Chapter 64: Life is Impermanent

Gao Zhan arranged for the company to send someone to pick up the RV, and he and Cheng Jia took a plane back to Ordos via Beijing in Nyingchi.

When the people in the family saw them, they were very surprised, obviously they went out to relax, and the two of them were like going on a hike: Cheng Jia's face was black for a while, Gao Zhan's face was thin, and his spirit was also very poor.

Cheng Jia said: "When you go out, it's always windy and sunny, and the skin is almost dry!" ”

Cheng Cheng hugged his mother's neck, "Mom, I miss you!" Will you take the trip with you next time? ”

Gao Zhan took over Cheng Cheng, and said slowly after a while: "Next time we don't go to such a difficult place, we will take Cheng Cheng with us!" ”

Gao Zhan actually felt that it was a little difficult to hold Cheng Cheng, and his heart sank.

Cheng Jia distributed gifts to everyone, Cheng Cheng jumped around excitedly, and the family was talking and laughing in the living room.

Gao Zhan sat on the sofa and watched them for a while, feeling sleepy and tired, he kissed his son and went back to the room to rest.

By the time Cheng Jia returned to the bedroom, Gao Zhan was already asleep.

His eyes are closed, his eyelashes are under his eyelids, which merge with the dark circles, and his cheeks are noticeably thinner. Cheng Jia regretted a little that he had proposed to go to Tibet in the first place - Gao Zhan was obviously not adaptable.

She got into the quilt, Gao Zhan hugged her in a daze, and kissed her naturally.

Cheng Jia saw that Gao Zhan was awake, and said gently: "Husband, your face is a little ugly?" ”

Gao Zhan replied vaguely: "I'm a little tired, I guess I'm drunk with oxygen!" ”

Cheng Jia took the milk brought over to Gao Zhan.

"Drink it! You're eating a little less! ”

Gao Zhan sat up and drank it in one gulp, and after drinking, he felt that his stomach was very distended, and he said:

"It's weird, I don't feel hungry!"

Cheng Jia put her hand on his stomach and rubbed it gently.

"We've been tossing and going so much, take a good rest during this time, don't go to the company!"

Gao Zhan nodded, turned around and fell asleep.

For a few days, Cheng Jia and Gao Zhan were resting at home, Cheng Jia felt that she was almost recovered, she put on makeup and prepared to go to the company.

Gao Zhan walked out of the bedroom, he had a very poor amount of food these days, and Cheng Jia wanted to go to the hospital several times, but he refused. At this moment, Gao Zhan's eye sockets are deep, his face is sallow, and his face is sickly.

"You wait for me, let's go together!"

Cheng Jia looked at Gao Zhan's haggard appearance and said distressedly:

"You can rest for two more days! There is nothing particularly important in the company, I'll go and see it and come back! ”

By the time she finished speaking, Gao Zhan had already dressed.

Cheng Jia pouted, blaming Gao Zhan for being disobedient. He stretched out his arm and let Cheng Jia carry him, then grabbed her hand and put it in his pocket.

Cheng Jia smiled and leaned into Gao Zhan's ear and said, "Okay! But husband, tomorrow you have to accompany me to the physical examination, and I will have the time for the gynecological examination! By the way you also check the check. ”

Cheng Jia was afraid that Gao Zhan would refuse.

Gao Zhan nodded unusually meekly.

The company is on the right track, usually has a general manager to handle the daily business, and occasionally special important things need Gao Zhan to make decisions, so the work is relatively easy in the past.

But if I don't go to the company for many days, I still inevitably sign a lot of documents, and then listen to the work report of the relevant person in charge, Gao Zhan was busy and dizzy, and it was noon in the blink of an eye.

He had a bad appetite, Cheng Jia took him to drink porridge, he didn't want to drink it after two sips, Cheng Jia fed him, and he vomited.

"We'll check it out in a moment! Something is wrong with you! Cheng Jia said decisively.

Gao Zhan was also a little flustered, but he didn't object. In fact, he has been uncomfortable for a long time, and at the beginning he always thought that it was due to excessive pressure, and the company's series of actions and the competition and entanglement with Li Ye made him exhausted. I thought it would be good to go out to travel and relax with Cheng Jia, but in Tibet, I found that my body was getting worse: without energy and strength, he couldn't even catch up with Cheng Jia's physical fitness.

Cheng Jia made an appointment for the afternoon expert number early, and they came to the gastroenterology department as soon as the hospital went to work.

After listening to their story, the doctor prescribed a series of tests.

