The madman looked at the current Yaping, just took a puff of cigarette, and then smiled lightly in an extremely complicated mood, of course, Yaping also smiled faintly.

Then the madman turned his head and looked at the incomparably cold world outside the office window, the cold wind was howling, and the extremely cold rain was wanton, seeing this, the madman spoke: "It's raining so hard outside, why aren't you wet?"

Yaping is now wearing an off-white down jacket, but it is very obvious, whether it is this down jacket, this or her hair, there is no trace of rain, and this is completely unreasonable, so the current madman is really confused.

And Yaping just smiled slightly: "I came over after work at eight o'clock in the evening, and it was only ten o'clock when I arrived at the Internet café, so I chatted with Wang Yu at the counter below, is there a problem?"

Chatting with Wang Yu? Isn't Wang Yu on the day shift? Wang Yu should have gotten off work before eight o'clock in the evening, right? That's right, the current madman is full of doubts, so he asked Yaping softly about these doubts, and Yaping also answered his doubts, it turned out that Wang Yu didn't go home after work, but played games on the computer.

After the madman heard this, he didn't say anything more, because between this and Yaping, it seemed that there was nothing to say for a long time.

So now the madman, he just sits on the leather chair, sideways, smoking a cigarette, looking at the incomparably cold world outside the window with an extremely blank expression, this world is too cold, and the sound of the cold wind is constantly heard, which seems to completely tear people's souls.

It was also at this moment, in the warm air conditioning in this office, that Yaping pursed her lips and said: "What do you think, can you tell me?"

The madman got up, took out a bottle of liquor from the big cardboard box on the side, this is still Beijing Erguotou, this is a very strong liquor, a big mouthful, which can make ordinary people enter the state of drunkenness and dreaming of death, but, for the madman, this big sip of liquor, it doesn't seem to have much effect, after all, in this coo, he has drunk at least three sips or more, but in addition to the burning of the spirits, it is just the pungent aroma of wine in the mouth and nostrils.

The madman drank a lot of wine, and seemed to have forgotten what Fang Cai Yaping asked, but when she looked up in confusion, this was the first time she saw the chandelier above her head in this office, this office has been simply renovated, so the chandelier is an off-white lotus shape, because it belongs to a semi-shading appearance, so this light is not dazzling at all.

Bowed his head, looking at the purple sand cup that the boss bought for himself, there was tea in it, of course, when drinking, generally speaking, he would also drink a lot of water, so he picked up the purple sand cup and drank a few large sips of tea, which was the cigarette butt in his hand and threw it into the woodcarved ashtray.

That's right, the current madman, he must have forgotten what Fang Cai Yaping was asking himself, it must be like this, so he looked at the messy documents on the desk, and then said: "Pig, did you ask me something just now?"

Yaping took the cigarette case on the desk, took out one, and lit it with the unique windproof lighter that the madman threw on the side, as for her at this moment, this smoking turned out to be over her lungs, in fact, Yaping has been smoking recently, and the madman knows all this.

After a few puffs, she snorted again...... With a long sigh, he said, "I've asked you so many times lately that I don't think I need to repeat it."

Oh? So? In fact, the madman at this moment, this completely understood what Yaping was asking, so the madman spoke: "If we buy a house in Henan or Xianyang to live, then I have to lose this job and find a new job, then our future will become more confusing, in case, I said that if there is a case, or we fail in business, you will also leave me, so it is useless to get married, even if we find a job, but it is also a life of work, work, that's it, that's it, This is a world in which capitalists exploit our working people, the state will protect the capitalists, we laborers are just laborers, there are no human rights at all, there is no choice but to work all your life, so there is no time to accompany you, and you will leave me as well.

Of course, we have another option, I borrow money from my boss to buy a house in this big city, but you know, if I do that, then I'm going to be in debt, so what do you think I'm going to do? That's right, I'm going to be a slave to our boss completely, and I'm going to have to work hard for him all my life, and I basically won't have time to spend with you, because I'm going to be in charge of eleven Internet cafes, and you know how busy it will be? Since I don't have time for you, you will leave me too.

