People came and went in the Internet café, and it was smoky, the madman took out his cigarette casually, only one was left in the cigarette case, took it out, lit it, and smoked insensitively, looking at the picture on the computer in front of him in a daze, on which was the chat record between himself and Yaping, Yaping said that her own age is up, it's time to get married, she can't always wait for the madman him.

That's right, Yaping finally gave such an answer, although this kind of answer seems to be heart-wrenching, after all, they have been together for so long, but for some reason, the current madman doesn't feel too much heartache, not at all like the time when he couldn't find Lili, let alone the time when he left Jing, in short, there really isn't so much heartache, it's just that he is confused about the road ahead, so to speak, he doesn't know where to go at all.

When the cigarette in his hand burned out, he took out his mobile phone again, and there were text messages on the mobile phone from Jing before, all asking for money, but he didn't reply to any of them, and there were even several missed calls from Jing, Jing must be single now, right? Maybe you can find quiet? Hehe, it's boring.

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Stayed in the Internet café for another day, although through the window of the Internet café to see the outside world bustling and noisy, but it is extremely sunny, but I just don't have the courage to get out of this Internet café, this Internet café is just like a box I found in this world, like a stray little wild cat who doesn't know where to go, this suddenly saw a small box, hiding inside, just refusing to come out, maybe only hiding in this box-like Internet café, this can feel a trace of security, right?

Want to go home at night? But there is no home, even if it was the home with Yaping, hasn't it been abandoned? No, it was Yaping who abandoned it first. I used to think that by reading and writing, I thought that I could become an excellent man by writing books, and I even thought about the scene of marrying Yaping, and maybe even thought of the name of my future child, but this is like another joke made by God and himself, it is really just a joke.

Outside the window of the Internet café is a dark night, and there are beautiful street lamps like the sunset, but inside the Internet café is still smoky, laughter everywhere? Or is it pain everywhere? Or is it everywhere and you don't know where to go?

The night is silent, but the night in the Internet café is noisy, so noisy that it is upsetting, and the madman is also tired, so tired that he wants to sleep here, and he never has to wake up, maybe only in this way, can he stop the faint pain in his heart, in order to stop this endless confusion, yes, his life, has always been spent in confusion, I don't know if all migrant workers are like this?

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After dawn the next day, I yawned, I wanted to take out my mobile phone to see the time, I knew that I couldn't turn it on, and there was no power for a long time, thinking that if I lost it, Yaping would be so anxious that she would go crazy, and she would definitely be looking for herself one after another on the chat software, and now she was lost in this huge city, maybe she was willing to look for herself, this is just black and white impermanence, right? Hehe.

I don't know if a person should continue to live to such a point, I really don't know what the point of continuing to live is, I yawned again, and then walked to the counter of the Internet café, the cashier was a beautiful girl, about twenty-three years old, with long hair, big eyes, and a slender figure, and a beautiful mole on the right chin.

The madman just said, "Get me a pack of cigarettes." ”

The cashier asked with a smile what cigarettes he wanted, and the madman didn't know what cigarette he wanted, and he thought about it for a long, long time, but he didn't speak, maybe the cashier also found that the current madman was very distracted, right? So she started introducing him to cigarettes and saying what she had here.

When the cashier said the name of the cigarette that one of the madmen was familiar with, he asked for a pack, it was a cloud cigarette, anyway, it didn't seem to have smoked before, and it wasn't very expensive, just ten yuan a pack, and when he got it, he couldn't wait to pull out one, quickly lit it and smoked it, and then sat back in the place where he was sitting.

As soon as I sat down, I immediately realized that I had forgotten something very important, on the chair next to me, there would still be two plastic bags, and a laptop, I didn't take it, but I still didn't lose it, if I lost it, I guess I will completely collapse now, right?

I'm currently smoking a newly bought cloud cigarette, but I just feel very sleepy and sleepy, sleepy to the point of going crazy, even if I smoke a cigarette, I can fall asleep, but didn't I sleep all night last night? Thinking of this, he was suddenly awakened, and his right hand quickly reached into his chest pocket, touched the pen, and then smiled in shock, and then checked all his belongings again, including his mobile phone, wallet, and the most precious fountain pen in the plastic bag, which was still wrapped in a handkerchief.

