Cheng Jia and Gao Zhan arrived in Beijing overnight, and Mr. Wang had already made preparations in advance, and they were arranged by the doctor for examination as soon as they came, and then Cheng Jia was informed without any suspense.

Gao Zhan had stomach cancer and had to be operated on immediately.

The operation was scheduled for the next day, and the doctor said that the specific condition would have to be opened, and it was currently predicted from the results of the examination - the situation was not very bad.

Since Gao Zhan learned that he had stomach cancer, he rarely spoke, he either looked at a certain place in silence or stared at Cheng Jia.

Cheng Jia was ready to face all kinds of possibilities before leaving, she was very calm, after all, Gao Zhan was completely dependent on her now, he was pushed around in a wheelchair, and he was already very weak.

Cheng Jia was surprised by the rapid development of the disease, Gao Zhan couldn't eat anything, and relied on medicine to deliver nutrients. Instead, he changed his haggard condition for a few days and became energetic.

In the evening, they arranged Gao Zhan on the hospital bed, and Cheng Jia slowly packed up his things. She didn't dare to look at Gao Zhan, she wanted to cry when she saw him, she didn't want to be vulnerable, but it was difficult to control.

Gao Zhan suddenly said, "Wife, come here!" ”

Cheng Jia turned around and saw Gao Zhan smiling at her.

She walked to the bed, and Gao Zhan lifted the quilt and motioned for her to come in.

Cheng Jia shook her head quickly, the hospital was full of people, although the company was not there, but the nurses were always in and out, collecting various examination data before the operation. She felt that it was too unsightly, and more importantly, she wanted Gao Zhan to rest.

In just half a month, his thin shape was erect, his originally sturdy figure instantly slimmed, and the lines on his face were sharp and angular, looking very resolute.

Cheng Jia grabbed Gao Zhan's hand and said lightly and gently: "I'll sit next to me!" ”

Gao Zhan pulled her inside, "I want to hold you!" ”

Cheng Jia felt very uncomfortable, she and Gao Zhan had gone through so much, and they could finally live in peace, and they had to face such a test.

She heard that many stomach cancer patients do not find spread during examination, and there are many cases of spread found after surgery to open the abdominal cavity because there are places in the stomach that cannot be seen by instruments, such as the pancreas.

Cheng Jia's heart has always been raised, she has warned herself over and over again that she will never shed a tear in front of Gao Zhan, and she must face everything with the most positive attitude.

At this moment, seeing Gao Zhan's hand holding the quilt trembling slightly, she suddenly felt uncontrollable, quickly got in, hugged Gao Zhan, her nose was close to his chest, and tears rubbed onto his clothes.

Gao Zhan's clothes were full of the smell of disinfectant water, Cheng Jia unbuttoned a button, put his face directly on the skin, greedily absorbed Gao Zhan's taste, and his heart calmed down a lot.

Gao Zhan gently stroked her back with one hand, and wore a monitoring device on the other.

"Are you tired today?"

Gao Zhan's voice was soft, more like a murmur.

"No, I'm very strange today, I feel like I have endless energy in my body, my husband ......"

Cheng Jia calmed down, suppressed the sourness in his eyes, and then said:

"Husband, you have to work hard tomorrow! The doctor says your exam looks good! ”

Gao Zhan continued to stroke her back and said "um".

"You've never had a stomach ache, and I've never been able to figure out how you got stomach problems?"

"In the past few years, I drank a lot of alcohol, and my three meals were unstable, but after marrying you in the past few years, my condition has improved. I have a stomach problem, you just don't know it! I was also surprised, and I was only occasionally uncomfortable. ”

Cheng Jia looked up in surprise: "You are uncomfortable and tell me!" I had no idea! ”

Gao Zhan pinched Cheng Jia's nose and thought: Why didn't he say it? Because a person is used to it, pain, illness, sadness, sadness, and joy are all used to carrying it alone. For Cheng Jia, he dotes on her mostly, and he is reluctant to tell her something bad to make her worry, he thinks about giving her the best things every day, at this moment, looking at Cheng Jia pretending to be strong, he feels distressed, but he can't do anything.

