Chapter Seventy-Three: Gao Zhan's Painstaking Efforts
Shen Jialu looked at the photos on her phone: Cheng Jia and Li Ye were in tears and sat opposite each other; Cheng Jia's face was touching against the backdrop of tears......
She smiled.
With a flick of his finger, he sent it to Gao Zhan.
Gao Zhan was discussing things with Wang Yi, smiling and turning on his phone, his face grim.
Cheng Jia went to meet Li Ye, but she didn't tell herself.
Gao Zhan instantly felt his heart suffocated, and he looked carefully at the number sent to him, which was an unfamiliar number.
Who sent it? A few people flashed through my mind.
Cheng Jia is crying, she will still cry for Li Ye!
Wang Yi saw that Gao Zhan was silent, so he left under the pretext of an excuse.
Gao Zhan called Cheng Jia.
"Where are you?"
There was a horn on Cheng Jia's side.
"I'm on my way back to work, I'm driving!"
Gao Zhan let out an "oh" and said:
"Drive slowly!"
Hung up.
Cheng Jia always likes to be emotional, and does not know how to refuse the kindness or favor of others. Especially for Li Ye, she just wouldn't refuse at first, and she still couldn't learn in the end!
Cheng Jia came back soon.
Gao Zhan gave her a glass of water.
Cheng Jia drank it in one gulp.
Gao Zhan looked at her helplessly and didn't ask anything.
"You're looking for me?" Cheng Jia asked him.
"It's okay, I just saw that you weren't there, and asked where you went? It's good for you to come back, and the next time you go out and tell me, I can't find you, and sometimes I'm worried. ”
Gao Zhan said slowly.
Cheng Jia smiled: "Don't worry, I'll come back as soon as possible wherever I go, knowing that you're waiting for me!" ”
"If only you knew I was waiting for you! I'm afraid you'll get lost, I'm afraid you'll be deceived......"
Gao Zhan thought for a moment, and then suddenly changed the topic: "I handed over the merger and reorganization to Wang Yi, and this matter cannot be completed in a day or two!"
I'll take you somewhere in the afternoon, and I won't go home for dinner at noon! ”
Cheng Jia was stunned, "Don't you want to go out?" I promised the fish to come home early! ”
Gao Zhan smiled: "Don't go out!" ”
……
In the afternoon, Gao Zhan took Cheng Jia to a community, and they went up to the twelfth floor.
Gao Zhan asked Cheng Jia to close her eyes, and then she heard the sound of the door opening.
Gao Zhan took her hand into a room, turned a few corners, and stopped.
Gao Zhan hugged her from behind, put it in her ear and said:
"Open your eyes!"
Cheng Jia opened his eyes, and in front of him was a very large bed.
She looked at Gao Zhan in astonishment: "What is this?" ”
"Where we'll go on a date later!"
Cheng Jia smiled awkwardly, "We are together every day, what else do we have to date?" ”
"Isn't it dating to be together? In the company, we are special colleagues, and we have to be careful about everything we do. All eyes are on us when we get home, and there are kids who could raid at any moment! We need a two-person world! Just the two of us, this is called a conjugal space! ”
Gao Zhan took Cheng Jia's hand and came to the living room, the living room was obviously transformed, the light was very dim, one wall was made into a huge curtain wall, and next to it was the playback equipment.
The sofa is also very special, like a custom design, some like a bed, some higher than the usual sofa, and some simply spread on the floor.
Gao Zhan sat on the relatively tall sofa and said to Cheng Jia, "Come here!" ”
As soon as Cheng Jia walked over, she was dragged by Gao Zhan, and she straddled him.
"What do you think this chair is for? The springs are specially made! ”
Cheng Jia looked at it, and her face immediately turned red.
She couldn't help but smile: "Gao Zhan, you are so indecent!" ”
Gao Zhan smiled ambiguously: "How can men and women be serious?" Especially in the face of the woman you love, isn't it too scary to be serious? I am an ordinary man, I pursue worldly pleasures, and I don't need to be serious! ”
He hugged Cheng Jia in his arms, "The last time I had a quarrel with you because of Xiao Zhang, when I came out and saw Sister Liu on the stairs, I made up my mind to prepare, I always felt that we were missing something after we got married!"
Marriage must be a must, so that you belong to me completely, but marriage is also very annoying, once there is responsibility between two people, it is like setting a standard for love, there is a should or should not, there is a convention.
However, love is sensual, based on feelings, and feelings are based on the senses. Therefore, the environment and the right stimulation are necessary, and we must always take care of our love. ”
Gao Zhan held her face and said warmly:
"Cheng Jia, I'm very greedy, I want you to be my dignified and kind wife, and I want you to be a charming, comfortable and happy lover."
Cheng Jia bent his eyes to look at Gao Zhan.
"People say, color eating sex also. But you are talking about the Word. ”
"Don't you agree?"
Cheng Jia said: "Of course, of course I agree! However, I can't blatantly admit it, it's a very private issue that even my lover is ashamed to talk about! After all, the education we have received since childhood is based on cultivation and reading, poetry and etiquette, talking about moderation, loyalty and filial piety, and women should know honesty and shame, good and subtle, which is beyond my principles. However, I am not a dogmatist, and I do not approve of a stagnant relationship between husband and wife. ”
Gao Zhan smiled: "Westerners talk about freedom, what is freedom?" It is meant to be unfettered and unrestricted.
