Originally, the madman was going to ride the electric car that the boss had just given him home, but when he thought about it, he had no place to put it in his home, and put it at the door of the current Internet café, which could not only be charged, but also been monitored and guarded.

So together with Yaping, I walked to the noisy vegetable market again, but the current vegetable market is obviously not as noisy as in the morning, maybe because at this point in time, there are few people buying vegetables at all, right? As for Yaping? Hehe, walking under the lights of this beautiful sunset street, I can't help but yawn, is it because I didn't sleep well last night? But that's not realistic, is it? I remember yesterday's self, I was really hungover, where did I have time to spoil her?

Hehe, no matter what, anyway, the boring day is leaving, yes, that's exactly what the situation is, after arriving at home, Yaping is the same as usual, just holding her own mobile phone, watching TV series, anyway, it seems that she will never have a TV series to watch.

As for the madman, he will just sit at the desk, looking at the new furnishings on the desk, which are two goldfish, which Yaping bought recently, and it was bought in the supermarket where she works, and what is even more outrageous is that these two goldfish, in fact, what have you said recently? In fact, it should be said that Yaping has always been taking care of herself, after all, Yaping and their aunt who sells goldfish in the supermarket have learned a lot of knowledge about raising goldfish.

So, these two goldfish have survived until now, right? It's just that the current madman doesn't understand what to say about Yaping, because this goldfish bowl is too big, just as big as the bucket on the well when he was a child in Liquan, and it is only big, not as high as the bucket, in short, this big goldfish tank, the two little goldfish in it, neither of them is half the size of his little thumb.

So the madman would look at the goldfish stupidly, and then he lit a cigarette, took a few puffs, and then said, "It's a waste to have two goldfish so small and such a big goldfish tank." ”

Yaping was still lying on the bed looking at her mobile phone, and she must not have raised her head: "Won't the space for the two of them to move around become larger?" Besides, people should live in the boundless sea, and grievances are already miserable in our family. ”

After hearing this, the muscles of the left side of his face twitched, and he took another puff of cigarette, and then he said indifferently: "I said pig, you seem to have some misunderstanding about freshwater fish and fish in the sea, right?" It's like thinking that as long as it's a turtle, it lives in the sea, what if I am? If you were told that there were turtles and tortoises, they were the kind that needed to run on land, and if they stayed in the water all the time, they would drown, I wonder if you would believe it? ”

Ya Ping sighed, but didn't continue to speak anyway, yes, maybe Ya Ping now thinks that the madman is talking nonsense, right? After all, how can a turtle drown, just like the truth that as long as it is a fish, it needs to stay in the water all the time, so simple.

Anyway, the current madman thought of this, so he couldn't help but smile, and then, then he looked at the pen holder on the current desk in a daze, this pen holder is a wood carving, a round pen holder, carved with five dragons, and they are all five-clawed golden dragons, if this was in ancient times, he would have been killed a long time ago, right? After all, the five-clawed golden dragon is the standard for kings.

But anyway, this pen holder is very, very beautiful, and it looks domineering, in short, the madman looked at it for a long time, and also looked at the only pen in this cylinder, and then put the pen in his hand in it, yes, now there are two pens in the pen holder, and they are so precious that they cannot be measured by money.

However, what is the point of looking at these two fountain pens? In fact, from last year, no, from last year, the belief in my heart that yearns for the peak of wisdom has long been shaken, and even that belief has long been changed beyond recognition?

Yes, whether it is the so-called wisdom praying for heaven to save oneself, or the so-called ethereal posture of yearning for the pinnacle of wisdom, in fact, it has long been blurred, but why is this so? Maybe it's just because there was once an inexplicable idea, the idea of writing a book.

Thinking of this, not only was he silently distracted, he lit a cigarette again in numbness, and the smoke began to swirl in this small room, and the unique table lamp on the desk was still as beautiful as the sunset, and it was even more beautiful to the heart's heart, shining on the notebook and even the book, which made people feel very trance.

Hehe, I picked up the liquor under the desk and wanted to take a few sips, but for some reason, I remembered the feeling I felt like a rotten dog yesterday, uncomfortable, yes, in addition to being uncomfortable, it was still uncomfortable, my stomach was overturning, and my mouth was full of stomach acid.

