Chapter 12 Loneliness is because of who you miss
suddenly received a call from Chu Lingling, and said on the phone: Where did you get my sister?
Me: I want to ask you! You ask me instead, don't think I don't know, you don't even care about your mother, what will you do
Treat your sister, you can imagine. The person you took away, you asked me where she was, what kind of jokes.
Chu Lingling: Don't pretend to be stupid with me, don't admit what good things you two have done.
Me: I don't need to listen to your nonsense here, for the sake of you being Ling Shan's sister, I don't care about you, you still find it
The door is coming. But you need to be clear about what you called me for?
Ling Ling said viciously: She is gone, she can't be contacted, and she hasn't been home for two days. There is no language at the place of work,
It's just that a colleague knows to be away for a while. raised his voice again and shouted: You just say that you know what she did
What went?
Me: I don't know, don't ask me. Ask yourself what you've done. Hung up.
Ling Shan was gone, how could it be. Something can't be wrong! Won't it be coming back to me? No, it won't,
How can it be. So where exactly will she go?
I searched all my friends, but they all said that they had not contacted Ling Shan. Dragging the tired body, by the hazy moonlight, no
Unconsciously, I walked to the playground. It seems that the songs of the past are still echoing, maybe I can give up to get close to you, and I will not see you again
REMEMBER ME ...
Sitting in the place where we used to sit back to back together, looking up at the starry sky, the moon is particularly round. Stand up and stroke
against the wall of the rostrum. By the light of the moon, I suddenly found a wing, an angel's wing, carved into the wall. Once on the ground
This wing was painted on the surface, and Ling Shan said that it was an angel wing with folded wings, and it couldn't fly.
Ling Shan, shouting loudly at the sky and starlight, where are you?
No, I'm going to find her.
As soon as dawn came, I stepped on the train heading west. My heart was already full of holes, and I just wanted to be able to see her.
Fate seems to be to play tricks on people, and finally failed to find her, and the lonely train, it seems that I am the only one left
The feeling of loss fills the lonely soul.
However, when I first returned home, I received an invitation from a friend in Shanghai to go to Shanghai to find her
Affair. I readily agreed, and promised him to leave for Shanghai in half a month.
In winter, because of the charm of the sunshine and a hint of breeze, people are pulled into the embrace of nature and walk in the forest covered with fallen leaves
On the path, accompanied by the breeze, breathing with the earth, stepping on a thick layer of yellow leaves under your feet, rustling, and occasionally happy
The magpie quacked on the dry branches, why didn't it go south to spend the winter! Whether you have the ability to winter in the north
You don't have to embark on an expedition!
As soon as the water was released from the reservoir, the canal, which had not seen water droplets for many years, also sang the song of the waves, and the clear sound was rolling, as if telling the inside
The melancholy of the heart, the joy of pouring out and the unrestrained flow of feelings, and people can't help but stop and watch. That was one of us
I am the only one left in the place where laughter was left.
Listen to the unruly sound, the murmuring sound, I don't know where it goes! What kind of bosom friends will you meet, and whose hearts will you invade. water
The stream is still crystal clear, and the one that once contained countless fish, jubilant and enthusiastic, passing through the gills of the fish, gently caressing the delicate body of the fish,
Let it shuttle and jump in your own heart. It doesn't need any language to explain it, just like the meaning of a fish's life, only between the fish and the water.
After that, there was no news of Ling Shan, and I also went to Shanghai. I always thought that only by working hard and working hard would be enough
Forgetting all his sorrows and troubles, in the dead of night, Ling Shan's lovely smile and tears streaming down the platform flashed in his mind
I don't know who those tears are for. Is it for the denunciation and helplessness of the injustice of his own fate? Or for the sake of us together
The difference in the face is also the inseparability of the homeland.
In the days of working as an editor at a newspaper in Shanghai, a few years have passed, and I, who had already been promoted to director, attached myself to her
However, I never forgot my thoughts, and my thoughts that never stopped, were only temporarily stranded in the hustle and bustle. In the dead of night. It's back again
That playground, the stream in front of the door, how many times I dreamed back at midnight, I dreamed the same dream, dreamed of that low house, Ling Shan was there
The look in front of the door is forever engraved in my heart.
During his tenure at the newspaper, he also opened a cultural company specializing in book publishing. There has always been a knot in my heart,
Secretly compete with yourself. The words of the hysterical Ling Shan buried in his heart always came to mind. I'm not reconciled. I
I'm still young, I'm going out. You can't bear to watch me become a yellow-faced woman so early, follow you to live this kind of life, I have enough money to live
Day. This is why I have been struggling all these years to prove myself, and how willing I am in my heart.
The world of feelings is still blank, and the one who is really unwilling should be me. I'm going to prove it to myself. Also to prove
Show Ling Shan how blind she was when she left me. It's just that there has been no contact over the years, and it's been six years since they were separated. ignorance
How is she now?
Everything stabilized, and I had extra time to think about the past life, and suddenly I wanted to hear her voice. I think
I was able to find her. But unprepared, don't know what else to say? Why contact, want
Tell her how I'm doing? I still have to hear the news that she is not happy, vent the dissatisfaction in my heart, make her regret it, and give it to her
Torture. Is this really what I want? I was scared of myself. Why he refused to let her go, it can only be a pain. There are no winners in the world of feelings.