Now, the madman is smiling, anyway, he doesn't understand why he is laughing, maybe he just feels that his relationship with Yaping has finally come to an end, right? I used to be afraid of endless loneliness, afraid of everything in this world.

That's right, whether it's when I was a child, I was afraid that other classmates would bully me, and I didn't dare to go to school, but in the end, I just became a bad boy, a demon that made everyone unbelievable, and no one bullied me anymore, but I longed for true friendship, but I couldn't get it, because the people around me were just flattering.

Then I longed for myself to be no longer really lonely, longing to have a girlfriend, so I met the female foreman of the hometown hotel, but the sky did not fulfill people's wishes, and then I met Juan, it was still the heavens that did not fulfill people's wishes, and I met Lili again, but it was still still, quiet, and then this is the current Yaping, and at this moment, Yaping, this is sitting opposite him, and he and Yaping have an indelible story.

This story is long and incomparably beautiful, it is so beautiful that it makes people tremble, it is Yaping when she first took over the plush toy she bought casually, and it is also Yaping's casual smile, so far the whole world frozen because of silence and loneliness is illuminated by colorful sunlight in an instant, Yaping is the sun of the world in her heart, but this sun still has to leave herself after all.

Yes, in a few days, I will walk into this disgusting earthly world again, and from now on, alone, in loneliness, no, I will not move anywhere, right?

……

Thinking of this, the madman burst into tears in an instant, and he couldn't recall how long he hadn't shed tears, and the silent tears were so heart-wrenching, as if someone was cutting his heart alive with a knife, and even sprinkled salt on it, how cruel was this?

And Yaping sat opposite, expressionless, at this moment, the madman can no longer know what she is thinking, and the former self, it seems that as long as he looks at Yaping, he can instantly know what she is thinking.

But the matter has come to this, and in our world, there is really a feast that will not be dispersed, so the madman smiled bitterly, his nose was very sour, tears flowed, and even his throat was so uncomfortable, could it be that he drank too much wine? But I really don't know what's wrong, so I can only continue to light a cigarette, smoking insensitively, and I don't even know what I want to say to Yaping now, no, in fact, I don't have to say anything, because I can't get Yaping, this has nothing to do with Yaping, it's just a cowardly and incompetent self, and I can't break through the union of capitalists and the country at all, which dooms me to the fate of inferior people.

Now, Yaping is also smoking, but what can this be? Anyway, she didn't say anything now, but after a long while, she got up, took some toilet paper out of her pocket, and wiped the madman's tears.

That's right, Yaping didn't say anything now, the two just went out of the office door together, and then went out of the Internet café together and went home together.

It was a silent night, the cold wind was howling outside, but it was so warm in the rental house, Yaping's clothes were so thin, the madman just continued to smoke his cigarette, watching the air conditioner on the wall humming, and then wiped out the cigarette butts, carried out a simple wash, and fell asleep with Yaping.

Tonight, this is the first time that the two of them have hugged each other and slept after a long time, and they were just facing away from each other before, but this kind of hugging is really a little scary, because the two don't say anything.

……

The next day, the outside world was still bitterly cold, the cold rain was still beating the world, and the pedestrians on the road were in a hurry, as if they had never been in such a hurry, they were even running.

The gray sky, the rain and fog are boundless, and the madman hugs Yaping, because there is only an umbrella at home, but now Yaping suddenly spoke: "My shoes are in the water, it's very uncomfortable."

The madman glanced at Yaping numbly, and didn't say anything, maybe the current Yaping thinks that the current madman has completely ignored her, right? So she stopped talking, just kept walking.

It's just that after arriving at the door of the Internet café, the madman forcibly pulled Yaping to the second floor of the Internet café, although the night shift cashier and the day shift cashier all said hello to the madman and Yaping, and Yaping and the madman's answer was indeed so simple, just smiled slightly and said yes.

After arriving at the office on the second floor, the madman took off Yaping's shoes, and then took out a pair of slippers, but this is summer, so Yaping asked her to put them on, Yaping said: "This look, how should I go to work today?"

