Chapter 34: Fate

followed Fu Wannian and Xing Xinyue out of the office building, trying to seek this rare opportunity to implement the interview. When I walked out of the office building to get into Fu Wannian's car, a car with actual control collided, and in a hurry, I pushed away Xing Xinyue and Fu Wannian beside me.

Fortunately, the speed was not fast, it was a novice female driver who stepped on the wrong brake, so it didn't cause too serious injuries, and I was also in the hospital for more than a month with a slight fracture in my lower leg. Out of gratitude, Fu Wannian accepted my interview in the hospital and completed the interview task arranged by the director. also got acquainted with Xing Xinyue.

When danger comes, don't even say hello. And when love comes, it seems that there is always a premonition. Xing Xinyue's always arrogant posture seems to be unconcerned about all people and things, but the smile is always on her face, looking extremely confident and sunny, so beautiful and lively.

During this time in the hospital, Xing Xinyue would come to visit every day, either with fruits or nutritional products, and said a lot of thanks. If it's late, it feels like a shortcoming of clean ears or something. Slowly turned into expectation, and my heart, which had been frozen for many years, was looking forward to her appearance.

I have always liked to be quiet, and I also like the kind of woman who is as quiet as water, who loves to read with connotation, and is gentle and lovely, and feels that it is the type I want to have. Now Xing Xinyue's cuteness and liveliness, sunny and generous unrestrainedness also deeply attract my frozen inner world.

Maybe the appearance of a person is never conditional, when you preset the premise and conditions, and follow a preset pattern to pursue or expect, there will always be a person who will overturn your barrier. It's the complete opposite, and even the opposite of what you know, it will make your heart pound! I suspect that I didn't know enough about myself in the past, and I still know a lot about myself.

There is always a person who will make you know yourself anew, and it turns out that I know myself more than that. This may be the temptation of the future for people, because of the unknown and changeable, life is full of fantasy and longing.

It was also because she saw that I was alone and no one took care of me, so Xing Xinyue took the initiative to deliver food, and she was very busy looking for medical advice. What do you say about saving lives and helping the wounded, helping the needy, helping others, and so on. I knew it was just a joke, out of the impression of meeting for the first time and the gratitude for helping.

At first, I was reluctant to get too close, and I clearly knew that being able to enter a person's heart really depends on fate and feeling. A person's heart is too small to hold too much affection. When it comes to love, I always believe that it is hard to find.

After Chu Lingshan left, she no longer believed in love. thinks that women are all the same, nothing more than money, status, honor, and appearance. Later, I gradually realized that in fact, this view is not entirely correct, but after people reach a certain age, they will have a certain common feelings and experiences about life and life, which is the common point of human beings, also known as commonality.

However, when life approaches you, you can't dodge, the only choice is to open your arms, embrace life passionately, and live up to the encounter in the sea of people, because life is short, in this short and long life, boldly meet what you meet and accept what you can accept. In order to truly let the past past, the future will meet a better self.

Xing Xinyue's enthusiasm is like fire, and her unrestrained temperament deeply attracts me, but she doesn't dare to approach this feeling easily. But Xing Xinyue looked concerned, and she couldn't let me refuse her seriousness. Who can resist in the face of such a wonderful girl! Going with the flow may be the best arrangement, so I choose to embrace life, not to pursue, not to take the initiative, not to refuse, not to accept. The natural attack that can be blocked can't come in, and the one that can't be blocked should be called "love"!

The definition of happiness is different for everyone. Xing Xinyue once asked me, what do you understand happiness? I pondered for a while and said that it should be just a momentary feeling, and this moment may just be because of a sentence, just to understand one thing, and a kind of pleasure of crying with joy arises spontaneously at the emotional changes that arise at that time, and this momentary feeling and pleasure is called "happiness".

Happiness cannot last long, but it is felt by the feelings that emerge after every gratitude and small happiness in life and the joy brought by the aftertaste. Maybe it's fleeting again. How can people feel happiness at the same time when they are in pain? That's how I understand it.

Xing Xinyue felt a great sense of agreement when she heard this, and said with a smile, it seems that this old person really doesn't eat salty salt for nothing. What kind of experience can make a person have such a clear understanding of life?

I smiled wryly and didn't answer. Rhetorical question: What do you think happiness is?

I think that being able to live with thoughts, to be able to do what you want to do, to be able to achieve what you want, not to leave yourself with regrets, and to be able to love the people you love is happiness. Xing Xinyue did say the irrefutable facts.

I asked her, and I agreed with the rest. It is this love that the greatest need for a person should be the hope of getting the same return of love in order to have a happy feeling!

Unexpectedly, this little girl impressed me. That's because you don't really understand the meaning of love, and the person who can make you love, at least accept your love and love you, otherwise how can you love! There is no such thing as fair and equal love in this world, and there will be more or less. So being able to give the love in your heart is happiness, not just gaining.

I was infected by her solemn attitude at this time, and it was from this moment that my silent loneliness blossomed again. jokingly said, it really cutes the old man's girlish heart!

Fate seems to be a show arranged by God, and you will not be on the stage before the time comes. Don't back down when you play, and rekindle the light of longing for life to really thank her for her gifts, and it has also taught me the understanding of love, which is to give and not take.