Cheng Jia returned to Ordos alone, Xiao Li stayed in Manchuria to coordinate the upgrading of the container station, and Li Ye went to the coal mine in Outer Mongolia.

Cheng Jia returned to her previous life as calm as water, going to work, accompanying her children, and dealing with different people...... She lives her life step by step every day, trying to keep smiling.

However, her heart was no longer at peace.

Cheng Jia sat on the sofa every day and watched the children run around, without expression or joy. Si Cheng lived in her house, and as soon as Cheng Jia saw him, she thought of Li Ye, and then couldn't tell what she felt in her heart......

She began to wipe the stones that Gao Zhan had collected again, endlessly, over and over again, taking out all the stones and wiping them.

When the stone was finished, she went to the gym for a frantic run, and only stopped when she was exhausted and sweaty.

She sat on the bench and thought back to the past when she and Gao Zhan wiped each other's sweat. As soon as my nose was sore, tears fell uncontrollably.

She slowly approached the bicycle, removed the white cloth covering it, and pressed the bicycle bell again and again.

"Ringing, ringing! Dear Ms. Cheng Jia......"

Gao Zhan is gentle and gentle in his mind, and his smile is gentle......

With tears in her eyes, she continued to hold on.

Gao Zhan's broad shoulders seem to be right in front of him, but he can never touch them - the most painful thing in the world is that he still loves him, but he can't have it or touch it!

Cheng Jia's heart was depressed, she pressed it hard and quickly, and her tears couldn't stop rolling down......

Sister Liu opened the door and saw the crying Cheng Jia, and quietly closed it again.

Cheng Jia continued to press and kept pressing, wanting to press out the thoughts in his heart and the boredom for no reason. She listened to the bell as if she was running, and Gao Zhan followed behind her. Cheng Jia closed her eyes, feeling Gao Zhan's body temperature, smell, and smile...... She didn't want to open her eyes, everything would disappear when she opened her eyes, and she would be alone again. The loneliness of losing a lover, the loneliness that cannot be discharged, the bottomless loneliness of the middle of the night, can only be understood after experiencing it!

Cheng Jia cried enough, and walked back to the bedroom slowly. Sitting on the bed, he habitually picked up Gao Zhan's pajamas, and Li Ye's words echoed in his ears:

"And what do you want? Living with a cloud of air? Spend the night looking at his clothes? ”

She gasped for air, looked at the dress, grabbed it like crazy, and threw it on the ground desperately.

She cried in her heart: "Gao Zhan, I hate you!" If you say go, you're really leaving, what's the use of me holding my clothes? That's not you! I don't have a husband, I'm living in an empty shell, I'm alone every day, I have to pretend to be strong, I want to pretend to be happy, but where are you? You're so bad, you made me forget you, but you left me! ”

Cheng Jia hugged her head and cried.

Gao Cheng heard his mother's cry and walked in, and he hugged the crying Cheng Jia.

"Mom!"

Gao Cheng only screamed, and didn't speak again, just silently wept.

Cheng Jia hugged Gao Cheng, crying so presumptuously for the first time in this family.

The workers, the nanny, and the housekeeper downstairs all heard her cry, and they didn't say a word.

Sicheng heard the cry and squatted in the corner with Gao Miao. He took out the phone number that Li Ye had left for him.

"Daddy!"

Li Ye heard his son's voice and said with a smile: "Sicheng! Do you miss your dad? ”

Faintly, Li Ye heard Cheng Jia's cry, and it became louder and louder. Si Cheng climbed to the door of Cheng Jia's bedroom on the second floor with the phone and continued:

"Dad, when are you coming back? Auntie is crying loudly! I'm a little scared, I miss you! ”

Li Ye heard Cheng Jia's crying, and his heart was in turmoil. He calmed down a little and comforted Sicheng.

"You and the fish can go back to the room, you guys have fun! Auntie will be fine in a while, don't be afraid. Dad will be back soon! ”

Li Ye also wanted to say that Si Cheng had already hung up the phone.

