Chapter 2: Sinking and Hopeless

Qingqing's shallow kiss fell on her face, and Yu Qing woke up, but she didn't want to open her eyes, she knew that Li Dong was going to work, after a big quarrel that year, Yu Qing forced Li Dong to give him and the child a kiss when he left the house every day. At that time, Yu Qing still stupidly believed that as long as she worked hard, she would always have a smooth feeling. I slept too late last night, Yu Qing was very tired, the phone rang, and a director introduced by my friend asked him to take the children to a dinner party and try a play, and Yu Qing agreed. After all, there was no such relationship before, Yu Qing felt that her daughter was inexplicably a little talented in acting, and wanted to give her more opportunities within her ability. Then came Chen Ding's phone, he questioned one by one, when he was what, Yu Qing, who had a headache to the point of exploding, blurted out: "Everyone is an adult, a one-night stand, you can't take it seriously, I haven't asked you to be responsible!" ”。 As soon as the words came out, Yu Qing's tears fell, Chen Ding was silent for a while, and said very seriously, "It's me who is stupid, I'm serious, I like what you want to be with you", Yu Qing felt that her heart was tightened together, but two people with families, it was really ridiculous to have such a conversation, Yu Qing hung up the phone, Dad's voice came from afar, it's time to have breakfast, how ridiculous, the sadness of adults can only last a few minutes, Yu Qing quickly wiped away her tears, and asked coquettishly what to eat in the morning, Dad looked disgusted," What to do and what to eat, ready-made ones have to pick and choose", Yu Qing stuck out her tongue, ate, sent the child, hurried to the company, and after sitting down, I saw that Chen Ding sent a lot of WeChat messages last night, probably accusing Yu Qing of being cold-hearted, turning around and leaving, and he was moved to stay where he was.

Yu Qing really found it difficult to understand, why Chen Ding could say these words so righteously, and follow him without seeing the light? Yu Qing has seen Chen Ding's wife, a very kind and beautiful woman, Chen Ding is by his side, he is also gentle and petty, and the years are quiet. Why can you say these words to yourself as soon as you turn around, the boss knocked on the table, Yu Qing shook her head, and silently took out her notebook, she couldn't touch the fish anymore, and she had to prepare for a meeting. Unconsciously busy until the end of work, Yu Qing's mobile phone was finally quiet, Chen Ding did not send any more messages or calls, but Yu Qing's heart suddenly emptied, and when she lowered her head, there were tears coming down. Remembering that there was still dinner in the evening, Yu Qing hurried home, picked up the baby, took a taxi and went straight to the hotel. Arrived or an hour late, in fact, there was no one in a room that Yu Qing was particularly familiar with, Yu Qing picked up the wine glass, said a few words, toasted one by one, Xiaobao finished the performance, Yu Qing's head had already begun to shake, and she drank another glass of wine very willfully, Yu Qing got up, apologized and turned away on the excuse that the child still had to sleep. On the way back, Yu Qing couldn't help but dial Chen Ding's mobile phone, and when she got through, she didn't know what to say, Chen Ding asked softly over there, "You still care about me and miss me, don't you?" Why did you lose me?" Yu Qing's heart has been sinking all the time, sinking at the bottom, and suddenly his heart is cold, this person, Yu Qing can't refuse, accepts, but he is not happy, knowing that all his tenderness is just trying to coax himself to bed, but how many years, no one wants to coax himself like this? One day, he was tired, and what should he do? Can you just be a dream and turn around in style?

When he returned home, Li Dong felt very strange, he had always scoffed at Qing's strange interactions, and it was likely that he would be deceived and spend money indiscriminately in the end. Li Dong frowned, as if he didn't know Yu Qing, looked at it for a while, and asked Yu Qing what he was doing lately, and he was still drinking. Yu Qing looked at Li Dong, pulled him into the room, and wanted to lean in and kiss her, Li Dong hurriedly dodged, your teeth haven't been brushed yet, your parents are still next door, what are the nerves. Yu Qing suddenly broke down a little and asked him, "Do you dislike me, is it because I have small breasts, do I need to go for breast augmentation?" Li Dong looked at Yu Qing helplessly, "Why do you like to think about it when you have nothing to do, this parents are together, what can I do, and the children, don't you pay attention to the impact?"

"But you don't want to touch me when you're not with your parents and children?"

"Wasn't it tired at that time, and this must not be in a state"?

"Are you going to the construction site to move bricks? Why are you tired? It's been seven years, are you tired every day? ”

"Why are you vexatious, most couples are like this"

"I often think sometimes, have you ever loved me, we got married on a blind date, there may be no love, but there must be love! For so many years, I've been hot with a stone."

"When I got married, I really didn't love you, you are the more beautiful in my blind date, and you are more suitable in all aspects, can't you take your time in your feelings?"

