Once, he had seen countless times the house full of messes after his roommates left, and he had also seen Lili clean and tidy after leaving, but how should he choose now? I don't know, I just understand, the mood is unusually heavy, heavy to terrible, the road ahead is too confused, too overwhelming, the only thing that can calm my mind is nothing but the pen in my underwear.

Looking at the large pile of notebooks in front of me, I just put a few new notebooks in a plastic bag and brought five bottles of ink, what should I do with the other notebooks? I once boasted that I needed to preserve it forever, but in fact, at this moment, the only thing I can be sure of is that this is just a lie that I once casually left behind, just like how we used to say it, but now we have changed a lot.

The notebook was too heavy, so I put it in the doorway, and even poured some spirits on it, and lit it. Under the incomparably bright and warm sun, this pile of notebooks suddenly caught fire, which made people feel extremely warm, as if the stories of the past, whether happy or unhappy, have turned into the most longed-for warmth in the cruel world at this moment.

But? I don't know why, but I'm in tears at the moment, is it longing to keep the sadness and beauty of the past? But I can't keep it, I don't have the ability to keep these, just because I don't have a home, if I have a home, I can put these notes that record the most tender notes in the world and put them in it, but unfortunately there is no such place.

He cried, in fact, he didn't seem to have taken anything from the room, not even the bedding, he didn't take it with him, just carrying a plastic bag, which contained his most precious pen and ink, as well as the pen that had been repaired, as well as a few torn clothes, some new notebooks, and a mobile phone directly charged.

The door of the room is not locked, and the key is inserted in the lock on the door, I believe that the landlord will understand, but I am afraid that the landlord will not understand, so I took out a pen and wrote a note, stuck on the key, and the note read: Landlord, I am gone and will never come back.

In fact, I want to find the landlord to check out, because in addition to the deposit of fifty yuan, there is still more than half a month to live, but all this seems to be not much necessary, at this moment is to leave from here, and the big yard behind him turns another corner and disappears directly.

Holding the strong liquor in his hand, he took a sip, the liquor was heartwarming, and he wiped his tears indiscriminately, his heart was full of stories and Lili, once upon a time, he was lonely, lonely to the point of fear, and was later occupied by Juan, but Juan disappeared from the door of the labor bureau with goose feathers and heavy snow, and met Yuhan again, and met Lili, and now his heart seems to be empty, and the road ahead is extremely confused, but he seems to understand where he is going.

No! In fact, I really don't know where to go, because this is not the result I want, what I want, maybe it's just that Lili can appear in front of me all of a sudden, and the rest, even if the sky falls, I don't care.

Drinking spirits, passing by the shop at the entrance of the alley of the ancient town, the old man was still sitting inside, still holding his purple sand cup, still squinting, as if all of it had never happened, walking into the shop, the old man immediately opened his eyes and looked at him attentively, and he just smiled bitterly: "I'm leaving." ”

The old man just smiled and nodded, did not say anything, and narrowed his eyes again, as if the old man had long been accustomed to this kind of parting. In other words, the old man has never known a madman, and the madman has never been here, and he has never left, so the old man smiled so slightly, because nothing has ever happened.

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This is a bustling and noisy long street, it is crowded with people, and it is even more sunny, it seems that it is about to reach the afternoon, right? He took out his phone and saw that it was sixteen o'clock in the afternoon, oh? It's already this point.,It seems that you have to continue to hurry.,Otherwise, you won't be able to reach your destination at night.。

In fact, the madman suddenly has a destination, he has been in the Internet company, countless times heard others talk about the nearby industrial area, saying that there are all companies, everywhere intermediaries, but the madman he understands, in fact, he doesn't seem to have to be afraid of anything, now he, in fact, is much better than when he entered the Internet company before, at that time he called a real despair.

So he comforted himself with this kind of thing he had already experienced, and kept telling himself that he had grown up, was an adult, and was always crying, what was it like? Who are you crying for? So call ...... With a long sigh, he took a sip of liquor, and with the anticipation in his heart, he got on the bus.