He wanted to fight back, but hesitantly gave up.

Li Ye felt that his heart was like a knife, and Cheng Jia sounded so sad! He regretted leaving her a little, at least not in a huff. But how could he comfort her? There is an insurmountable hurdle between him and Cheng Jia, and that hurdle is another person's life and death! In the past, Gao Zhan was alive, and he could still fight and fight with him, but he died. No matter how determined she is, she loves Cheng Jia well, so that she doesn't remember Gao Zhan, she must have that opportunity. Cheng Jia closed his heart to death, rejecting all outsiders, if he wasn't Cheng Jia's ex-husband, he might not even be able to hear a word of her sincerity, and he wouldn't have a chance to get close to her.

Li Ye took the cigarette in annoyance and took a big sip. After a few puffs, he pressed it out again, called the driver and said, "Let's leave now, can we catch the earliest plane back......

Cheng Jia's tears dried up and stopped crying. She looked at Gao Cheng in her arms, looked at his eyes that were exactly the same as Gao Zhan, and said, "I'm sorry, son!" Mom is not scared of you! It's mom that's bad! ”

Suddenly, she saw her discarded pajamas and rushed over to pick them up.

Gao Cheng cried and wiped her tears: "Mom! I'm not afraid! What more do we need to fear than losing our father? I just want you to live happily, and I think dad thinks so too! Mom, why are you crying so sadly? ”

Cheng Jia felt that there were thousands of words and there was no way to speak, so she carefully smoothed Gao Zhan's pajamas. Whispered:

"Son, grow up quickly! Grow up and be as good as your dad! That's when mom was happy! I love you, son! Mommy can do anything for you! You're my dad and me's only son! Any mom can not care! ”

Elevation said, "I don't need you to do anything for me!" I just want you to be happy, I want you to be the happy mother you used to be! I promised Daddy to take care of you! ”

Cheng Jia sniffed and nodded......

For several days, Cheng Jia was in an extremely depressed mood.

Xiao Li called, and Cheng Jia picked it up.

Maybe something happened to the upgrade of the container station? - she thought.

"Cheng Jia! Oh no, Li Ye had a car accident there, several cars collided in a row, and someone died! ”

Cheng Jia was cold, she stood up and asked loudly, "Is there any news from Li Ye?" Are you sure it's his car? ”

"They must have been the ones who crashed! The photos of the car were passed to me, but there were a lot of injured people, it was a bus that hit a sheep, and then overturned, the car behind it overturned, some fell into the river, the casualties were very large, the signal there was not good, I couldn't get through to the mobile phone of the person over there! The person sent to check it out couldn't be contacted! I don't know who died, who was injured, and I don't know what happened to Mr. Li? ”

Cheng Jia felt that the world was spinning, and she collapsed beside the table all of a sudden.

"Li Ye! He'll be fine! ”

Cheng Jia muttered to herself, but fear had taken over her limbs, she had lost Gao Zhan, and she definitely couldn't stand this taste for the second time.

At this moment, she suddenly felt that nothing mattered, as long as Li Ye didn't leave him, he would give him whatever he wanted! She can't afford to lose anymore!

Cheng Jia immediately trembled his hands and called the office: "Book a ticket to Ulaanbaatar immediately." ”

After a while, the office called back and told her that there was no ticket. Cheng Jia yelled: "Then charter a plane!" I don't care what you do? I'm going to get there as soon as possible, don't tell me anything difficult! Tell me the results directly! ”

Cheng Jia hung up the phone and sat on the chair in pain, her hands trembling violently, and she covered her face helplessly.

When Gao Zhan left her, she chose to be brave, but in the end she was powerless to fight fate.

She loves Gao Zhan, but Gao Zhan has left him for more than a thousand days. How sweet it used to be, how sad it was for more than a thousand days and nights. If there is no Li Ye, Cheng Jia will not be able to survive at all, no matter whether she loves Li Ye or not, Cheng Jia knows at this moment that she can't lose him anymore......

