infinitely. Men and women, food and color, but the one lying next to him refused to give the same. Real girlfriends, I don't understand what Yu Qing's marriage insists on, but Yu Qing herself doesn't understand what she is doing! I am afraid of a lot, I am afraid that I will work hard with my daughter alone, although it is also hard now, but I can always have a reasonable home when I take a step back, I am afraid that my parents will not accept it, I am afraid that my child will be injured, and I am afraid that Li Dong will be crazy. Although Yu Qing didn't feel how much Li Dong loved herself, it was obvious that Li Dong was very satisfied with his current married life and didn't feel anything wrong. It's only yourself who struggles, so why, can't you make yourself happy within a certain range. It doesn't matter if he is sincere or false, and he will not marry him! But when you think about it like this, it hurts, Yu Qing is not the kind of girl who can play chicly, and the strong opposition of her best friend is always worried that in the end, it is just herself who hurts.

A person stared at his avatar in a daze for a long time, Yu Qing still didn't reply a word after all, turned off the phone, looked back at her daughter's pale little face in the moonlight, Yu Qing felt that she was really a little pretentious, a good and stable home, isn't it! Obviously in the eyes of neighbors, relatives and friends, she is a very happy little woman, Li Dong does not smoke, does not drink, does not prostitute or gamble, does not have any bad habits, goes home after work, never interferes in family affairs, is recognized as a good husband! However, he is also the most indifferent, no matter where Yu Qing goes on a business trip, there will always be a faint phone call, and you will be relatively speechless when you arrive. Back at home, he also had a mobile phone for one person, he laughed at Yu Qing's northeast accent, he laughed at Yu Qing's IQ when he was not online, he was unwilling to put more energy into anything, he cooperated lightly, did not cross the bottom line, and refused to work harder. Sometimes Yu Qing thinks that she would rather encounter a gambling or obvious character flaw, which is better than the current blunt knife, and the slightest pain in her heart every day, but she is helpless.

From the first year of marriage, Yu Qing wanted to divorce, this idea was in her mind, for 7 years, lingering, but she never dared to take a step. When she met Chen Ding, Yu Qing never thought that there would be more intersections, some men in the same industry are courteous, some have other intentions, all the ambiguities of Chen Ding, Yu Qing has always regarded it as a kind of polite courtesy. And as a mature shopping mall woman, what I have to do is just to deal with it calmly, instead of making a fuss about some small jokes. But when he looked at you, his eyes were doting, as if you were really on his heart, Yu Qing's heart would hurt softly, that night, when he hugged Yu Qing, Yu Qing's first thought was to escape, but he firmly circled her, spoke softly in her ear, the strings of reason were so broken, Yu Qing couldn't even remember when she hugged him back, in an instant, Yu Qing's eyes were full of tears, she finally understood that men and women are not what she thought, everything in the movie is true! So what were the 7 years I had?

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