And is the so-called end suicide? No, of course not, because the madman understood from the beginning that he did not have the courage that only heroes have, and yes, the madman understood all this, and understood that although everyone looked down on those who committed suicide, in fact, they were the real heroes.

This is like the plot of the story of the brave and the demon king that promotes boring justice, the person who can really pick up the so-called sword of the brave is not because he has some kind of extraordinary talent, or even has any outstanding qualifications, the only factor that he can pick up the sword of the brave is only because he has the courage to face the demon king, yes, it is exactly so, so the moment he faces the demon king, he is a brave man in the real sense.

So now, the madman thinks that he is deceived by the so-called comfortable life at present, or by the so-called comfort in this false world, and that it needs to be changed, although all people always say that they must get used to the environment, otherwise they can only be eliminated, whether it is the experience of human history, or any kind of creature in the natural environment, such as sparrows, they are adapted to our modern living environment, so that they can survive.

It's just that the madman understands that those who adapt to the environment are always the weak, and the real strong are to change the environment, and they need the environment to adapt to themselves. For example, the mobile phone that everyone has in our hands today means that human beings have changed their living environment, and of course there are many other examples.

By the way, why do you want to think of this?

At this moment, the madman is sitting alone in the office on the second floor, alone and smoking, looking at everything in front of him again, everything seems to have some kind of unique memory fragments, and these memory fragments seem to be related to Yaping, which is really terrible.

Goodong, goodong, bitter wine into the throat, the stomach seems to be burning, is this because you drink a little too much at one time? Of course not, it's just, it's like your whole world is about to start burning, your eyes are blank and blurry, you seem to be drunk and awake, it's because you're happy? Happy Yaping actually lied, because she returned to this bustling city full of pathos again?

No, no, no......

It's not like that, in fact, for the madman now, Yaping has never appeared in his own world, as if he is always obsessed with the past, so what kind of mood should he take to move forward in the journey of his life again?

So Goo Dong, Goo Dong, Goo Dong, and drank several large sips of liquor, so that I could calm my mind, and it was at this moment, when the madman thought that the world was simply boring, that someone knocked on the door, listening to the sound of the knock, and the madman just responded without a look: "Come in, the door is open." ”

There was a squeak, and the door opened, and the madman thought it might be the network administrator? Because this is an Internet café, the network manager sometimes has a bad computer that can't be handled, so he will definitely come to him, yes, because according to the general situation, things should have developed like this, but the current one who comes in is not the network manager, but more like a girl who is crazy and doesn't know.

Is it because she is dressed in a shiny black outfit? No, the main reason is that her long black hair, which is incomparably bright, because she has some kind of unusually expensive hair wax? It doesn't seem to be, in short, at this moment, she is so beautiful, so charming, whether it is her figure, or her facial features, or the charming smile on her face.

But what should I say at the moment? The girl's face immediately changed drastically, although she hadn't closed the door yet, but the unusually strong smell of liquor in this room was definitely suffocating, and the girl couldn't stand the smell?

And the madman just lit a cigarette in a stupid way, because he realized who this girl was, and he could be 100% sure that at present, the handsome boss must have also come to this Internet café, because this girl is the eldest lady, but her careful dress today makes people feel that she is no longer like her in the past.

The eldest lady didn't say much, and she didn't pay attention to the madman who lit the cigarette, but walked straight to the window, and opened it directly, as if to let the strong smell of alcohol and the thick smoke in this small office dissipate as soon as possible.

And the madman was about to say something to the eldest lady for the first time according to his own mind, the madman was calm, his eyes passed through the direction of the door in a daze, looked at the situation outside, and then spoke: "Miss, if the window in the back is opened, the heat in the room will run away, so it will be very cold." ”

But the current eldest lady, as if she hadn't heard it, opened the window, sat at the computer that was settling accounts, and looked at the madman with a smile: "Listen to my father, you broke up with your girlfriend?" ”

The madman's facial muscles twitched instantly, and then he took another puff of his cigarette and flicked the ash into the fine ashtray as he spoke, "It's my own business." ”

The eldest lady sighed when she heard this, but she didn't continue to say anything, just sat in her place, and looked at the madman with her big round eyes.

