Two hundred and eleven
Yes, if these hundreds of thousands of words are by no means a record of one's own ignorance and ignorance, then what is its significance? So smoking a cigarette and looking at them indifferently, and Yaping seemed to have finally noticed her ignorance and ignorance at this moment, so she put down her phone, and then looked at the madman like a fool.
Of course, the madman also found Yaping who was looking at him like this, yes, Yaping who was now half-lying on the bed, she was definitely not looking at the so-called lights in the room, let alone the so-called bookcase, or even the so-called desk, or the so-called computer, in fact, Yaping was just looking at himself blankly.
The madman took a very indifferent puff of his cigarette and spit it out, and the smoke began to swirl around the small room again, and then he spoke: "What? Is it fun to watch? ”
Yaping grinned, and even the whole mouth and even the left side of her face were upturned to the sky, and then she said coldly: "I don't think you're funny, I just think, generally speaking, you are indeed better than the boys from other companies I know, I don't know what is going on with you, no matter where you go, you seem to be able to mix very well, since I have known you, whether it has been working under me, or changing jobs, or even after going to an Internet café, You're a big official in an Internet café now, more powerful than the store manager, right? ”
After hearing this, the madman thought that it might be that Yaping had been staying with him for a long time, right? So even speaking seems to have its own style, but the point of the matter doesn't seem to be here, the point of the matter is, Yaping is now praising herself? Is it recognized for their excellence?
So the madman just smirked, and then said, "May I think that you are praising and approving me, pig?" Compliment and recognition that I'm a little bit better than the other boys you know? ”
Yaping suddenly sighed: "I'm not praising you, I'm just telling the madman you, whether it's the pen on your desk that is completely measurable by money in your mind, or those notebooks and books, or even all the books currently in your bookcase, or even the computer and the text on the computer you are currently looking at, I just want to know how you want to end up after you have done all this." ”
After Yaping finished speaking, she picked up her mobile phone again and continued to watch her TV series, as if she had never said anything, but she really said it again, and even for a madman, Yaping's words were simply torture of his soul, which was much more serious than scolding him.
At this point, the madman gritted his teeth, and even wiped out the unfinished cigarette in his hand directly in the crystal glass ashtray, and then said coldly: "I said pig, have you been looking through my diary a little too much recently?" Why do you talk exactly like I'm talking, you weren't like this before, I can't even remember how you used to talk. ”
Yaping didn't raise her head: "You all belong to me, I look through your diary, isn't it normal?" Besides, I just want to see how you end up with your pens and books, and you don't have to, even if you tell anyone that you run a lot of Internet cafes at the moment, which is pretty good, and my colleagues know what you do, and they all tell me that you're a very good person. ”
The madman also sighed, directly lit a cigarette again, took a few puffs, squinted his eyes again, and said indifferently: "Full of sarcasm and sarcasm, I think you are completely different from before, there are words in the words, anyway, it is not like the pure you used to be." ”
"People, do you have to grow up after all, I've grown up."
When the madman heard this, he called out...... With a long sigh, he didn't answer Yaping's words anymore anyway, because he didn't know what to say at all, because the current Yaping was just sarcastic and sarcastic about him, so he smoked a cigarette and turned his head to look at the pen holder on the desk, yes, this cylinder is simply too extravagant, it is really too extravagant, this is the Five Dragons Imperial Heaven Map, and they are all five-clawed dragons, this is the meaning of the Ninety-Five Supreme, right? God knows, why did Yaping buy this kind of existence, is it just because she casually asked about the pen holder a few years ago? If that's the case, then all of this is ridiculous at this moment.
That's right, now looking at this cylinder, and even looking at the two pens in the pen holder, for a moment, I gritted my teeth, and my mood fluctuated, and it was a violent fluctuation, I don't know if it was pain, or the so-called helplessness, but in short, it was not very comfortable, every minute and every second of every day that had passed, it seemed that I was praying for my emotions to fluctuate, so that I seemed to be experiencing the ups and downs of life, but when this mood really fluctuated, why did I pray in my heart, Pray to the Supreme God, his old man, praying that this emotion will soon return to silence?