A day later, Cheng Jia arrived in Ulaanbaatar. She doesn't know English, and the Russian that Cheng Jia learned in school won't come in handy here! The world was full of languages she didn't understand, and all the unfamiliar faces came into view.

Someone from the international trading company came to pick up Cheng Jia, his Mandarin was very bad, they communicated for a long time, but Cheng Jia still couldn't understand what he was saying.

Cheng Jia took a photo of him, sent it back to the company to confirm that it was the person who picked him up, and scolded the director of the office for not arranging a translator for him.

It was almost dark before she got into the car.

The driver wanted to take her to dinner, and she told him to go directly to Li Ye, and they talked for a long time.

The driver took Cheng Jia to the hospital, Cheng Jia looked at the unfamiliar words all over the hospital, and saw the whiteness of her eyes, and she was particularly helpless - the most hated place in her life was the hospital.

Was Li Ye seriously injured or what? It shouldn't be dead, otherwise how would it be in the hospital.

The driver patted her, motioned for her to wait, and walked away. Cheng Jia looked around for the medical guidance desk, but he didn't pay attention to these at all.

She walked to the medical guidance desk and tried to communicate and ask how to inquire about Li Ye's information.

The staff couldn't understand her, and she was confused, and Cheng Jia was so anxious that she cried.

There was finally a person next to her who could understand her, and he helped Cheng Jia ask Li Ye about her ward.

The doctor told Cheng Jia: There is no information about Li Ye!

Cheng Jia was helpless and anxious, she planned to look for it one by one. When I turned around, I realized that the driver was gone......

She has been in the hospital for a long time, and she has found all the places she can find in different departments, outpatient clinics, emergency departments, inpatient departments, and even examination rooms, and there is no Li Ye anywhere.

Cheng Jia cried in fear: Could it be that Li Ye is dead? Why did the driver drop her off here and leave?

Cheng Jia hadn't eaten for a day, and at this time she was a little dizzy and felt that the soles of her feet were soft. She wanted to call the company and ask if she had contacted Li Ye, but she couldn't find her phone.

Cheng Jia was very sad: she came so far because she was anxious to find Li Ye, but now she doesn't even know his life and death, what if Li Ye dies? Cheng Jia whimpered and squatted on the ground.

The more she cried, the more sad she became: I knew that she would be nicer to Li Ye in Manchuria? He said it so sincerely, but he didn't say a clear word or give a response! I was sad that I couldn't get Gao Zhan's love, but I was so cruel to Li Ye who was in the same situation! Thinking that he has never been able to let go of himself and has always loved himself, Cheng Jia regrets it! Gao Zhan has left, what is she still clinging to? Li Ye almost went bankrupt for her, and indirectly because she was in prison, if this is not love, what else does she want?

Cheng Jia thought of Li Sicheng, and beat her chest even more sadly, Gao Cheng and Gao Miao have no father, what should Sicheng do? If he hadn't made Li Ye angry, he might not have come to Mongolia, and maybe he wouldn't have had a car accident. Thinking about it, after he met Li Ye, he didn't bring him any good things, his marriage failed, his child was miscarried, his company was damaged, he was imprisoned for a few years, and he divorced......

She was so ashamed of Li Ye.

Gao Zhan died, Li Ye never gave up, and dragged her back from the death line, but he was so cruel to him!

Cheng Jia thought of his painful eyes when he saw Li Ye for the last time, and felt a pain in his heart.

Li Ye said that he was terrible, indeed terrible! Why him off? Why let him leave in a fit of rage? Why don't you call him and coax him? Knowing that Li Ye has a bad temper, why did he come up?

Cheng Jia simply cried loudly.

The people in the hospital thought that Cheng Jia had died and wanted to try to talk to her, but she just cried and couldn't listen to anything.

Everyone gathered around her and talked about it.