Cheng Jia looked at the people who came out of the examination room with painful expressions and a little flustered, she grabbed Gao Zhan's hand:

"Have you ever had a gastroscopy?"

Gao Zhan said lightly: "No, I rarely come to the hospital!" Strong like a cow, it is estimated that this time it is a fat intestine to eat too much! ”

Cheng Jia thought about it, these days, Gao Zhan counted the fat rice noodles a little more, and most of them were put down after a few bites.

"Well, it's possible, in the plateau, our physiology is definitely different from the plain, and after the examination, take some medicine and be fine!"

After a long time, it was their turn to do the examination, Gao Zhan went in after drinking the medicine, Cheng Jia was outside alone, suddenly a little nervous, she shook her head.

"Gao Zhan is so strong, what can he do?"

After a long time, almost three times the time it took to check the patient before, Gao Zhan came out, his face pale, and his steps were a little vain.

Cheng Jia helped him and asked, "How is the inspection?" ”

Gao Zhan waved his hand, signaling that Cheng Jia was fine. Then he sat down in a chair and rested, and said in a hoarse voice, "This examination is too uncomfortable".

Five minutes later, the results were in. Cheng Jia looked at the dense description above, and suddenly panicked in his heart.

As soon as Gao Zhan stretched out his hand, Cheng Jia grabbed and pulled him up, and said, "Let's go and ask the doctor, who can understand what it means by such a lot?" ”

Gao Zhan wanted to see the result, but he obviously felt that Cheng Jia was trembling, so he simply didn't look at it, he was staring at Cheng Jia all the way......

When the doctor saw the results, he didn't speak for a long time, looked at Gao Zhan, and asked about his age.

Then he shouted loudly: "Is the family here?" ”

Cheng Jia hurriedly stepped forward: "It's here!" ”

"You come out with me, there is a test result, you come out and get it!"

Cheng Jia followed the doctor to another room.

As soon as he entered the door, the doctor asked Cheng Jia to sit down.

"Who are you?"

"My love!" Cheng Jia was very nervous, and her hands and feet were shaking uncontrollably.

"You have to be mentally prepared that your lover has a tumor under her stomach and has almost blocked the ...... underneath"

Cheng Jia's face suddenly lost blood, and she asked, "What does that mean?" ”

"This means that the patient needs immediate surgery, and we need to do further examinations, if it is benign, it can be removed, but it is very likely to be malignant, and we have to see if it has spread......"

Cheng Jia felt that she couldn't breathe it out in one breath, she covered her chest, opened her mouth wide, and her whole body was trembling.

"Doctor, I don't understand? What do you mean by that? ”

The doctor saw that Cheng Jia's face was wrong, and hurriedly stood up and helped her.

"He may have stomach cancer and needs immediate surgery! Further diagnosis is also required. ”

Cheng Jia couldn't breathe out, her eyes were dark, and at the last moment of losing consciousness, she heard the doctor exclaim in a trance, and then Gao Zhan rushed in.

When she woke up, she turned her head and met Gao Zhan's eyes sitting on the edge of her bed.

"Gao Zhan! We changed hospitals and checked again, and there was something wrong with this hospital! ”

Cheng Jia got out of bed in a hurry, couldn't find her shoes, jumped down and rummaged.

"Cheng Jia! I knew something was wrong! I also feel that it is not a good disease. ”

Cheng Jia stood barefoot on the ground.

"How is that possible? You've always been in good health, you're carrying me like a bag, and your appetite is still so good......"

Cheng Jia said that he had a good appetite, and remembered that Gao Zhan hadn't eaten much for a long time, and cried.

"Gao Zhan, we changed hospitals, we must have made a mistake!"

Gao Zhan nodded.

Cheng Jia pulled out his shoes under the bed and put them on quickly. She wanted to take Gao Zhan to Beijing for an examination, and it must have been a mistake in the hospital in Ordos.

Her tone suddenly hardened: "Gao Zhan! Let's go home and go to Beijing tomorrow! ”

Gao Zhan looked at her and looked at her with affection.

Cheng Jia couldn't stand his eyes, and collapsed all of a sudden.

"What do you think I'm doing? What do you see me doing? Don't look at me like that! They're mistaken, you're just indigestion! ”

Gao Zhan said slowly: "Cheng Jia, indigestion will not be weak!" ”

"That's because you haven't eaten much?"

Gao Zhan looked at Cheng Jia's pale face, and suddenly felt unbearable, he whispered: "Cheng Jia, let's go home!" ”

Gao Zhan slowly stood up from the chair, and then his body went limp, and he held on to the bed.