It's funny, it's just funny, yes, it's like a big joke now, and like a clown who doesn't even know his profession, but he has the most gorgeous and precious everything in the world.
Maybe the current self is just out of anger, but if you want to say that it is really anger, it is the so-called anger, right? Anyway, I was angry, so I smoked a cigarette again, and ...... After a long sigh, he copied the text in his chat software space to the first chapter, and then applied for an account password on a small book platform, yes, republished it again, waiting for review.
Then he turned off the computer in anger, and even grinned, and said coldly: "Count you ruthless, anyway, I just submitted the book again, if I can pass, then I will finish it, whether it is read or not, anyway, I will finish writing, but if it is not reviewed, then I have no choice, this is the will of God, God wants the minister to die, the minister has to die, what can I do?" ”
Yaping put down her mobile phone again, and said directly: "Are you talking to me, or are you talking to God in your heart?" ”
Yes? The madman was instantly confused, and he felt even more inexplicable, but it was right to think about it, was he talking to Yaping at the moment, or was he talking to the supreme God in his heart? I don't know, I really can't figure it out, so the madman gritted his teeth and said coldly: "There are just you and me in the room, I'm not talking to you, am I talking to ghosts?" ”
"Then who knows, anyway, I heard that there are many people drowned in this river nearby, and a strange person like you, if you can see ghosts, then maybe, haven't you slept in the middle of the night at your grandfather's grave before? God knows, were you talking to everyone in the cemetery? ”
When the madman heard Yaping say this, he was indeed a little unhappy, and spoke directly: "I said pig, can you change your style of learning from me, I don't like you very much, I think your every sentence is quite profound, I feel that your city is very deep, just like an old monster who is deeply harmonious with the world, not pure at all." ”
Yaping laughed after hearing this, and then spoke again: "Actually, it's quite difficult to learn how you speak, you finally know my troubles?" You've always been talking like this, and it's confusing, and you don't know what the hell you're talking about. ”
The madman shook his head helplessly, and no longer replied to Ya Ping's words anyway, but he saw a cardboard box under the desk, in fact, the box contained some special things, which were paper lanterns that would be bought during the New Year, with candles, and of course, Kong Ming lanterns, as for the Kong Ming lanterns, there are three more Kong Ming lanterns, in fact, since I just bought it at that time, after releasing one on the spot, back at home, Yaping She has never touched this thing again, it seems that Yaping's interest at that time only lasted for that moment.
Then I slept with Yaping, yes, I don't seem to want to write today's diary, but as soon as I got into bed, Yaping said: "Go write a diary, you didn't write today, right?" After writing and then going to wash, do you think that after spending a long time with me, you can be so presumptuous? But I still have to tell you, I'm in charge of this house. ”
The madman is helpless, anyway, it seems that when he is in an Internet café, everything is his own decision, but at home, or in front of Yaping, it is true that everything is Yaping She has the final say, yes, in front of Yaping, what she says almost does not count, this is the current substantive situation.
So I was helpless, this was dragging my body that already seemed to be exhausted, sitting at the desk, and starting to write a diary, as for the daytime, there was really nothing to record, and it seemed that I had completely forgotten what I had done during the day, so the main thing was to record the conversation with Yaping at night, and of course, my own contributions.
After writing the diary, he picked up his basin again, went to the bathroom to wash up briefly, and after returning to the room, Yaping said that she wanted it for the first time, and the madman was helpless, so he began to linger with her, and finally both of them were out of breath, and then the madman charged his mobile phone and habitually checked the alarm clock.
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After dawn, it seems that everything is back on track, as if everything that happened last night has never happened, in short, it is the beginning of a boring day, but this so-called boring today, it seems that there is a small expectation in my heart, of course, I am looking forward to the manuscript of my book, so that it seems that I can perfectly complete the lie I left behind because of my anger to Yaping last night.