There is no such thing as completely unfettered freedom, it must conform to objective laws. I can't accept the freedom between men and women in the West, there must always be a limit to freedom, and that is respect for oneself and others. But I also don't advocate that kind of devotion, chastity. A large part of women in China lack the desire to pursue freedom, and have been in a state of repression and self-control for a long time, which can easily lead to mental deformities. Giving and giving is a virtue, but giving based on oppression is contrary to freedom and humanity, and it is also harmful to oneself and others.
I have prepared this space in the hope that you will be free to enjoy all the pleasures I can give you! Letting go of your imprisonment and disguise in front of me, we are conforming to our hearts and nature, and we are not violating public order and good customs. ”
Cheng Jia was a little embarrassed, and she pointed her hand at Gao Zhan's nose.
"You speak of these things as if they were philosophies."
Gao Zhan smiled, he kissed Cheng Jia, "Philosophy has no meaning to me, but it can help me explain life." For example, I like you based on appreciation, and I love you is much more complicated......"
Gao Zhan began to move, and Cheng Jia smiled.
"Wife, sometimes I really want to take pictures of you, but I'm afraid that others will steal it, I don't like a smile or even a tear shared by others about you."
Cheng Jia hugged Gao Zhan's face: "You often talk about the truth at the head of the way, and you do things simply and rudely!" ”
Gao Zhan laughed, "I think you like to be simple and rough!" ”
The dim light wrapped Cheng Jia in a hazy color, sexy and ambiguous, Gao Zhan suddenly felt that he had become a general with a spear in his hand, and he was going to fight on the battlefield......
Cheng Jia was like a cat with muscles and bones, paralyzed in Gao Zhan's arms, and Gao Zhan's lazy and gentle voice came:
"There is a kind of person in this world, he has two rulers, one is free to measure others, and the other is always ready to measure others, and never seriously measures himself.
You see, I'm pitiful, so people should sympathize with me, and not sympathy is the indifference of the masses. I love you, so you should love me, and if you don't love me, you will fail me. If I ask you for help, you should help me, and if you don't help you, you owe me......
That's not right, Cheng Jia! This is called indulgence, and rejection is your freedom and your right! ”
Cheng Jiasheng is like a mosquito fly: "Indulgence is their business, I don't know how others are, I always can't bear it!" Even if you suffer a loss, it is better than a loss! ”
Gao Zhan said a little eagerly: "Cheng Jia, kindness is your good quality, but you shouldn't let it become a weakness for others to take advantage of you." People talk about resonance, you are on the same frequency as him, your voice will be understood, otherwise it is noise! ”
Gao Zhan took out his mobile phone and flipped out the photos of her and Li Ye.
Cheng Jia was silent.
Gao Zhan kissed her forehead and said gently, "You have been taken advantage of!" This person sent me a photo, what did he want to get? If our relationship is not strong, where will our relationship go? I am a man, and men are sometimes more narrow about feelings, and I am not exempt from vulgarity, just because my love for you allows me to transcend this narrowness. But that doesn't mean I don't care! I care! Whether it's your love or your tears, they should all belong to me. ”
He hugged Cheng Jia tighter.
Cheng Jia opened his mouth to explain: "It was Shen Jialu who came to me, and my original intention in doing this was to free everyone." It must have been taken by Shen Jialu, only she knew that I met Li Ye! ”
Gao Zhan said: "People are not plants and trees, how can they be ruthless? It's normal for him to miss you, and you feel compassion for him, but people often lose to compassion.
All your thinking is based on your own perception - treat others as you are, and you will misjudge. Some miscalculations are harmless, while others are fatal! Because you don't know what other people are approaching you for.
Who is Shen Jialu? Why is she looking for you? Will she genuinely like you? Especially when they should have a conflict. Even if you help her, she won't be grateful to you and release a little kindness to you!
Shen Jialu has lived in a foreign country for a long time, and her way of thinking is very Western.
Westerners believe in God and think that they are all guilty, and self-guilt gives rise to self-awareness, and in her concept, people are responsible for their own actions, and if they do wrong, they will be punished, which is a sin. In her opinion, you are the party who made the mistake, you violated her rights, how can she treat you well?
On the other hand, the environment in which she was born. Shen Jialu has not participated in the company's operation much, and she was pampered and raised, and her so-called frustration may be a lack of attention. This kind of person rarely pays attention to the efforts of others, is habitually self-centered, and when her self is denied, the fault lies with others. She'll do whatever it takes! ”
Cheng Jia nodded.
looked at Gao Zhan: "I'm sorry!" I didn't think about it that much! ”
Gao Zhan hugged her: "You didn't feel sorry for me!" I just feel sorry for you and worry about you! Many people in this world are talking about love, but too much of it is hurt in the name of love.
I'm not worried that you'll empathize because I'm not going to give you that chance! A woman's loyalty should be in her heart - her man is unbeatable and willing, and I will not force you to be loyal to me! ”
Cheng Jia let out a long sigh: "I didn't want you to worry, but it was self-defeating!" ”
Gao Zhan looked at her: "We are one, we are related, no one can be alone, you can choose to face it with me in the future!" ”
Cheng Jia looked at the room and frowned.
"Gao Zhan, after saying so many high-sounding words, I actually only care about one!"
Gao Zhan looked at her with concern.
"What?"
"How many keys do you have in this room?"
"Five!"
Cheng Jia picked up the clothes, put them on quickly, and said loudly:
"Gao Zhan! I'll find someone to change the lock in a while, and only I can have the key to this room in the future! ”
Then she threw Gao Zhan's clothes to him.
- Trust is that there is no distance between the heart, and even a piece of paper cannot be inserted! And self-confidence is like sunshine, which can make people with ulterior motives in the dark have nothing to hide.