Chapter 72: The last love is to let go of your hands

Li Ye arrived in Ordos late at night, and he went straight to Shen Jialu's residence.

When I opened the door, the room was brightly lit and there was music.

Li Ye walked into the room and saw red wine and dinner on the table.

"You must not have eaten, are you hungry? I didn't eat it either! ”

Shen Jialu walked over in a stunning manner, wearing silk pajamas to show her good figure.

Li Ye was thinking about what Shen Jialu was going to do all the way, but at this moment, it was surprising to him.

Shen Jialu saw that he was stunned, and continued: "If you have anything to say, wait until you finish eating, you have to eat!" ”

She poured Li Ye a glass of red wine.

Li Ye sat down as he said.

"How's the steak today?" Shen Jialu asked him.

"Good!" Li Ye said the first sentence.

Shen Jialu was very happy. She continued: "I went to England because I hated the arrangement of everything in the house that was dominated by men, and I didn't want to be a vase to be sold for a price. But why is it so hard to live abroad, I don't know how to cook, I don't have friends...... The first time I cooked, I almost burned down the house. ”

Shen Jialu laughed.

Li Ye raised his eyes to look at her and smiled slightly.

Shen Jialu continued: "I'm very happy that you're here! ……”

She knew that Li Ye would come, but she was more or less surprised by it so quickly, she tried to call him, but her heart was half cold when she didn't get through - Li Ye really cared about Cheng Jia.

"I just wanted to see her, not what to do. What can I do? Her husband is nervous about her, and everyone is nervous about her! I'm fed up with the feeling of being other-centered. I don't want to be noticed by everyone, I just want the people I care about to look at me more. ”

Shen Jialu picked up the wine glass and waited for Li Ye to clink glasses.

Li Ye looked at Shen Jialu, a little unbearable in his heart, he picked up the wine glass and touched it, and then they all took a sip.

Shen Jialu sandwiched a little salad for Li Ye and smiled slightly.

The red wine was drunk, and the meal was almost finished.

Shen Jialu said: "Let's rest at home tonight!" I packed up the guest room! ”

Li Ye nodded.

At night, Shen Jialu sat in front of the window and sat for a long time.

Li Ye wanted to take Shen Jialu back to Nanjing, but she refused. Helpless, Li Ye also stayed, she didn't cry or make trouble, she was quiet, and Li Ye couldn't say anything.

Gao Zhan plans to cook for Cheng Jia today and make braised pork.

He went to the morning market early and picked out a piece of fat and lean meat.

After Cheng Jia got up, he smelled the smell as soon as he walked to the restaurant, the nanny served the food, and as soon as he opened it, Cheng Jia was happy, and there was a red heart with tomatoes on the plate.

Gao Zhan hugged her from behind and kissed her. Gently said, "Taste it!" ”

Cheng Jia bit a piece and fed it to Gao Zhan, and they ate half of it.

Cheng Jia stretched out his thumb and then took a big bite to eat.

Gao Zhan sat opposite her and looked at Cheng Jia with a smile.

"When the child grows up, we will still cook for you every day as before!"

Cheng Jia was moved after hearing this, she really looked forward to that kind of life......

Cheng Jia placed a bed in Gao Zhan's office so that he could rest.

Gao Zhan saw it and teased Cheng Jia: "It's convenient now!" ”

Cheng Jia glared at him, "Gao Zhan, do you think you still have a chance to do something else?" Adjust your rest time yourself, I'm right at the door! ”

Gao Zhan laughed and hugged Cheng Jia.

"My wife and beautiful relatives are enough for me to worry about, how can I have time to do anything else? Do I still have to take care of the goose feathers? ”

Cheng Jia gently pushed him away.

"I hate you!"

She dried the water for Gao Zhan and went out.

When she returned to the office, she saw Shen Jialu waiting for her.

Cheng Jia closed the door: "Miss Shen? What are you doing here? ”

Shen Jialu turned around: "Cheng Jia, I know you don't want to see me, I'm sorry to disturb you!" ”

Cheng Jia sat down.

"It's not like that, I think we should all live in peace, I don't want to let ...... anymore Fighting. ”

Cheng Jia sighed and continued, "What are you looking for me? ”

"I know I shouldn't come, but I can't help it, I actually resent you! My husband thinks about others every day, and I don't want to admit my powerlessness. But Cheng Jia, I worked hard, really hard! What else can I do? Is it really true that the child is left behind and returned to the UK alone? ”

Cheng Jia was slightly stunned, "Do you have a child?" ”

Shen Jialu nodded.

"What do you want me to do?" Cheng Jia asked.

"I know that your apartment in Nanjing, Li Ye is registered in your name......"

Cheng Jia was stunned: "Under my name? When was this? ”

"I don't know, it should be before you get divorced!"

Cheng Jia's heart throbbed, and she smiled: "Miss Shen, we are a tragedy!" This tragedy is over and should not continue. I don't want that house, whatever you want! ”

Shen Jialu hurriedly said, "No! I didn't mean that! I can't dispose of it either! Li Ye wouldn't agree. ”

Cheng Jia looked at her for a long time: "I know!" Miss Shen! I sincerely hope that Li Ye can live happily, and I wish you all from the bottom of my heart. ”

Cheng Jia stood up: "I don't want Gao Zhan to know that you are here, I will arrange it, as for the rest, Miss Shen, I think you will have your wish come true!" ”

Shen Jialu also stood up: "Thank you!" Excuse me! ”

Cheng Jia stopped her: "Give me Li Ye's contact information!" ”

……

In the café, Cheng Jia's eyes were shining, and she sat quietly, a little nervous.