The madman just sat on a leather chair, smoking a cigarette and even drinking liquor, and said with a blank expression: "Call your leader and say that you are asking for leave today, anyway, you have more than ten days to go, and you will completely leave this heartbroken city."

But Yaping was just wearing slippers, then smiled, took the cigarette and lighter on the desk, lit a cigarette, smoked, and seemed to be thinking about something, in short, after thinking about it for a while, she spoke: "If I go to work now, I must be late, so it's better not to go."

Yaping did say so, and did so, she took out her own Huawei mobile phone, called her leader, and on the phone she actually said that her boyfriend was in a bad mood today, so she had to stay home with her boyfriend and couldn't go to work.

When the madman heard Yaping say such a reason, he thought she was crazy, would her leader really approve her for such a reason? No, in fact, what does it matter if you approve the leave or not, anyway, it's just a month's salary, more than 2,000 yuan, so the current madman picks up the wine that he didn't finish drinking yesterday and continues to drink.

But the problem is that Yaping is like an unreasonable reason for asking for leave, and her leader seems to agree, because she said thank you to the phone and then hung up the phone, so the madman called out...... After a long sigh, he spoke: "You are really willful, and your leader is capricious enough, your reason for asking for leave, can this be approved?"

Yaping did smile coldly: "I said how long have you not cared about me?" Do you know that I myself am the little leader of that supermarket, and I have long been the foreman, in charge of more than a dozen people. ”

The madman was really stunned when he heard this, because he really didn't know about it, so he had to continue to smile bitterly while continuing to smoke, and then he began to take out the account sheet and start sorting out the accounts, and now the madman, in fact, strictly speaking, he knows the server passwords of all Internet cafes, in fact, in this Internet café, he can also complete the matter of checking the accounts, and then go to the Internet café to count the cash.

So now the madman sits on the computer and starts to check the accounts of other Internet cafes, but Yaping is half-lying on the leather chair, playing with her mobile phone, and even drinking tea and smoking cigarettes, as for the madman, after checking the accounts for a while, he said to Yaping: "I see that you have been smoking, why don't I go out and buy you some snacks?"

Yaping she just smiled, yes, the madman understood, this is her consent, so the madman put on his coat, and went out of the office door, after going downstairs, on the first floor, he still saw the group of big bosses who continued to play WOW games, they were still talking and laughing, and even highly concentrated, maybe they were in the next copy now, right? So the madman didn't intend to bother them, but seriously, as if he didn't have anything to say to them.

However, this group of big bosses still saw the madman him, so he greeted the madman, and even gave the madman cigarettes, and the madman couldn't refuse their hospitality, so he had to take their cigarettes, or a pack of 100 yuan Nanjing, also called the Ninety-Five Supreme, anyway, the madman He didn't light this cigarette now, just told the group of big bosses that he was sorting out the accounts in the office on the second floor, and now he wanted to eat some snacks, so he went out to buy some.

And this group of big bosses did not continue to keep the madman him, after all, they understood, the current madman he was at work, so the madman walked to the counter, and saw the network manager of the day shift chatting with Wang Yu, and whether it was Wang Yu or the network manager of the day shift, after seeing the madman, he seemed to be quite scared, so he said hello to the madman, and the madman just responded with a bitter smile.

Then the madman came out of the Internet café, the outside world is too cold, too overwhelming, not only the cold wind is whistling like a knife, but it will be a drifting rain, the whole world looks like it is so cold, so hazy, as if everything is hidden in the fog.

However, the madman said nothing, after all, he wanted to talk now, and there was no one to talk to him, so he just got out of the Internet café, and then braved the cold wind whistling like a knife, braving the extremely cold drifting rain, and tried to run at a fast speed, along the edge of the building, and this was to a supermarket.

In the supermarket, the madman bought a lot of snacks, which were completely big and big, and when he finally settled the account, it cost more than 60 yuan, so he carried this big bag of snacks and ran back to the Internet café.

After entering the door, Wang Yu just asked the madman if he bought it for his wife, after all, Wang Yu knew that Yaping was here, and the madman just hummed, as for the network manager of the day shift, he didn't say anything.

In short, anyway, and now the madman, he arrived at the door of the office on the second floor, and immediately knocked on the door.