Is this scared? I never thought that this kind of alcohol, which was enough to drown the existence of dreams, would one day make me feel scared, which is really a bit abnormal. However, he still picked up the wine bottle, but he refused to let go, as if there was an inexplicable force controlling himself, so he took a small sip, just a small sip, yes, and drank a small sip of liquor.

Then Yaping continued to watch the TV series on her phone, as if she didn't care at all about the crazy person who was out of her mind at this moment, in fact, seriously, this self like a rotten dog, why should she expect Yaping to care?

So I started in a daze, because I didn't know what to do, even if it was just to write a diary, what was there to write about? Anyway, it is the so-called boring yesterday and today, and tomorrow is also destined to be boring.

……

I don't know how long I've been in a daze, but there is no doubt that I smoked a lot of cigarettes, and then the whole person is still in a trance looking at the bookcase next to it, there are new books in the bookcase, and there are many, many of them, and the books here seem to have at least nearly a hundred, right? This is definitely not a joke, it really isn't, in this world, as a person working in other places, who has nearly a hundred books that only belong to him? And these books are ridiculously expensive.

At this point, the madman smiled stupidly in an indifferent manner: "I said pig, what are you doing with so many books?" I don't read it, even if it's just copying books, I can't copy two books a year at most, there are at least nearly 100 books here, are you giving me a task for 50 years? ”

Yaping just looked at her phone, and didn't seem to raise her head, right? And said directly: "As long as my colleague tells me that she has bought cosmetics, or a new mobile phone, or any jewelry, I want to buy it, but I don't know what to buy, so I buy books instead."

When the madman heard this, his eyes really froze, looking at Ya Ping, who was still looking at her phone, Ya Ping didn't have any accessories on her body, yes, she didn't buy anything for her, but Ya Ping has followed her for so many years.

So? So? So this will look at Yaping and her dressing table again, and this so-called cosmetics? Hehe, in fact, it's just a comb and a mirror, not even a facial cleanser, where is this girl's makeup table? It's just some boys' makeup table, it's not so simple, is it? But look at your desk again, which of the ornaments on it is not a lot of money, and then look at the bookcase......

Seeing this, the madman instantly felt that his heart was really sour, and then he pursed his lips and gritted his teeth, which was sitting on the edge of the computer again, and then turned on the computer, pulled out the keyboard, and there seemed to be a layer of dust on it, yes, Yaping hasn't moved the computer much recently.

See this cheap keyboard,And this keyboard is actually not easy to use at all.,It feels very hard when typing.,And in my own Internet café,In fact, there are better keyboards.,It's bought by the boss and put on the high-cost computer on the first floor.,And what is that kind of keyboard called K4.,Anyway, it costs a few hundred dollars.。

At this point, the madman lit another cigarette, then took a few puffs, looked at the laptop boot screen, which seemed to be covered with dust, found a towel, wiped it a little, and of course wiped the keyboard.

And then he suddenly said, "Pig, I'll come back tomorrow with a keyboard from the Internet café."

Yaping will sneer directly: "You don't move the computer at home, what are you doing with the keyboard?"

Yes, Yaping is not wrong at all, the computer at home does not move by itself, so even if it is equipped with a good keyboard, what is the point? No, no, no, why would you want to turn on this computer? Why?

After thinking about it for a long time, I logged in to my chat software on the computer, in fact, in the Internet café, I rarely log in to the chat software, because there is only one person who often wants to be contacted, and this person is Yaping, but I have Yaping's phone number, and we meet every day.

No, why did you turn on the computer? Why did you log in to the chat app again? Inexplicable, really inexplicable, no, not right, what's even more inexplicable, I don't know why, holding a cigarette in my left hand, directly controlling the mouse with my right hand, but opening the books in the chat software space, which were once published by myself, and now they are stored in it, the Internet? Hehe, that's a good thing.

Smoking a cigarette, numbly looking at the text in front of him, this is the content of a book called "Love for a Life", there are only hundreds of thousands of words, but in this short hundreds of thousands of words, I didn't know at the beginning, how much I had my own expectations and desires, and I didn't know, how many times I had modified, and even in order to find out the typos in it, I also bought a Xinhua dictionary, yes, God knows how much effort I put in at that time.

Now, these words are still here, but what kind of meaning do they have? Maybe it's just remembering my own ignorance, right?