Cheng Jia's face was close to Gao Zhan's chest, and his body was very warm, which made her feel particularly relieved, and even had an illusion that nothing had happened.

Cheng Jia waited quietly, motionless.

Gao Zhan's heart was heavy: he was prepared for the impermanence of life, but he was not prepared for the sudden illness, and for him, a happy life had just begun.

Tomorrow's surgery is unknown, Gao Zhan is mentally prepared for the worst, but the only thing that makes him unable to prepare is to face Cheng Jia.

Cheng Jia is young, beautiful, and fragile, and he knows that she is trying to persevere. But if his condition is really not optimistic, what should Cheng Jia do? Although her depression has been cured, it is because the environment has always been very gentle, once there is no care from herself, he doesn't know what will happen to Cheng Jia? Will you cry? Will you not be able to sleep...... and Cheng Cheng - his only son, who has only just entered kindergarten, has too many words that he hasn't had time to talk to him, and he hasn't taught him more skills.

Gao Zhan sighed: he has always been carefree and fearless, but with them, he not only has concern, but also fear.

It is said that "the husband is happy in life, and he is not afraid in death", and it is really his turn to know that life and death are not so free.

One night, Cheng Jia was in Gao Zhan's arms, and the nurse came in and saw them and relaxed her hands and feet.

The hospital is a place where life and death are commonplace, but it is because I am used to seeing it that I will understand the helplessness better......

The next day, Gao Zhan did a preoperative examination and was wheeled into the operating room.

At the last moment when she was about to open the door, Cheng Jia suddenly pounced on him, although she tried her best to control it, tears still rolled down silently, her heart was sour, she was almost out of breath, she used all her strength, and reluctantly said:

"Gao Zhan, you will definitely get better! We still have a lot to do, we still have a daughter, and Cheng Cheng, who is still ...... Still waiting for us to get home! I can't live without you! ”

The doctor motioned for her to get up and said loudly, "Don't worry too much, it depends on the operation now, you are all optimistic!" ”

Cheng Jia grabbed the cart and kissed Gao Zhan's forehead, she was reluctant to leave for a long time, and tears fell on Gao Zhan's face.

Cheng Jia hurriedly wiped it: If she says she won't cry, she is always so useless!

Gao Zhan looked at the woman he loved, even if she was haggard, she was still beautiful and moving. He shed tears, saying that people are born to suffer, and he is willing to suffer more, and he just wants to accompany Cheng Jia more.

Gao Zhan glanced at the doctor and signaled that he could start - he had the courage to overcome everything!

Then, he said to Cheng Jia dumbly: "Don't be afraid! Wait for me! ”

They kept staring at each other until the door blocked them completely.

Cheng Jia wiped away her tears and stood for a while.

turned around and said: "Don't reveal a word about the chairman!" No one knows yet, and I don't want to give birth to meaningless right and wrong. ”

The two people who accompanied the company nodded, and they only knew the details until now, and Cheng Jia only asked them to help take care of it yesterday.

Gao Zhan didn't let Cheng Jia inform his sister, she signed all the notices and notices by herself, and although she couldn't write well with trembling, she still pretended to be calm and faced everything......

The operation took a long time, so long that Cheng Jia couldn't remember how long it was, she stared at the operation door deadly, and her mind was all about Gao Zhan.

In Tibet, in Nanjing, at home, Gao Zhan smiled, got angry, kissed her......

She forced herself to compose, she counted her breath and told herself, "Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale...... Gao Zhan is just doing surgery, everything depends on the result! ”

It seemed like a century had passed, and the operating lights went out.

Cheng Jia stood up suddenly, her legs were weak, she knelt on the ground, and the people around her helped her up.

The doctor came out: "The operation was a success!" We found no traces of cancer cells spreading to other organs. The patient's cancerous site has been removed...... About a third of the stomach was removed......"

Cheng Jia was stunned for a moment, "Cut off one-third!" ”

Then she smiled stiffly, at least the cancer had not spread, and she said, "Thank you, doctor!" Thank you doctor! ”

Immediately afterward, she covered her face, cried with joy, and went limp.

