There was nothing in the room, yes, the moment I turned on the light, the room suddenly lit up, as if I had never understood that as long as I turned on the light, the room would light up. Everything here, whether it's the quilt on the bed or the mattress, or this huge fluffy brown bear, it looks flat, as if it's been washed a little too much, right? Or the bookcase, or even everything on the desk, even the laptop, and the incomparably high-end mechanical keyboard, these things are still here, just lying quietly here.

However, I don't understand why, but I feel that there seems to be nothing here, and I drank two large sips of liquor, which is extremely strong and extremely pungent alcohol, surrounding and suspended around, stimulating the deepest part of the nasal cavity, but also stimulating my mind world and my heart that can't be quiet, yes, there is no Yaping here, everything is superfluous, even if it is a book in a bookcase, even a pen holder on the desk, or even a pen in a pen holder, or a laptop.

There is no trace of Yaping here? No, in fact, many things are telling that the former Yaping belonged here, or that it belonged to herself, whether it was her toiletries, or the rare cosmetics she didn't take away, or the goldfish and even flowers and plants she bought.

It's just that there seems to be a gift box on the desk, a small, small handbag, as if to tell, inside is a pen, and it is also a hero card, so instantly, I remembered that I used to worship heroes infinitely, always praying that a hero could save my ignorant self, and finally seemed to have found a hero, and now, it is praying again for the arrival of heroes, yes, if there is a hero willing to save himself who is ignorant at this moment, how good would it be? But I understand that all this is just an extravagant hope.

In the insensitivity, he wiped the tears that flowed out wantonly, lit a cigarette again, the smoke passed deep through his lungs, and the moment he spit it out, the smoke seemed to tear his own tears, so scared, so confused......

But no matter whether you are still in a state of distraction and confusion, you just feel so cold, the temperature in this room is too low, it seems that you have never felt that this room is so cold, even cold to seep people, so you pick up the remote control of the air conditioner, turn on the air conditioner, and it is the highest in one breath, it is a high temperature of 30 degrees, so the temperature in the room, this is also beginning to rise slowly, but what is the point of this? Anyway, without Yaping, everything here is superfluous, even himself, is superfluous.

Slowly walked to the desk, numbly turned on this special lamp again, it can change three kinds of light, as if he had understood before, so switched to the sunset color, then looked at the gift on the desk, this is indeed a hero brand pen, and can be wrapped in a bag, it seems that it is expensive.

I saw that the small handbag was written, Hero, Century Golden Dragon, and I saw that there was a notebook on the side of the handbag, and it was still open, so I didn't look at the pen first, but picked up the notebook, thinking, is there a text left by Yaping on it, maybe God pities himself, so Yaping really wrote some words: I'm gone, in the future, you take care of yourself.

It's so simple, yes, it's so simple, so simple that it's heartbreaking, why don't Yaping write more, even a little more? But no, so I casually threw the notes back on the desk, half lying on the chair, drinking liquor, drinking for a long time, and crying for a long time, wanting to drink until I was drunk, but unfortunately, although the wine was so strong, it still couldn't be intoxicating, so I smoked cigarettes again.

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This night, I didn't seem to have done anything, of course, except for drinking, smoking and crying, yes, I really didn't do anything other than that, and at four o'clock in the morning, I seemed sleepy? No, in fact, I'm not sleepy at all, on the contrary, I'm too awake, so I've been holding my phone and watching, hoping or praying, praying that Yaping can call her suddenly? It's just that the phone doesn't receive any calls, not even the simplest text message.

So I started to sleep, so after dawn, I washed up in a hurry, because after the alarm clock went off, because of the hangover, the strength of the wine came up, so it was hard to die, so I thought, just sleep for a few minutes, a few minutes, and this sleep, it's too much.

That's right, it's been many years since I went to work at the Langtaosha Internet Café, but it's really like a blink of an eye, and in the past many years in the blink of an eye, I haven't been late once, and I haven't even been in a hurry to wash up because of work in the morning, and today, not only do I need to wash up in such a hurry, but I'm also late.