In the end, I was confused until noon, then I carried my plastic bag and computer, and then went out of the door of the Internet café, the sunlight outside was really dazzling, it was really sleepy, I wanted to sleep, but I didn't know where to sleep was safe, even if it was an Internet café like a small box in the city, this was just a public area, it must not be very safe inside, and I didn't lose anything, which was a blessing in misfortune.

Not far from the Internet café, there is a Shaxian snack, in which I ate a fried mein, which is really unpalatable, and I don't know if it's because of my mood, anyway, I just feel very unpalatable, and then I returned to the Internet café again.

This Internet café has a total of three floors, and now it is on the third floor, and the third floor does not seem to have a lot of computers strictly speaking, anyway, it is less than the first and second floors, and ordinary people don't seem to choose to surf the Internet on the third floor, in short, many computers on the third floor are turned off, or it is an open computer next to it, surrounded by a large group of people.

This large group of people are all dressed in dirty appearance, which seems to be the most unique scenery in this big city, it is just a group of depraved people who do not go to work, and these degenerate people, if they do not go to steal and rob anything, or do not want to find serious jobs, then they can only continue to degenerate here, and what they eat every day, maybe only God knows, right?

But now I don't have any right to laugh at them, because if I don't look for a job again, maybe I will be like them soon, and when I think of this, I can't help but laugh at myself.

But I also understand that if you stay on the third floor, it will be very dangerous, because the danger factor is this group of degenerate people, if you fall asleep, then things will definitely be lost, it must be like this, so I went down to the third floor again, thinking about the Internet on the first floor, right?

But after getting to the first floor, I don't know why, and suddenly I want to escape from the small box in the city, that is, to escape from this Internet café, I really don't know why, even if I have understood, the road ahead is still extremely confused, but I just don't want to stay here.

So he returned the card directly, and it was the girl with big eyes and long hair who helped him return the card, and this went out of the door of the Internet café, but the sunlight seemed too dazzling at the moment? Even stabbing the eyes as if they hurt, in the afterglow of this can't help but eyes, I saw something posted at the door of the Internet café, and after a closer look, it turned out to be a recruitment network administrator, with a monthly salary of 2,300 yuan, yes, the entire recruitment advertisement, just these words, nothing else was written, and it was on a piece of A4 copy paper, and the words were also printed.

At this point, the ghost made a mistake, turned around, and directly entered this Internet café again, and stood in front of the cashier girl, and the cashier girl was directly stunned: "What's wrong?" ”

The madman spoke: "Do you still need a network administrator?" ”

The cashier girl smiled, picked up the landline next to her directly, and made a phone call, saying on the phone: Boss, someone has come to apply for a network administrator.

Then the cashier asked the madman to wait a little, saying that the boss would come down immediately, and the madman was not in a hurry, so he stood here, and directly lit a cigarette and smoked, in fact, the cigarette had just been lit and had not smoked a few puffs, and suddenly a man about thirty-five years old came down from the stairs on the second floor, of course, he looked at the madman at first sight, after all, there were only madmen at the counter except the cashier.

Presumably this man is the boss, right? He looks very handsome, it can really be described by two words, very perfect facial features and figure, sparse beard and stubble show a manly demeanor, and the whole face also gives people a feeling of vicissitudes, I don't know why, this boss who only looks like he is only about thirty-five years old, how can his face give people a feeling of vicissitudes? It's really abnormal.

And this boss's hair is combed with a middle part, and he doesn't wear too much hair wax or anything like that, he is dressed in casual clothes, and he asks the madman with a smile: "You came to apply?" ”

The madman smiled, first of all, he hurriedly put the unfinished cigarette in his hand and wiped it out in a large ashtray not far away, and then returned to the boss: "Hmm. ”

The boss asked the madman if he had ever worked as a network administrator before, and the madman just said, no, and then the boss asked him what the things in his hand were, and the madman answered truthfully, a few torn clothes, pens, ink, notebooks, and a laptop.

The boss smiled after hearing this, and asked the madman to take out his ID card to see, anyway, the boss would look at the madman's ID card very, very carefully, and then said: "I think you're okay, so you will come to work with me tomorrow, right?" I'll try you for a month. ”

"Thank you, boss."