"Take your time! Hehehe, our children are already in first grade, and you are still taking your time with me! I'm a failure! Are you really not afraid, which business trip, I will never come back? ”

"What happened to you outside, isn't this okay to find trouble, I'll just say that you're not in the right mood these days, and you'll be drinking." Can you stop thinking about it? In the past two months, we have lived with my mother and them, and the conditions are indeed not allowed, right, wait until we move back to our own house" Li Dong's patience has basically been wiped out, and for him, Yu Qing has already done a little bit of a good day. He opened the door and walked out first, and when Qing sorted out his mood, he had already continued to lie on the bed, and his posture had not changed.

The mother was a little worried and asked if there was a quarrel, Yu Qing smiled and said no, it was just that she was dizzy from drinking, washed her face and brushed her teeth with the baby, and really fell asleep with her head on the pillow. The next day, Yu Qing skipped work and called Huang Ting, in the café, Huang Ting looked at Yu Qing's half-dead appearance, and only felt that her heart, liver, spleen and kidneys were throbbing, "Sister, you are really promising, you are almost four, do you know?" If you still go to college, will you die or live for a man? Have you given all the wisdom of your life to a dog? What promise did he give you? Will divorce and marry you? ”

"She has a good relationship with her wife and will not divorce, she asked me to follow him and be his second child"

"Hey, be the second child, you are good enough, what's the matter, he will buy you a car and a house, or give you 20 million"

"He may not have 20 million himself, and if I want his money, what have we become?"

"He cheated in marriage, and he didn't promise a visible future in bed, how much respect and affection do you think he has for you? It's hard to say, you're a gunner, you know? ”

"Don't say that, okay, I feel very uncomfortable listening to you like this, and I feel like I'm cheap"

"Don't you don't like to hear it, he has his own wife and children, and when he comes to recruit you, he only calls you his second daughter-in-law in bed, do you think this title is very honorable? My sister died early in the morning, you still want to be the second aunt, besides, what did he give you? I have no name and no share, so I have to give money! You just make him look down on you, think you're so soaky, play for a few days, and cry for you."

"Then can't I also treat him as a friend? You don't know these days, I can't forget it at all, it's like a movie in my head, you know that feeling? It's crispy, I never knew it, this thing can be like this, it can be different."

"It's not my sister, have you been married for 7 years, are you a monk? Your children, did they pop out of the cracks in the stones? Brother-in-law, you can give birth to children like this, you are really angry. That can only mean that your husband has a problem, I advised you to divorce before, but I didn't persuade you, divorced, the sea and the sky, who do you like to find whom, you are now in marriage, one day your parents and children will know, how ugly you are, you are the fault party, you can't share the property after the divorce, what will you do then? Do you expect your husband to raise children? Also, you obviously look distracted now, can you hide it? ”

"I can not be distracted, I can also treat him as a friend, let's play, can only men play with women?"

"Women can play, the question is can you play? Can you afford to play? You haven't done anything yet, you are going to die, you are ruined, will he be by your side to protect you? Okay, take 10,000 steps back, you all hide it well, a man like him, he can only talk about it, he will get tired soon, and you will be even more sad when the time comes! If he is willing to divorce and marry you, I have no objection to your pursuit of happiness, or if you have that self-confidence, you can pry him over, although it is immoral, I also support you, but which one can you do? From a different angle, I don't think you're sorry for your husband, he didn't do a good job himself, but have you thought about his wife? ”

"I know what you said, but I can't forget it."

"He keeps contacting you like this, how can you forget, what you have to do now is to delete his information, cut off from him, and never contact him again"

"We still have business dealings, and we are all in the same circle, which is too naïve."

"Sister, I'll say it again, you're almost four, you're still worried about your feelings, it's really naïve, how do you want to take care of your children, your parents, and men are reliable, there are not so many sad stories in the world, do you have to hit your head and bleed? Okay, okay, I know I'm serious, but your matter is too big to handle well, and you can't afford the price, understand? ”

Yu Qing was buried in the sofa, feeling chilled, this is her best friend, Huang Ting's words embarrassed her, but she clearly knew that every word she said, the punctuation was right. It's himself, knowing that it's a wrong road, and the farther and farther he goes, Chen Ding's text message chased after him like a dot, and a big flying kiss, "Daughter-in-law, do you miss me"! Yu Qing edited a lot of it, felt bad, deleted it, edited a lot again, deleted it again, repeated it, and finally simply typed 4 words, "I want to think very much"! There are a lot of triumphant pictures in the WeChat frame, Chen Ding has always been strong and flying, venting his happiness, Yu Qing can even imagine immediately, the smug face on the other side of the phone, bowed his head and smiled, but immediately restrained and took it back, secretly deleted WeChat, Yu Qing glanced at Huang Ting sitting opposite a little weakly, the coffee in his hand became more and more bitter! If you continue, you will definitely betray your relatives and leave, Huang Ting sighed, "Look at yourself, can you hide things, just stick five big words on your face, {I-in-do-bad-thing}, incorrigible!" ”

Yu Qing began to comfort herself, he was in Hangzhou, I was in Chengdu, I just talked to him, let myself dream for a few days, he came to me and didn't see him! At this distance, everyone is very busy, and it may not be easy to see, but after a long time, these throbs will slowly return to flat!