Cheng Jia's tears couldn't stop flowing, "It must be a mistake in checking!" No one is in better health than Gao Zhan! ”

She held Gao Zhan and walked out slowly, suddenly feeling that Gao Zhan was a lot heavier, and she could barely help him.

It has always been Gao Zhan who has put his arms around her waist, and it was the first time Cheng Jia helped him so seriously, and Cheng Jia was heartbroken.

When he got home, Cheng Cheng ran to Gao Zhan's lap and clamored for his father to hug him. Gao Zhan touched his head and squatted down.

"Cheng Cheng, you go to find grandma, dad has a cold today and is not feeling well!" Cheng Jia said calmly.

Cheng Cheng pouted and walked away. Gao Zhan was a little annoyed:

"As for it? I was about to hug him! ”

Cheng Jia didn't speak, she helped Gao Zhan to the second floor, Gao Zhan slowly closed his eyes, feeling extremely heartbroken......

The kitchen stewed bird's nest, and Gao Zhan didn't eat a bite.

Cheng Jia's heart was like thousands of ants crawling, she ran to the bathroom, covered her mouth, and cried silently.

In any case, she would not believe that Gao Zhan had stomach cancer, and she couldn't wait for a moment.

Cheng Jia called Wang Yi, the general manager of the company, and said that he was going to Beijing for a physical examination, and asked the company to send a driver and office director to go with him, and set off immediately.

Wang Yi asked, "What's wrong?" In such a hurry? ”

"I'm very unwell, my stomach is upset, you see how to arrange it, can you try to check it tomorrow!"

"Okay, I'll arrange it!"

Cheng Jia's eyes rolled twice: "I finally have time to check, let's hang up the chairman's number together!" ”

"Okay! I'll ask them to come to your house in half an hour. ”

……

Cheng Jia came out of the bathroom: Gao Zhan was lying on the bed with his eyes closed.

She suddenly felt full of strength in her heart, this man has been protecting herself, and now whether she is diagnosed or not, she will do her best to protect him.

Gao Zhan's thick hands were placed on him, Cheng Jia couldn't help but crawl to Gao Zhan's side and stuffed his hands into his palms - as long as Gao Zhan held her, his warm palms would immediately calm him down and stop panicking, she needed this kind of strength. Cheng Jia gently leaned on Gao Zhan's chest, tears overflowing.

Gao Zhan still closed his eyes, but he grabbed Cheng Jia's hand hard. Said in a low and slow voice:

"Cheng Jia, I've always been afraid that I will go before you, because I haven't stayed with you enough, I want to accompany you again and watch Cheng Cheng grow up, but maybe God has given me too much, and I can't bear it!"

Cheng Jia's heart was crumpled together, as if it was being rubbed, and it was painful.

"Gao Zhan, don't talk nonsense! The doctor was just suspicious, and the test results did not come out, and the diagnosis was not yet confirmed. ”

Gao Zhan gently stroked Cheng Jia's hair. Softly said: "I have already prepared a will, put it in the safe, my deposits, real estate, shares, and minerals are listed very clearly, and I have done a good job of notarization, I have no relatives, I left some money for my sister to support the elderly, and the rest is left to you and Cheng Cheng." I had a premonition when the doctor told you to come out...... This day will come sooner or later, it's just that I didn't expect it so soon! ”

Gao Zhan burst into tears: "Fortunately, I arranged the honeymoon in time, otherwise I wouldn't be able to close my eyes even if I died." ”

He stroked Cheng Jia's face: A beautiful wife and a family fortune, maybe he has too much, and God has to take it back.

Cheng Jia's eyes widened, and her heart was full of anger and pain.

"Gao Zhan! What are you talking about? We haven't been diagnosed yet! What do you think of these? I won't accept any wills, what's the use of those for me without you? In any case, you must stay by my side, and you must not be discouraged! We're going to Beijing right away, and we must be mistaken! ”

Gao Zhan said helplessly: "People always have to face reality, I am not discouraged, I will actively treat, but in case...... I'm going to have to arrange for you two......"

Gao Zhan couldn't cry.

Cheng Jia hugged Gao Zhan, her heartache was incomprehensible, and at this time, Gao Zhan never mentioned herself, she still missed her and Cheng Cheng, she couldn't wait for the tumor to grow on herself.

Cheng Jia hugged Gao Zhan in her heart, she hugged him tightly, she could not want anything, but she couldn't live without Gao Zhan, absolutely not!