Chapter 14: My First Love Can't Be So Short
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"If you are full of other people's opinions about you all day long, if you even speculate about what other people think about us, then no matter how talented you are, no matter how powerful you are, it will not help. Because fear and jealousy are the deadliest and most skillful weapons of human beings, you will be seen as a lonely monster, isolated and completely isolated......"
"Therefore, you have to learn to ignore them, let us ignore them completely, and turn a deaf ear to all their whispering and doubts, denunciations, fears, and hatreds behind our backs, without even thinking about them. β
"But if you can't stand this loneliness, then do something that everyone agrees with, of course, you have to remember that it's not that being the Hokage will be recognized by everyone, but being recognized by everyone will become a ...... Well, I didn't say that. I mean, if you wake up and suddenly become the legitimate emperor of a long-dormant interstellar civilization, then you should learn to sell cuteness, learn to play soy sauce, learn to complain, learn to embarrassment, learn to shake off the festival, and then save the worlds by the way. Then people will think, 'I don't know who this sad soy sauce man is, but he seems to be very powerful,' and then they will start liking you, because although you are strong, you are essentially a passerby soy sauce man. After all, the success of people with disabilities is usually less likely to be jealous, because they are flawed, and people are happy to tolerate their success and harem without inviting FFF groups. β
"Of course, if you can't make everyone like you, you can also make them fear you. β
"How? For a person to die only needs to destroy their body, and to make a person afraid is to play with his soul. β
"Playing with the souls of a few people, you are scum, Nobita, villains, Athena, Nasu mushrooms. β
"Playing with the souls of the whole world, you are the leader, the mentor, the tyrant, the big bald, the god-emperor Yuri. β
"The specific method? This kind of thing can only be profound if you have to experience it yourself. Go play gaLgame, play between all the characters, and meditate on the rules of manipulating people's hearts...... Find it from there, play with the soul of a qiΔ, let the world dance at your fingertips, and then you can decide whether to let it please you or you ruin it. β
There is no doubt that the girl who instigated me to play gaLgame when I was thirteen years old was the culprit who led me down the path of shaking and belly maniac, and people who have been trembling under my glasses for the past three years should be grateful to her.
- Find the ...... from gaLgame to play everyone badly Ahem, the way to play between the palms.
But I don't know her name - yes, I guess it's a passer-by in my life that I met occasionally. It was only a little bit of a chance encounter, and she acted as my listener, listening to my troubles, and making such a suggestion.
A young and beautiful girl who was dressed in a strange classical and seductive dress, with a strange hat, with long golden hair, holding a small umbrella, and always smiling, was a friend, but she did not even exchange her name.
...... I don't know what's going on.,My brain always compulsively emphasizes the word "young" when I recall that person.,Really.,That kind of beautiful girl of Cheng dΓΉ should have been at a good age.γ
The beautiful young lady disappeared after saying the last sentence, like an unrestrained wind, and as soon as it blew, it dissipated. Although I would never forget something if I wanted to, but over the years, my brain has been constantly deceiving me under the manipulation of my subconscious, and gradually modified the girl of the year into a different appearance, like a dream woven in my heart, more and more perfect, so perfect that I realized that it was an illusion, but when I came back to my senses, I had forgotten what she was - this is really a regrettable thing, you know, I haven't seen her for several years.
I reminisced about the past in my conversation with her, and then lamented my false memories - if I just followed her advice when I first played gaLgame, now it's something like my instinct, and it gives me pleasure when I play with people's hearts. Playing gaLgame has become a daily habit rather than a task, and whether or not I will go down the path of making the world dance for me in the future, in short, I have found a way forward, and in this regard, that young lady is really my mentor in life.
There's actually nothing wrong with being a shaky and black-bellied man...... Except that it is embarrassing to not find a girlfriend.
Now that I think about it, I have been doing this for three years because of her mention yì and taking this as the direction of my life, and I am afraid that I started my first love for a few minutes at the age of thirteen...... But it's a pity that I haven't seen her since.
On the way back home from Mizuno Game Store, I kept thinking about the relevant memories, but unfortunately, the memories that were originally very few have been changed beyond recognition by the subconscious modifications over the years.
I went back to the room and turned on the computer, and the mouse stayed on the icon of sao for a while, but finally I didn't click on it, and I took out the three copies of gaLgame that I bought today. The next task is to clear the level, collect all the elements, write reviews and experiences, decipher and scan the contents of the disc into the portable hard drive, repackage the disc - and then send the reviews to the game magazine that I have been working with, and then sell the repackaged game with the reviews and hearts I wrote to the wronged boss who has been in contact with me for ten times the price, and finally I will receive a lot of remuneration and purchase money, usually dozens of times the cost of the game purchase. These will be used as private funds for personal spending, such as buying new games, buying new game consoles, buying new mobile hard drives, and lending the capital of loan sharks, buying people's hearts and minds for small profits...... And so on and so forth.
For Xueba, there are actually many ways to make money, and loan sharking is just my hobby. In fact, if you lend money to Sakata Ginpachi, you can't get it back, but the original purpose of this money is to buy pleasure, the pleasure of debt collection.
- By the way, the big man who always likes to buy the games I played and the experience I wrote down at a high price seems to be an excellent girl, although I haven't really met, but the chat and letter exchange on the Internet, whether it is from the other party's words and sentences or Juanxiu's handwriting, you can see her extraordinary, the only thing that makes people speechless is her terrifying painting skills, a scary guy who can draw a small round face as Stallone...... And it looks like the eldest lady of a famous family, such a guy is actually an otaku, which is really strange.
Twelve o'clock, go to bed.
I put my pen down, and I was used to stream of consciousness instead of Mizu's book, thinking in my head, and writing under my hand - I picked up the scratch paper full of drawings and threw it in the box next to me, I stretched and took off my glasses.
The last thing that flashed in my mind was the figure of the parasol in the purple dress, and I fell into a deep sleep.
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