I opened my eyes and looked at them and said, "I'm not hungry, I'm not eating, you can take it away." ”

"Wen Li, you can eat something, how can you not be hungry after a day's work? Today I was wrong, and I apologize to you. Forgive me. If you don't beat me, you can beat me however you want, and I will never fight back. Zhang Xu said, actually dragging my hand to hit him.

This scene has been repeated many times, so it's not new. When I hadn't divorced Zhang Xu before, every time he beat me, this scene would be staged.

"You go, I want to sleep." I say. Actually, I'm really sleepy. Because when I cry, I get sleepy. When I was beaten by Zhang Xu before, as long as I was angry and crying, I would be sleepy. Zhang Xu did look sleepy when he saw me. So he said to me, "Okay, then I'll go, but you'll have to eat and sleep." "Seeing that he cares about me now, if an outsider sees it, he must think that Zhang Xu is such a good husband? How much does this look like a considerate husband caring for his wife? Maybe some people will envy me for having such a good husband.

But what is the truth? In fact, he is not my husband, he is an ex-husband who has hurt me the most. I know in my heart that all Zhang Xu's consideration for me is purposeful, and what he is most afraid of now is that I call the police. If he doesn't say it, I can guess it. Because I know him too well. He is now in trouble by himself and is afraid, so he tries to redeem himself.

I didn't say anything more, but closed my eyes and stopped talking.

Zhang Xu left, and as soon as he walked to the door, he came back again, and dragged the quilt on my body again, covering all sides of my body tightly, for fear that I would be cold. Then I didn't forget to turn off the bedroom light for me before I went out.

I heard him walk out and close the door, and I opened my eyes again. Although I opened my eyes, it was dark in front of me, because Zhang Xu had already turned off the lights for me. I was in the darkness with my eyes open. I'm sleepy now, but I can't sleep, so I can only keep my eyes open and think about things.

I want to go back to my hometown right now. Back to my son Bo's house, where I can live forever. Bo said that if I wanted to live there, I would stay with him, give me his house, and he would buy another one. If I don't want to live there, he'll buy me a small house. He knew I didn't have any money right now, so he said he was going to buy me a house.

I know that Xiaobo has some money in his hand, but that is also the child's own hard work, I didn't give him any money, how can I ask him to buy me a house? Why are you embarrassed to live in his house? So I resisted the urge to go back to my hometown right away.

Also, I can't take leave now, what should I do with my children? The child's grandmother has always been in poor health. If I take a leave of absence, she may not be able to take it with her. Therefore, no matter how wronged I am, no matter what, I just can't ask for leave. Not just for the sake of others, but also for myself, because I can't lose my job.

Although Zhang Xu didn't hit me, he just used a knife to scare me, but the damage and blow to me was not small. I didn't just make him so angry that he didn't fall asleep for half the night. is even more injured on his body and face. I don't know how it hurt, but there were a few small cracks on my hands, and a little scratch on my forehead. I don't even know how.

I didn't find out until the next day at work. And the eyes are also swollen. Seeing this, I was a little worried, I was afraid that the child's grandmother would ask me how I was hurt. I don't want to talk about such a humiliating thing.

But to my relief, the child's grandmother did not ask me about the source of these wounds. In fact, even if people don't ask, I don't say it, people can probably guess a few points. Because my eyes are still swollen.

But that didn't affect me with my children, I put all my attention on them, and I wouldn't let them slip through the cracks. The teacher we talked about once told us a story about an aunt who was taking care of the children at home, because the younger brother of the family called her and said that her husband had lost all the money in the family and owed a lot of debts. Didn't concentrate on taking small children. As a result, because the child was crying, she was in a bad mood and was too annoyed, so she threw the child on the bed. The child fell asleep after a while. She didn't care. In fact, what she didn't know was that the child was thrown into the bed like she did, and she didn't know where it was, it seemed to be asleep, but it was actually fainting. She didn't notice it either, just because she wasn't concentrating. The result was that the child was sent to the hospital for rescue and was not rescued, the child died, and the child's mother went crazy. This aunt also went to jail.

This is a true story that happened in our company, and it hasn't been around for long. When I heard this story, I made up my mind that I must concentrate all my energy on raising the children, so that something similar would not happen and cause a tragedy.

So whatever happens to me at home. It won't affect my work. After a long day at work, I sat on the bus on my way to work and remembered what happened the night before.

I thought back to what Zhang Xu said, and then thought of what happened to him recently, and I knew that he really couldn't come up with the money. Although it was said to be a few thousand yuan, it was not a problem for him at all before, but in the past few years, he has been penniless. There is also a lot of debt.

It's just a few thousand dollars, forget it, although I don't have any money, but now that I have a job, it's not difficult to earn money. A few thousand dollars is just a matter of a month's salary. In exchange for a peaceful life, I once again compromised. After all, we live under the same roof every day, so let's not mess with him if we can. Besides, he was quite pitiful when he said it. Be forgiving and forgiving.

After thinking about this, I made a decision that I would no longer ask for this money.

Zhang Xu was probably a little scared since he forced me with a knife, so he didn't come to my house again, and he didn't ask me to withdraw the case. When I got home in the evening, he didn't come. I sent him a message: "You come here. ”

When he saw my message, he immediately came over and asked me, "What did you ask me to come over?" ”

I said, "Actually, I don't necessarily want you to pay me back the more than 4,000 yuan, I just can't swallow this breath, you are too bullying." ”

When Zhang Xu saw me say this, he didn't speak. Probably he could have guessed that I didn't want the money. That's why I didn't say anything. He probably didn't know what he was supposed to say, or he was waiting for me to say the next sentence.

"Zhang Xu, I don't want this money, but you don't want me here today in the future, and I will come here tomorrow. It's like I'm going to buy these things for you with the four thousand dollars. "When I say this, I don't really want this money. Because even if I want this money, Zhang Xu can't take away my things.