When I arrived at the Internet café, the time was more than ten o'clock in the morning, but whether it was Wang Yu who was still sitting at the counter on the first floor, or the network manager on the day shift, or the group of big bosses who were sitting on the first floor and continuing to play games, they actually didn't say anything, maybe they thought they had gone to other Internet cafes? No, no, no, obviously it's unlikely, but they just don't say it.

On the second floor, as usual, I opened the door of the office, and the furnishings inside were still the same, but because my head hurt too much, it was really a headache, so I quickly picked up the purple sand cup, in fact, I didn't put tea in it, but I just washed away yesterday's tea indiscriminately, no, it seemed to be the day before yesterday, and then I poured some boiling water, and added some cold water, so I drank it indiscriminately, after all, my head really hurt, and I was really thirsty.

Then he sat down in the leather chair and began to lose his mind, after all, it seemed that there was nothing to do at all, but was this really the case? In fact, there are many more things waiting to be done by yourself, and this is indeed the case, whether it is preparing red envelopes for employees in other Internet cafes, or checking accounts, etc.

That's right, I can't be idle like this, because as soon as I sit down, or as long as I have a little bit of leisure, I will immediately think of Yaping, and this thought of Yaping will immediately pray to God again, praying that Yaping can return to his side, so he must be busy, so the madman really starts to get busy.

At this point, the madman is no longer afraid of the cold wind howling outside, because there is nothing outside except the cold wind howling, because yesterday's needlepoint snow has long stopped, so the madman is alone, riding an electric car outside as fast as possible, whether it is to go to other Internet cafes to check the accounts, in the face of their bitter smile, or to go to the supermarket where Yaping once worked, to buy red envelope wrapping paper, this in the face of the female saleswoman he knew, the bitter smile he showed, in short, he was laughing, My heart is full of intentions to smile at the whole world that hurts me.

It's as if you're showing love to a world that completely hurts you, it's ridiculous, but isn't your life so ridiculous? Whether it was when I was a child, because I was bullied by others, so I fought back, I felt that I was superior, and no one was as good as myself, or later, I was proud of myself in the Internet company, as if I was cold to everyone, as if I was a high-minded God, and even now, I am the assistant to the boss of the Internet café, and I still have a high-minded posture, but behind all these high-minded postures, who understands that in fact, I lost a mess, yes, I lost to the point where I have nothing, But when I first came to this world, I seemed to have nothing, so it's really ridiculous, ridiculous, it's not this world, it's just myself.

Returning to the Internet café again, I quickly went to the second floor, anyway, the air conditioning in the office on the second floor, it was so warm, so intoxicating, so I wiped my tears, sat on the leather chair, and began to prepare red envelopes for the employees of other Internet cafes, and today's self, this has not forgotten to bring a fountain pen, it is still this one that Lili gave herself, although it is injured, the paint peeling is too serious, but it doesn't matter, so I use this pen, making records.

Looking at the pen words he wrote, it turned out to be so beautiful, yes, this is completely different from himself when he was a child, whether it is the pen or the structure of the font, this pen seems to be able to really follow his heart's desire, so the font he wrote, but also with his own mind, see the text currently written, this reminds me of seeing Yaping's handwriting left in the notebook last night, thinking, the words she wrote, it's really rotten.

Hehe, but these are not important, so the madman continues to do what he should do, and after being busy, this is playing a game on the computer of accounting, it is a gun game, fighting in the game, although I haven't played this game for a long time, but the skills are still there, so with an ordinary gun, you can kill those RMB fighters who have spent a lot of money, in fact, the term RMB warrior is also an Internet noun, referring to those who charge money in the game.

In fact, seriously, in the world of the game, this is the same cruel as the real world where any of us are, as long as there is money, it will be very powerful, it will definitely be high, and it will be flattered by everyone, but some people, or there are so many people who don't spend money, will always emerge in the game and defeat the RMB warriors, this is their only wish? Perhaps? Or maybe not? But in short, the madman is addicted to the game right now.

Even play games to the point of madness, because in the game not only can kill RMB fighters, which makes you feel very comfortable, and you can even curse people indiscriminately, what is even more terrifying is that your typing speed is still so fast, those who want to scold themselves and want to refute themselves can't keep up with their typing speed at all, which is really ridiculous.