After a long time, the noise outside the door seemed to be more and more harsh, and the coldness of the outside world that invaded from the window behind him was even more like a needle carpet...... He let out a long sigh, then got up and closed the window without the consent of the eldest lady.

The corners of the eldest lady's mouth went up, and she seemed to be very happy? No, in fact, the current madman doesn't care about these inexplicable things at all, yes, the madman at this moment is exactly like this.

Then the madman sat on the comfortable leather chair again, looked at the eldest lady, and then said indifferently: "Eldest miss, what is your father doing today?" Also, shouldn't you start school? ”

"Yes, I'm starting school today, but the school guys are boring, and I just came back from school with my father, do you have any opinions?"

In fact, the eldest lady's sentence is a bit inexplicable, at least for the current madman, because who does the madman think he is? Why should there be some kind of opinion about her affairs? So the madman smiled bitterly, and looked at the cigarette in his hand, which was about to burn to the end: "No, what can I say? I'm just asking, after all, I don't know what to say to you, Miss. ”

The eldest lady laughed after hearing this, she was really laughing, and she was smiling so sweetly, and then the eldest lady didn't say anything more, but the madman got up and spoke again: "Miss, you just sit in the office, I'll go to the first floor to see the boss." ”

"What am I doing sitting here alone? I'll go too. ”

The madman just pursed his lips and laughed when he heard this, but why he laughed, he himself had no clue, but the eldest lady was also smiling, but anyway, the two of them went out of the office, and the madman also locked the door.

When I walked halfway up the stairs on the next floor with the eldest lady, I saw the handsome boss, the boss was chatting with the group of big bosses on the first floor, in short, he looked very happy, however, the handsome boss saw the madman coming down, and immediately interrupted the chat with the group of big bosses.

Instead, he asked the madman directly with a smile on his face: "Nothing happened to the Internet café recently, right?" ”

The madman also replied truthfully: "No, everything is quite normal." ”

After hearing this, the boss didn't ask too much, but just told the group of big bosses around him that he was going to the office to check the account sheets, and then began to go upstairs, but the eldest lady was sitting next to this group of big bosses, after all, it was either her uncle or her uncle, she seemed to call her uncle, right? Hehe, so the eldest lady is chatting with her group of uncles.

And the madman just casually took out a cigarette from his pocket again, lit one, and walked towards the door of the Internet café in a daze, just went out, the outside world is really cold, although it seems to be spring, no, in fact, for the madman, it is still the season of the cold winter and the moon, yes, it must be the case.

When I entered the Internet café again, after all, it was warmer in the Internet café, so I sat at the account and chatted with the cashier. It seems to be so-called in life?

……

Anyway, after about an hour, the handsome boss came down from the second floor, saying that the accounts had been checked and some of the written account books had been taken away, but the madman didn't care about these at all, because the money to buy the account books was also done, that is, the account books themselves were the boss's money.

After the boss and the eldest lady left here, the madman got up from the tent, and paid no attention to the group of big bosses who were still sitting on the first floor, and then went up to the second floor, opened the door of the office, and entered, and sat in a comfortable leather chair again, as if nothing had changed in everything.

Indeed, everything in our human world, because of the order formulated by some people, has made life, or let us human world, there will no longer be so-called surprises, all human life, every day is just repeating yesterday's yesterday, just like all our human beings, at present, are just simply living, and it is also under this kind of thinking that the madman thinks of our ancient human ancestors, is there a lot of fun and surprise in the life of our ancestors? Of course, it comes with a lot of dangers.

In short, the current madman doesn't know what's wrong with him, let alone what he should think now, just like a fool, stupidly in a daze, looking at everything in front of him stupidly.

It's just that after a long time, the madman suddenly has a place that he really wants to go, yes, he really wants to go, and today, strictly speaking, there is nothing else going on in the Internet café, so he left immediately.