Zhang Xu forced me to lean against the kitchen cabinet, and I leaned there motionless and waited for him to do something. When he saw that I didn't move, didn't speak, and didn't resist, he forced the hand holding the knife into my neck again, giving me a sense of oppression, but I didn't move or resist. I closed my eyes and didn't think about anything.

Probably not scaring me, he was a little discouraged and took his hand off the knife. He also took away the hand that was holding my neck. I saw that he had taken his hands away, and went straight into the house. I don't want to see him again. But he followed me into the bedroom.

When I saw him come in, I said to him, "Get me out." ”

"I'm not going out, this is your home? This is my home, and the land on which you stand is mine, and the house I have built. ”

I don't want to say this useless to him, because as soon as I say it, I repeat it again. He said that he built the house, and I said that I spent all the money on living expenses, and this house also has my share. So we started to talk endlessly about who the house should be. I'm really tired of saying things like that, again and again, endlessly.

'You said it was yours, and gave it to you?' I'll go, give it to you, I'm not going to live, it's all right. I said. I was so tired that I didn't want to dwell on him anymore. So I wanted to go out, and I thought it would be better to stay in a hotel than to live here.

I was about to get dressed and go out, but when he saw that I was leaving, he didn't let me go, he closed the door, blocked the door with his body, and said that he wouldn't let me go.

"You don't want me to stay here, don't you let me stay here, can't I go?" I said to him. Now I'm so angry that I really don't want to look at him.

"You go, you sign now, and say that this house is mine. You sign. He said to me.

I ignored him.

So he said loudly, "Are you signing it upside down?" Didn't you say you didn't want this house? Then why don't you sign it? “

By this time, my heart was already unbearable. Again, I shouted loudly, "Get the hell out of here." “

"Who are you letting go? Shameless things, it's you who should roll. This is the door of our old Zhang family, not the door of your old Ji family, why don't you stay here? "He kept scolding me, he kept scolding, and finally I couldn't hear anything clearly, I just felt my head buzzing. Rapid heartbeat. My legs were a little weak, so I squatted down a little bit.

Zhang Xu was a little scared when he saw my change, and he stopped scolding me like he did just now. He said to me, "Ji Wenli, what's wrong with you?" “

At this point, I felt that it was difficult to breathe, and I put my hands behind my stomach, gasping for breath, and my body squatted down little by little.

Zhang Xu may have been really scared. I heard the anxiety in his voice: "Ji Wenli, what's wrong with you?" Are you okay? “

I finally collapsed, and I couldn't hear what he said. When I didn't live with Zhang Xu before, I didn't have this problem. Since living with Zhang Xu, I have been angry again and again, scared again and again, so that I have this problem, I am angry, and I am in a hurry, I am about to faint.

I don't know what Zhang Xu said again. I can't remember exactly how I got into bed. But don't ask, it was Zhang Xu who got me idle, as for how he got to bed, I don't know.

I don't know how long it took, but I slowly woke up. I knew I was alive again, waking up again. But I was the same as before, although I was awake, but knowing that he was around, I didn't want to open my eyes, I didn't want to look at him.

Probably Zhang Xu didn't know that I woke up yet. He just sat on the edge of my bed and babbled something. I heard him say, "Wen Li, I don't want to do this either, but I can't help it. I've really cornered you. You said that you still ask me for money for the house, how can I still give you money? I have less than a thousand dollars left in my card now. With such a small amount of money, I still have to pay electricity bills and live. The old lady, I want to eat this today, I want to eat that tomorrow, and today she said that I would buy her pastries from Daoxiang Village. You say, now my bank card is frozen. I can't buy anything I want to. Next month, I won't even be able to pay my electricity bill. I can't touch the money on my phone, how can I pay the electricity bill? You say, "Didn't you force me to death?" It's because of you that my family has been torn apart. Do you say I owe you in my last life? “

I knew what he meant by me tearing my family apart. It was because I shared the house with him that his daughter ignored him. But do you blame me? Shouldn't I want something I should have? Are you angry just because you can't occupy someone else's house? What kind of bullshit logic is this?

I listened to what he said, didn't want to answer him, and let him keep talking. I don't know if he noticed that I was awake. I just listened to him continue to say endlessly: "Wen Li, wake up." As soon as I heard him say this, I understood, and he still thought I wasn't awake. Yes, he is the kind of person who wants to die to save face, and if he knew that I was awake, he probably wouldn't have said these things to me again. Maybe only when I can't hear him will he dare to say it.

He continued: "Wen Li, I know that you are doing better than me now, you can buy whatever you want, but I can't. I have to spend all the money I have. Since you're doing well, shouldn't you push me like that? Anyway, we are both husband and wife, why do you want to force me like this? ”

Oh, he also knows that husband and wife are a couple. What kind of life have I had in the past two years? Except for running to the court and going to the hospital, I hardly did anything else except these two places. He thought I was doing well. Didn't he cause all my suffering? Now you actually tell me what a day husband and wife 100 days?

As soon as he heard these words from him, those who did not know him did not know how kind he was. But in reality? I know he's having a hard time right now. But who is responsible for all this? He caused it all by himself. His own pain is of his own making, and all my pain is caused by his own hand.

I don't want to listen to him anymore. So I slowly opened my eyes and said to him calmly, 'You go, I want to be quiet.' "I was obviously happy to see that I was awake. He said excitedly, "Wen Li, are you awake?" Are you hungry? I'm going to cook for you. ”

"I'm not hungry, and I don't want to eat, you go, you leave me alone for a while." Once again, I let him go.

He didn't say anything more, but really went out. When I saw him go out, my heart felt a little better. But I still didn't want to move, I just wanted to lie there quietly for a while, so I closed my eyes again and lay there quietly.

Zhang Xu went out for a while, then came in again, he took a bowl of noodles in his hand, and said to me: "Wen Li, you get up and eat something, I cooked a bowl of noodles for you, and put two eggs." You're tired from a day, you must be hungry, hurry up and eat some. With that, he put the bowl on the computer desk next to my bed.