You may say, you can endure all this, no, in fact, if you don't say it, I also know that you will answer me like this, I am just telling you, follow me, in the current situation, you can only be a slave of the capitalists in this life, a dog of the state, yes, for the country, I am not even as good as a dog, he will not care whether I am happy or not, because the country will only care about the so-called glory of labor, this is China.

Actually, I'm so scared, if you ask me, do I like you? No, in fact, I don't like you at all, because you are my only concern in this world, and without your existence, I would have committed suicide a long time ago, right? That's right, I hate being a slave to capitalists, I hate being a human being without human rights, and I'm as small as a worm, and I'm powerless to compete.

You may laugh at me and say that I think too much, as long as we get married, no matter where we buy a house, as long as we work hard, and if we have children in the future, you can bring them up to your parents, but Yaping, you know what? Even if we have children, even if we give everything we have to raise our children, in fact, this is even more cruel to children, because children will repeat the story of you and me in this disgusting world like a dung pit, in this real hell, that is, to be slaves of capitalists and dogs of the state.

Well? You may ask me, do I have a problem with my brain, do I drink too much, let me tell you, no, in fact, I have thought about a lot, almost every moment thinking about things between you and me, but, I am incompetent, there is no better way to keep you, I know, in our era where money can buy everything, money can not only be used to defy the law, but also to despise human rights and buy the happiness you and I need.

But the problem is that in our world, all people only think about one thing, and that is to take, and no one will ever think about giving something to this disgusting world, so if we want to break through the shackles of fate, we will either be hypocritical good people or evil people, and this may not get what we want.

Of course, the real problems are far more than these, these are just the surface of what I am currently so ignorant, and the real big problems, maybe there are more and more, so you and I get married, you can't get the happiness you want, unless I am rich, you can get the happiness that you and I pursue.

Yaping, do you know what I'm talking about now, but I don't care if you can understand it or not, I'm just telling you that in this world, you are my only relative, in fact, I, I don't want to lose you, I have told myself countless times that I must work hard, I must bring you happiness, so I work hard, but all my efforts, this is just falling into the trap of exploitation of the capitalists, falling into the trap of the state, we can't get our own, and we won't have happiness. ”

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Now the madman, he seems to say a lot of things at once, as if he can never finish, after all, this is the world he sees, in fact, the only way to become a rich man, is to be a wicked person, a real evil person, because money is created by working people through labor, so the more money a rich person has, it means that he exploits the wealth of more laborers, but the madman can't take this step anyway, so he has the current confusion and confusion, so he thinks that in this world, You can't get yourself at all, you can't get the so-called happiness at all, because the so-called happiness of others is nothing more than the legitimate exploitation of the wealth of other laborers.

Yaping was still smoking a cigarette, but she also spoke: "I don't know what the hell you just said, because I feel messy, but I also understood two sentences, the first sentence is, you said that I am your only relative, and the second sentence is, you say you don't want to lose me."

Yaping's answer like this really made the madman feel like he couldn't cry or laugh, maybe what he said just now was really the so-called mess, right? So the madman smirked, then took the cigarette case on his desk, pulled one out of it, and lit it.

The curling smoke slowly rose in this small office, and at this point, the madman drank several large sips of liquor, and then smoked a few more puffs of cigarettes, and then pursed his lips: "Pig, when are you going to leave me?" I have nearly 70,000 yuan in my card, so you can take it all with you. ”

"Well, I'll go home in ten days, since you want to give me the money, this can be regarded as my youth loss fee over the years, tomorrow, you will go to the bank to transfer money to me."

After the madman heard Yaping's words, he just smiled lightly, but he also felt that maybe only by doing this could he make his heart feel a little better, yes, Yaping has actually lost everything she has for herself over the years, and all of this is definitely not a joke.