Chapter 100: Let go of the past

Li Ye suffered only minor abrasions in the accident, but the driver broke his leg, and they traveled for a long time before being admitted to the hospital in Ulaanbaatar.

His mobile phone was broken, and Li Ye couldn't remember the number stored in it for a while. After settling the driver, he contacted the company through the police and found the number. He called Cheng Jia as soon as possible, but he didn't get through. Li Ye called Xiao Li again, and Xiao Li told him: He was not with Cheng Jia, and Cheng Jia learned of his accident and had chartered a plane to Ulaanbaatar.

Because he had to take care of the driver, Li Ye arranged for someone from the company to pick up Cheng Jia. The company told him again that someone had been sent to pick him up.

Li Ye waited for a long time, but he didn't wait for Cheng Jia, he called Cheng Jia anxiously, but no one answered. He called the driver who picked her up, and the driver actually told him that he was separated from Cheng Jia!

Li Ye was so anxious, he called Cheng Jia over and over again, and finally got through, what made him collapse was that it was the driver who answered the phone, and he told Li Ye: Cheng Jia left his mobile phone in the car!

Li Ye was simply crazy, he scolded: "Cheng Jia, you are a complete fool!" ”

Li Ye found the driver, asked where they were separated lastly, and then went to check the hospital's surveillance. He saw Cheng Jia crying and asking for his information, and his heart hurt very much!

Cheng Jia is a shrunken turtle: she cares about herself, but she has never dared to admit it!

Li Ye quickly ran to find Cheng Jia.

In the distance, he saw a group of people around the entrance of the inpatient department, guessing that Cheng Jia might be there, and when he got closer, he immediately heard a cry - Cheng Jia's cry.

Li Ye hurriedly squeezed in: Cheng Jia squatted on the ground, lowered his head and cried loudly.

He took a tissue and squatted down in distress and anger.

"Chairman Cheng, what's the use of you crying? How about contacting the embassy? ”

Cheng Jia cried so loudly that she didn't hear what he said.

Li Ye approached her and said, "Li Ye may be dead!" ”

Cheng Jia was even more sad when she heard that she was dead, and she cried hysterically.

Then, she stopped and looked up.

Cheng Jia saw Li Ye, she stood up all of a sudden, and Li Ye also stood up.

Due to crying, Cheng Jia's vision was a little blurred, and she gave Li Ye a hammer hard, and her red eyes opened wide.

When she confirmed it, she threw herself into Li Ye's arms all of a sudden.

She hugged him tightly and cried loudly: "I thought you were dead!" ”

Li Ye hugged Cheng Jia with a smile, and his hand gently rubbed her back: "Okay, don't be afraid!" I'm here! I'm fine! ”

The people around saw them hugging each other, some continued to watch the excitement, and some left.

Li Ye patted Cheng Jia lightly and said gently, "Don't cry!" They're all looking at us! How can you cry so much! ”

Cheng Jia sobbed and raised his head, looked at Li Ye's face full of stubble, and touched the gauze on his forehead.

"Where did you get hurt?"

Li Ye looked at her red, slightly swollen eyes, held her face, and covered her chest with a smile.

"It's hurt here!"

Cheng Jia nervously wanted to untie her shirt, but was pulled by Li Ye.

He held Cheng Jia's hand in the palm of his hand and said softly:

"I lost my heart, and I just got it back!"

Cheng Jia looked at him and couldn't react to what he said for a while.

Li Ye smiled and hugged Cheng Jia.

Cheng Jia exclaimed: "Li Ye, you are still injured!" Put me down! You are crazy? ”

Li Ye put Cheng Jia down.

"I'm crazy! It's been crazy for a long time! ”

He held Cheng Jia's face and slowly approached her lips, Cheng Jia's lips were cold and soft, and Li Ye bit them gently.

Cheng Jia was a little embarrassed, her hand was on Li Ye's chest, pushing him.

Li Ye smiled: "I know you love me, it's okay if you don't say it!" Someday you'll say it, but I'm going to say – I love you! ”

Cheng Jia's tears came again, and Li Ye kissed Cheng Jia without mercy until he sucked all the air in her mouth.

Cheng Jia was a little physically exhausted, she didn't eat for a day, and she ran all over the hospital, crying just now.

"Li Ye, I feel a little black in front of my eyes!"

Cheng Jia said weakly.

Li Ye picked her up, "It's okay!" I'm here! I'll take you to dinner and rest! ”

Cheng Jia smiled, she hugged Li Ye's neck tightly, and leaned her face against his chest.

Li Ye's heart was beating very steadily, and at this moment, Cheng Jia was finally relieved.

Li Ye ordered a sugary drink for Cheng Jia, quickly replenished the sugar for her, they had a simple meal, went to buy a few changes of clothes, and went to the hotel to rest.

Cheng Jia didn't speak, she had a lot to say, but when she saw Li Ye, she suddenly felt that she had nothing to say.

Opening the door, Cheng Jia walked in.

Li Ye looked at her and felt that the thoughts in his heart were like a fire in the prairie fire, which had overflowed and could not be controlled.

He picked up Cheng Jia, put her on the table, and then put Cheng Jia's leg on his waist with his hand.

"Cheng Jia, remember? We used to do this a lot! You're like an otter! ”

Cheng Jia smiled, at this moment, looking at Li Ye completely, she felt very satisfied, and she didn't want to think about anything else.

Having mustered up enough courage and seemed to have made up his mind, Cheng Jia looked at Li Ye, who was face to face with him, and slowly closed his eyes.

Her long eyelashes formed a silhouette, her lips were slightly open, and her chest rose and fell violently. Li Ye felt that Cheng Jia at this moment was very moving, he couldn't wait to kiss her, he first sucked gently, then gnawed, and finally drove straight in, tossing and turning......