As for the desire in my heart, I must want to be in the industrial zone, and suddenly I met Lili, because he thinks that Lili may work in a company in the industrial zone, but I don't know if it is a factory, and according to Lili's lack of money, the probability of living in the factory is very high, so it is more difficult to meet, but because the probability is slim, don't you touch it? No, even if it's just a one in a trillion odds, the madman thinks he still wants to try his luck, and besides, the situation doesn't seem to be as serious as he thinks.

The motion sickness continued, but fortunately I didn't eat, just drank some liquor, and the anesthesia of this liquor seemed to relieve motion sickness? No, I vomited all at once, and I vomited all at once! Stomach acid really fills the whole mouth, and tears keep flowing.

It's terrible, it's really terrible, when it came to the next stop, the driver shouted at the madman and asked him to carry the garbage bag in the trash can and throw it out, because there was vomit in it, of course the madman did what the driver wanted, after all, half of the people in the car were watching him.

And he? Because of the discomfort, it seems that there is nothing to vomit in the stomach, but it is still tumbling over the river and the sea, and it has been retching, anyway, this road is really too uncomfortable, it is really too uncomfortable and uncomfortable, because the bus has been driving for more than an hour before reaching the destination.

But who are the people on the bus? I don't know, I don't know at all, but after getting off the bus, I guess I've been squatting on the ground for more than half an hour, right? Only then did he recover slightly, and then stared at the scene in front of him, there were people selling goods everywhere, but among these dense shops selling food and clothes, and even digital products, in fact, there were the most intermediaries, and there were intermediaries everywhere, one by one, and the flow of people on the road was particularly dense, with white plastic bags on the ground, and various food packaging or something, everywhere.

Is this the town in the industrial area? That's right, it's not only densely populated, it's even densely populated, it's not like a place inhabited by humans, it's more like a hive in the animal world, even denser than a hive! But the people here, or the children, they all have smiles on their faces, they look happy, but why are they happy? I don't know, but I just know that the few children who occasionally come out of the agency seem to be unhappy, but why are they unhappy? I don't know.

The madman was going to stop here for the night and look for a job tomorrow, so he ate a fried mein at an open-air restaurant outside, which cost six yuan, and it looked dirty, such as disposable chopsticks everywhere under his feet, and even other people's leftovers, in short, the environment was very bad.

After eating, I entered the Internet café, this Internet café is very large, and it is also on the second floor, and it looks like there are at least hundreds of computers in it, right? At this time, there are a lot of people inside, all of them are some office workers, and now should be their off-duty time, right? But the madman also understands that almost all electronics factories and stuff have night shifts, so these people should be on the day shift.

was about to open the card and get on the machine, but the little girl at the account asked the madman for his ID card, and the madman just said indifferently: "Lost." ”

That's right, the madman he doesn't have an ID card, but where did the ID go? I don't know, but he doesn't worry at all, because he knows that the ID card doesn't have any meaning at all, it's just a few dozen dollars, because he knows where to get it, and he has heard the employees of the Internet company mention it before.

But even if the current madman doesn't have an ID card, no matter how he looks at it, he is an adult, he is not a child, so the girl at the account used someone else's ID number to open a computer card for him, and then the madman successfully got the computer card, and he pressed twenty yuan, because he was still going to stay all night.

Even when he was looking for an empty computer, he glanced at almost everyone in the Internet café, eager to see Lili, even though he knew that the odds were completely infinitely close to zero. Sure enough, he didn't find Lili, but he found a large group of young people who looked like they had fallen into this Internet café, their clothes were dirty, their hair was oily, their eyes were white, and they looked like they hadn't eaten for a long time, they were like sculptures, sitting next to the empty computer with no one, staring at the black computer monitor in a daze.

However, at this time, a large group of people wearing public security uniforms came, and they directly took away all this group of depraved young people, why? After some conversations with people on the side, the madman learned that there were things lost in the Internet café, and even the monitor was lost, but there was surveillance in the Internet café, so the owner of the Internet café called the police, and the prisoners were among this group of degenerate people, but the public security took all the degenerate people away.

This group of degenerate young people did not resist at all, they didn't seem to be afraid of the police, and their eyes didn't even change much, it was more like a so-called routine, just got up and followed the police, it was really like this, this kind of scene was really terrible, because the police arrested people, according to the madman's thinking, shouldn't they be criminals running around?