It seems that everything is logical, and before you know it, a long time has passed, there is no confession, no ceremony. Only mutual tacit understanding, although the understanding of society and human activities is not completely consistent, they all maintain an attitude of seeking common ground while reserving differences. What two people would be so consistent!

Each of them is on the track of life, although they don't see each other every day, there will be misses and phone calls. Because of the frequent communication between each other in language, it seems that there is no time barrier, and they have gone through the course of others for many years at once.

With a deep understanding of each other, Xing Xinyue's extraordinary temperament has always attracted my attention. If I hadn't had deep love, I would have died and come back to life at this time. No matter how much beauty there is, I am afraid, I dare not imagine, I dare not believe that there is any true love in the world, so I can never really face it. I obviously like it, but I doubt and avoid it in my heart.

It seems that I can no longer find the feeling of love that was drunk and obsessed, maybe this is also called maturity! The joys and sorrows brought by the years are balanced, and a person cannot always get them, and they will always be happy. But it can't be pain and loss forever, and as long as the machine of life is still running, it will not stop pursuing and loving.

Did I say you love me?

Xinyue said, I don't know either, I just feel that I only have you now, this is true.

Well! I really didn't lie. It doesn't lie, I can feel it. I'm glad that if this feeling continues, it will turn into love, and I hope I won't let you down, I look forward to it.

The days are growing imperceptibly, and each other is also growing and sprouting in their respective hearts. Maybe I really gave my true feelings once, and the trauma left in my heart became a shadow, so that I didn't dare to give it again. In the world of feelings, whoever pays more will be hurt the most in the future.

I felt that it was too unfair to Xing Xinyue, and deep self-blame also made me sensitive, and I once thought that if Xing Xinyue wanted to quit, I would also say thank you gratefully. I'm not noble, I'm just a flesh and blood person. I blame myself for not being able to give wholeheartedly.

It's not that I don't want to love, but I feel that I can't do it anymore, I can't devote myself to it at all, maybe I'm insensitive! It's a really scary feeling, and it's hard for people who haven't experienced it to understand. But Xing Xinyue chose me.

Gains and losses really coexist, and when you get Xinyue's love, you find that you have lost the ability to love someone with all your heart. However, because he lost a person in the past, he got the love he loves today, and how cruel will the future be! I really can't imagine it. Maybe there are some things that only time can give the right answer, and that is just to wait quietly.

Xing Xinyue once asked me to go to her father's company to develop, and I could have accepted it gladly, which was a good suggestion. And I don't want to really do this, I don't want others to say that they rely on women to get to power, and I don't want someone to say that without me, where did you come from today. After all, everything depends on oneself in order to gain true self-esteem and freedom.

On a stormy night, the thunderous howls of lightning and thunder stopped Xinyue in my home. The only tenderness in this life was buried in my arms.

Ordinary days have become lively and vibrant. The best way to replace one person is the appearance of another, and what cannot be replaced is because there is an object of comparison. Whether intentional or unintentional, thoughts are always the most unreliable and uncontrolled by man. The appearance of Xinyue overshadowed the past.

Sometimes I think that it's not the type I like the most. When you combine those disliked personalities with another person, the result will be different, and you just let your heart go with the flow.

Who would have thought that the mountain rain was coming, and the wind was full of buildings. When happiness knocks on the door, it also brings its shadow. The helplessness of the world is that you don't know which wonderful moment will make you suddenly encounter Waterloo, and the joy of success in sight will come to an abrupt end.

At first, Xing Xinyue's father did not agree, but he couldn't resist Xing Xinyue's insistence. has been stubborn and independent since childhood, and as long as he has made up his mind, nine cows can't pull it back.

Today, it's just a few streets away. Far away in the sky, close to the distance, how many starry nights have been awakened, hovering in my mind like lost legs, entwined with thousands of strands of melancholy.

Xinyue made up her mind and wanted to ask Chu Lingshan to meet, but she didn't know what kind of reason to use. There is no time, where is the usually resolute self? Why hesitate! Xinyue laughed for a while, well, picked up her mobile phone and added Chu Lingshan's WeChat, and immediately sent a message, even though it was late at night. Life is involuntary, what else is there to scruple about!

Fortunately, Chu Lingshan readily agreed, and she was going to go to the Poplar Festival concert tomorrow. promised to be a guide and take Xing Xinyue to play with him tomorrow.

I didn't expect things to develop so quickly, everything seemed to be arranged. In my heart, I didn't want to see Chu Lingshan, and I didn't want to know anything about the past, let alone the future. But the ghost still made the god appear here. How can there be a good feeling for same-sex rejection! What's more, he is also a person related to himself, so it is really necessary before the flame of life is extinguished. Do something that can make you feel no regrets, and the slightest doubt must be solved by yourself, so that you can smile and appease the sincerity of your efforts. Almost perfectionist, will make everything so valuable.

There are many times when I feel that Xing Xinyue's mind and pattern are above men, in the face of her father's opposition, the infatuation that dares to love and hate, but she does not lose the little bird by my side.

The near-perfect presentation scared me, scared to let me down, scared to hurt. Carefully placed the magnificence of the starry sky every night. Every time you wake up, there will be a beautiful rebirth of Nirvana.

The next day, Chu Lingshan came to the lobby of the hotel as promised and waited for Xing Xinyue to go downstairs. Xing Xinyue happened to come out of the elevator and saw Chu Lingshan in the hall at a glance.