Chapter 11 The Day of Lovesickness

One day after the Spring Festival, I suddenly remembered that Ling Shan had said goodbye to a few friends the night before she left, one of whom was Si Qin. Ling Shan was afraid that I would find her, so she came to my house in advance and told me to take a bath. After saying a few words, she hurried away, and that's when I thought she was lying.

Since you have decided to leave, why bother to trace the source, looking at a few people standing in the distance, it should be waiting for someone, you can't see who it is from a distance, and it is getting dark again. Whatever! Let her go!

Later, I heard that I had a drink with some friends. It's also human nature to say goodbye to good friends, after all, I don't know when and when we can meet again. I only know that on that day, she cried for a long time and threw up, Si Qin said.

Siqin, did she say anything to you when she left? For example: Did you mention me? What will happen in the future, her second sister must have some plans to take her away. Now that she's gone, I'm sure she won't come back, there's nothing you can't tell me, it's not a betrayal of your friends! Besides, we're friends. I say.

Si Qin was silent for a moment, looking sideways out the window, thoughtful.

Siqin: All I know is that before she left, I asked her what she was going to do. Ling Shan said that she didn't know either, and heard her second sister say that she would find him a person with better conditions over there, so she would first familiarize herself with the environment and find a job. I don't know about the rest. There's no contact with me now, how are you contacting her?

Hum! I already knew that her second sister didn't have any good intentions. No, I'll have to go to her. I say.

Siqin: It's really fake, what if you go, you bring her back, if you can come back, she won't leave.

Me: I always feel that there is something wrong, and I can't say it.

Siqin: Think for yourself! I can't get involved in your business. I have something to leave too, so I'll get back in touch when I'm free!

All right! Then we'll go our separate ways.

Ling Shan wrote:

The wind here, rustling, blows off the autumn yellow leaves, as if knowing the wishes of the leaves, sending them to the embrace of the earth. Then he blew the branches and swayed slowly, like a whip waving high on a galloping horse. The wind, blowing in the window, sometimes chirping whistles, as if the vibration of the wooden window frame at home in childhood also blew away the faint time of childhood.

I miss my mom again, how nice it would be if she lived, we would still be together!

After this, I regretted it a little, it was not as beautiful as I imagined, under other people's noses, watching other people's faces live, I don't remember how many times I cried secretly. Now I've found a salesperson in a shopping mall, just a little salary, let's stay up first! I don't know how you're doing now, I hope everything is well! Treasure!

I haven't received a letter from Ling Shan for a long time, and I've seen that my confidence is like a knife. Ling Shan is gone, and my heart is gone. Her smile and smile have become dreams day and night, and when she returns, the movie has been acted and acted.

Countless attachments will hover between every reunion and separation! Goodbye is to see each other again, always together

Scattered, scattered and gathered. In the midst of these countless divisions and combinations, I have gone through the ups and downs of life, and after the vicissitudes of life, I still have a hundred twists and turns

Indomitable, a thousand twists and turns, you are still the one in the dream!

The babbling stream in front of the door is tinkling, and you can see the prosperity of the world. A few weeping willows by the stream swayed in the wind, and the pretty dance

Posture, the fallen leaves blown away by the wind, rippling with the fine waves, blowing away my thoughts, whether you can see it.

I have written a diary for a long time, recording deep affection, and there are many unsent letters, all of which are about Ling Shan. As if it were

The last struggle, lost its color. It's not the distance that causes the separation, but the fact that I've silently walked away in my heart. I never thought about giving up, but how can I go back to my old ways with a cold heart? There are some things that once a heart has changed, it is gone

There is a way back. It's just clear to each other, waiting for time to slowly dilute, and then like the plot in the movie, disagreements, quarrels, and injuries

hearts, and then each of them said goodbye. And I, I don't want to act like this, now that I have seen the ending, there is no point in barely doing it. Let

Others, just let yourself go. However, I never wanted to let go of my stupid decision, but I wanted to let her go, she was so bitter.

Hello dear Ling Shan!

If the dew is the vanity of the grass and trees, and the planet is the show-off of the universe, then the meeting with you will not become time

A short poem on your lips is when you hear a tactful, melodious song with an imperceptible smile rippling on your lips.

I like the smell of lemon, as if I see the orange yellow, even the corners of my mouth will unconsciously tremble, and my eyes will emit strangeness

The kind of light, as long as it is sour, seems to make people excited.

In the morning, when you are blinded, you will forget the time, and if you can't see the sun, you will think that it is night, and it is time to get up.

Time is like a small carving knife that eats life, no matter you sleep or wake up, he will never stop carving the years on your body

Vestige. Perhaps the best thing about this world is that you can still open your eyes and see the sun tomorrow, and you can feel the grass

The breath of the wood and the smell of the earth!

I don't know how life will continue, I have to go on no matter what, I can't see the future, it's all black. Only in

When I think of you, I feel a little relieved, but this relief is only for a short time. Whenever I see the hungry stars in the night,

I'll wonder if you're looking up at the sky from below the stars. The stars standing guard will pass my message to you,

Tell you what I miss!

This may be the last letter I will ever write to you, I can't get rid of the loneliness of losing you, and the long pain is better than the short one. The path you choose for yourself will be completed on your knees. Take care!