The doctor held her up: "You must cheer up!" The patient also needs to be well cared for, and he must pay attention to his diet in the future, and always pay attention to his condition. After the operation, we need to observe and observe, and the family members must cooperate to prevent infection. ”

Cheng Jia nodded.

The doctor left, Cheng Jia was helped to sit down on a chair, and as soon as she sat down, she stood up, Cheng Jia's lips trembled.

"The cancer cells have not spread, which means that Gao Zhan is not in danger of life for the time being! He had a third of his stomach removed, and it must have hurt! ”

Cheng Jia looked at the operating room and wanted to see Gao Zhan anxiously.

After a while, Gao Zhan came out. The first time Cheng Jia saw him, he felt that his heart had been gouged out.

Gao Zhan was wearing an oxygen mask, a thick tube was inserted in his neck, and a tube was inserted in his abdomen, and there was blood next to him, his eyes were tightly closed, his face was bloodless, and his warm big hands hung weakly on the side of the bed, and there was a urine bag in his hand......

Cheng Jia's heart hurt violently......

"Gao Zhan!"

She trembled and screamed to him very hard, but the sound she made was so small that she didn't even have a chance to touch it, and Gao Zhan was sent to the intensive care unit.

Cheng Jia looked at the closed door and cried.

What can she do for Gao Zhan? What could she do to share his pain? A dignified seven-foot man is so fragile in the face of illness!

The two people from the company came to comfort her, but Cheng Jia couldn't hear a word, her husband was full of tubes, and he was lying alone in the ward across the wall at the moment.

He has been lonely for half his life, losing his father at an early age, losing his mother in middle age, and now his son is less than five years old, and he has just lived a few happy days.

Cheng Jia cried bitterly, she regretted that she thought about uselessness every day, immersed in her own world, never carefully observed Gao Zhan, never paid attention to his body, and thought that he was by his side as a matter of course. She regretted why she hadn't taken him for a check-up sooner, so she wouldn't have had to have such a major operation, and her whole body was full of tubes - how much it would hurt? She regretted why she couldn't feel Gao Zhan's deep affection for her earlier, she wasted so much time and let Gao Zhan bear so much hard work, why did she get involved with Li Ye and make him unhappy! Cheng Jia continued to cry, she still regretted it, why didn't she give Gao Zhan a second child earlier, he likes children so much!

Cheng Jia has always felt that the coming day is long, but the coming day is not long! It can't say when it dies in an accident. Cheng Jia knelt on the ground, she was grateful to God for not really taking away Gao Zhan, and leaving her a chance.

It turns out that compared to Gao Zhan, nothing matters! She pounded her chest with regret and distress.

She always said that others were selfish, but in fact, she was the selfish person, always absorbing, without feeling and responding to Gao Zhan, and at this moment she knew that she lacked too much.

Cheng Jia kept crying until her tears dried and then stopped crying.

The driver said to her, "Cheng Jia! Don't cry! Gao is always a good person, and Ji people have their own natural appearance! This is a very good result! Take good care of it in the future, compared to so many unsalvageable ones, we are very lucky! If you cry again, if you are sick, who will take care of him? ”

Cheng Jia looked at the driver, he didn't call himself Mr. Cheng, but called his name, his eyes were sincere, and there was a thin layer of tears under his eyes.

Cheng Jia nodded.

Gao Zhan has been in the intensive care unit, the doctor did not allow him to visit, and in the evening, the driver brought Cheng Jia a little dinner, and Cheng Jia ate it. Then she told them to go back and rest, and they didn't go.

Cheng Jia said: "Go back!" It's useless to stay here, I'll call you if there's something, and I'll trouble you tomorrow with other things! ”

The two went back.

Cheng Jia sat at Gao Zhan's door and didn't want to go anywhere.

There weren't many people in the hallway, and there were loud voices in the distance, with the occasional faint cry.

Cheng Jia has always hated the hospital, but there is a possibility of saving, after all, there is still hope, hope is better than despair!

Cheng Jia looked at Gao Zhan's ward, Gao Zhan could definitely feel her, she would not leave, wherever Gao Zhan went, she would go!