Li Ye saw her from afar, and a few years passed after the divorce, and they never talked properly.

He walked over and called softly: "Cheng Jia! ”

Cheng Jia looked up, Li Ye had a faint stubble on his face, he was much more mature, and his eyes were not as bright as before.

"You're here?"

Cheng Jia smiled.

"I'm surprised you asked me out!"

"Shen Jialu looked for me twice." Cheng Jia said.

Li Ye nodded, meaning that he knew.

"Li Ye, this is the formalities of the Nanjing apartment, and that house does not belong to me. Handle it yourself! Don't keep it! ”

Li Ye smiled: "That's the only thing we left!" ”

Cheng Jia said: "It's all in the past, and you can't get anything back if you stay, it's you who is sad when you see things!" ”

"I say I like it, I do, do you believe it?" Li Ye looked at Cheng Jia.

"I believe it! Li Ye, I'm sorry. Really, from the bottom of my heart I've always been sorry for you! I don't want you to dwell on the past, and I don't want any more turmoil between you and Gao Zhan. I hope you all are doing well and we can all be happy. I heard you have a son, and I'm so happy for you! It's nice to have someone with you. Shen Jialu loves you very much, and you are also a good match. I think you should cherish it! ”

"Falling in love with someone may be a momentary thing, but forgetting someone is a difficult thing, how can I not understand the truth, but I can't do it!"

Cheng Jia smiled: "Why don't you try to feel her good, but blindly immerse yourself in your own world?" I think she's perfect for you! You have similar experiences, the same environment, and even your personalities are similar. Li Ye, try to let go of yourself, you may have a different discovery! ”

Li Ye looked at Cheng Jia with a wry smile: "I think it's cruel to hear you say that I want to accept another woman!" I never wanted to accept our divorce anymore. I haven't given up waiting for you to go back! ”

Cheng Jia immediately burst into tears, and she tried to suppress it.

"Li Ye, we can't go back, this is an unavoidable reality, so many years have passed, and I have let go of the past. I only have one wish, to accompany Gao Zhan and our children well, I am sorry for the matter between Gao Zhan and you, but I really can't do anything, I have always blamed myself. I was too young at the time, and I didn't handle a lot of things well, leaving you alone for so many years, but that was really not my intention.

Gao Zhan is very important to me, how can I not feel it little by little for so many years? How could I not love him? No matter what the circumstances, I will not leave him and I will not stop loving him. You are also very important, in my heart, I regard you as a relative, I hope you can live happily and open your heart to meet a new life! I can't give you anything but blessings. Go back to your old life as if you never met me! ”

Cheng Jia's tears still fell.

Li Ye wanted to wipe it, but put his hand down hesitantly.

Cheng Jia continued: "Sell that house, everything is disposed of!" Since you want to put it down, what are you going to do with it? How will I go back? How do you get the people around you to accept that house? What's that?

Li Ye, we're already over! You should accept it! I'm not happy if you're like this! After all, we have truly lived together, and I definitely don't want you to have a bad time! Life is so long, why torture yourself! ”

Li Ye closed his eyes. Whispered:

"How are you doing?"

"I'm doing well! You know, Gao Zhan is very good to me! ”

Li Ye looked at Cheng Jia and said with difficulty: "If I were the same age as him, I would also know how to be good to a woman, I love you no less than him, but I lost to the young!" ”

"Then you are not young now, you have experienced so much, you should know how to cherish it! Don't make the same mistake again, and then remember and regret it when you lose it! Don't miss out on the good woman who loves you!

Love can't be snatched or snatched away, but it will be lost, and no one will always hold on to the slim hope! Even if it is you, whether you admit it or not, you will never get married just because of children! We don't have to kid ourselves! To love is to love, and to end is to end! To love again is to love again.

You didn't feel sorry for me, and I didn't fail you! We should all learn to perfect ourselves! ”

Li Ye was silent.

"Are your legs better?" Cheng Jia asked softly.

Li Ye looked up, and his heart was very painful.

"You're in prison, and I've been worried that your leg injury hasn't healed yet. You see, Li Ye, I can't be indifferent to you, and you can't turn a blind eye to me, we will still worry about each other. So it's not right to say that we have nothing left, and without love, we still have this. No matter how many years have passed, you are still an important person to me, and even if we don't see each other again, everything will remain in my heart. There is no need to remember, and we have never forgotten, this is how we end! ”

Li Ye looked at Cheng Jia, in addition to being sad, he also felt happy for the first time.

Cheng Jia shed tears and said:

"Promise me, live well!"

Li Ye nodded in a choked voice.

If time can be turned back, they will definitely be braver and more mature to face the trials of life, even if they both start over again, the lives of the two people have left a trace of failure - indelible. They will carry this brand for the rest of their lives!

When we were young, we all loved purely, had unreserved longings, and looked forward to life, but the trivialities of life often turned love into a piece of chicken feathers, how beautiful it once was, how cruel it would become.

Swords and soldiers, bad words and hurtful words, you can't let us go, the real liberation is - fulfillment! The last love is - let go! Let go of your hand and let you go to a new life, let go of my hand and give me the opportunity to feel happy!

After all, the relationship between Li Ye and Cheng Jia ended by themselves.

No one can force happiness, and no one can drive away the ......