Li Ye hugged Cheng Jia's waist hard and hugged her very tightly, and his breathing gradually became shorter. With a turn, Li Ye hugged Cheng Jia on the bed.

Cheng Jia's face was slightly red, her lips were swollen and plump from Li Ye's bite, and her long hair was spread on the bed - even more enchanting. Cheng Jia looked at Li Ye affectionately, smiling, and a tear slipped silently from the corner of her eye:

Love exists, it will not disappear, even if it is separated, it is also a palm print of memory - indelible. Their fate, once they meet, is a lifelong entanglement - until death. Cheng Jia doesn't want to care about any antecedents, and he doesn't want to care about any consequences, at the moment, he will be happy, and he will not be lonely!

Li Ye hugged Cheng Jia, like holding a lost treasure. He cautiously kissed the weak and boneless Cheng Jia under him. He can't let go or forget, those thoughts that can't be diluted and eat him day and night have unconsciously become a belief, if he doesn't insist, he will regret it for life.

Li Ye slowly took off Cheng Jia's clothes, his love was out of control, surging and unstoppable, he held Cheng Jia's hand, and took her to gallop and run together, and they overlapped together to chase the beautiful fireworks that bloomed......

In life, there are always people coming and going, and sometimes life is more desolate than the desert. Because, people who come and go don't know each other's hearts, and if you say it, no one may be listening seriously; Those who listen may not understand it; Those who listen and understand may not agree; Those who agree may not be willing to follow; Those who are willing to follow may not have a beginning and an end. You can see fake happiness everywhere, you can meet confused loneliness everywhere, and there are too many self-deception and self-talk in life.

It is a great luck to meet the person you love in your life: all the confiding will have an echo, all the things in your heart are understood, all the efforts have meaning, and the companionship of each other is not for companionship, not for warmth, but for happiness!

There are too many people who don't understand, don't cling to it, but choose to compromise, choose to compromise, and then at a certain stage of life, suddenly realize that they missed it - it's difficult to continue! There is no need to look back, and I feel that life has long been unrecognizable and irretrievable.

They are not as brave as Li Ye, they will never regret it if they love, and they will never look back if they still love......

With Li Ye's low roar, Cheng Jia felt a warm current surging in his heart. She gently touched Li Ye's shoulder with her hot fingertips, rubbing back and forthβ€”she was no longer alone tonight: alone guarding the long night, alone watching the distant dawn.

Looking around, the lights were dim, and the night outside the window seemed to be far and near, like a black curtain, wrapping Cheng Jia tightly layer by layer, she felt that all the fatigue seemed to have a home, and her body had a support.

People just like their own difficulties, in fact, all the persistence, obstacles are their own troubles, life to this place to pursue this place of integrity, let go of the past, will have tomorrow. When everything forced Cheng Jia to face her situation, she honestly found that everything was nothing more than that! Cheng Jia felt relieved, and he was much more relaxed.

Li Ye hugged her and whispered softly in her ear: "Cheng Jia, I love you!" ”

Cheng Jia kissed him without words......

At this moment, she remembered Mu Xin's poem - "Once Upon a Time Slow", which contained a sentence: "The sun has become slow in the past/Cars, horses, and mail are slow/A lifetime is only enough to love one person." ”

The memory itself has long been shattered, more than a thousand days and nights, it has dimmed too much, time is too ruthless, it tears the past, dilutes the thoughts, and cuts off the whispering grind of the past......

In Cheng Jia's heart, the old time has been infinitely extended, and the beautiful fragments have long been slowed down, stagnated into eternity, and frozen forever. She should lock them in her memories, because she can't go back: she can't! There's no going back!

At this moment, although Cheng Jia is reluctant to let go of the past, she wants to cherish the present even more.

……

Li Ye hugged her tightly, his face was close to his own, Cheng Jia felt that her body was very warm, she was completely relaxed and fell asleep like this for the first time in many years.

In the morning, Li Ye woke up very early, this is his habit for many years, since he divorced Cheng Jia, Li Ye has never slept lazy, he hates a person's bed, work will make him forget his anxiety and loneliness.

But today, he was reluctant to get up, Cheng Jia's sleeping appearance was still like in his memory - like a baby, she was completely and truly in his arms, and Li Ye felt that he was like a dream.

Cheng Jia sighed, opened his eyes and woke up, those big eyes flickered, black and white, and the light was shining.

Cheng Jia blushed when she saw Li Ye looking at herself.

"What are you doing looking at me so close?"

Li Ye kissed her: "Cheng Jia, I'm recalling the way you cried and looked for me yesterday!" ”

"How do you know I'm crying for you?"

"I've turned on the monitor! How could I be as stupid as you! ”

"Li Ye, don't call me stupid in the future, don't you know? Stupid people are most afraid of being stupid! ”

Li Ye smiled: "However, you stupid person makes me feel very happy!" ”

Cheng Jia said: "I'm not happy! I'm scared to death! There are some things I really can't bear anymore, and just thinking about it is already going to collapse! ”

"Say you love me! Say you care about me! Cheng Jia, I want to hear it! Li Ye's voice was low and charming.

Cheng Jia lowered his eyelids and said slowly, "Li Ye! You know I never tell lies! Until now, I don't know what love really is. All I know is that I want to be with you, and I want to spend the rest of our lives with you! I feel happy and happy with you! In my heart, even though you have so many hats, you have a bad temper, but I still feel that with you, everyone else is bleak! ”

Li Ye looked at Cheng Jia and said, "That's enough!" ”

He kissed Cheng Jia.

Outside, the world began to wake up, and there was a hustle and bustle; Inside, the curtains are swaying like nothing, and the warmth is restrictive.