Two hundred and seventy-five
For all these simple things, or all these simple happiness, the same is true for Lili. But why do madmen think that? In fact, the madman also understands this in an instant.
Of course, under the night sky, there are still incomparably brilliant sunset street lamps on both sides of the long street, and the pedestrians on the street come and go, it is a very lively scene, and it is passing through the bustling city, but Lili sits behind the electric car at will, and also speaks casually: "I never thought about it, it turns out that this is dating." ”
Appointment? Oh, so Lili called this a date? But is this really dating? This is obviously a madman who has been running around with Lili for most of the day, and the madman has been dealing with his own work all the time, but Lili actually called this a date, since it is described as dating, it is not difficult to imagine that Lili is very happy.
Of course, the madman who learned about this was just as happy. Then the two of them returned to the Lang Tao Sand Internet Cafe again, and it was now 20:35 in the evening, and the madman had already left work at this time, but now there was something to deal with.
So the madman took Lili to the second floor first, in the office on the second floor, the madman assembled a computer at random, plugged in the Internet cable, and then you could watch a movie, Lili said that the current madman, his computer technology is very good or something, and the madman is not modest at all, and told Lili that now he can be said to be a big technician in this Internet café, so this computer technology can not be good or something.
Lili just smiled and nodded, as if affirming the unbeatable achievements of a three-year-old child, and the madman just sorted out the accounts, and then went to the accounting computer to check the accounts, which is called checking, and Lili was just sitting next to the computer that had just been assembled and watching the TV series.
In short, in the end, the madman sorted out for a long time, about twenty-two o'clock, which was sorted out, and then dealt with some of the accounts of the Internet café, and then pulled Lili out of the Internet café, after getting out of the Internet café, he must have eaten first, and he also ate in Shaxian County, and the owner of Shaxian snacks, this also specially asked the madman, Lili is his girlfriend or something, after all, the owner of Shaxian snacks understands, the crazy man's former girlfriend is Yaping, just the owner of Shaxian snacks, for Yaping's affairs, It's not mentioned at all.
After eating, the madman took Lili back to the rental house, and asked Lili to try on new clothes, all of which were casual clothes, which looked quite ordinary anyway, and definitely not as gorgeous as Lili was wearing now.
After Lili tried on the clothes, she was entangled with the madman again, and compared to last night, Lili is obviously a little more relaxed now, of course, the madman is also more relaxed.
After that, Lili sat on the edge of her laptop and played, but she didn't smoke, as if she had quit smoking in an instant, like a madman giving her cigarettes, she just said she wouldn't smoke.
Originally, there was nothing, because the madman was sitting at the desk, and he didn't know what to do, anyway, he didn't seem to want to sleep now, so he took a book at random and read it, but immediately Lili suddenly said: "Why don't you write your book?" ”
The madman was stunned for a moment, and then he realized that in his laptop, there were manuscripts of books, and they were on the desktop, and there was obviously a time record on it, but the madman didn't understand how to answer this matter at all, so he said hesitantly: "Oh, if you don't write, you won't write." ”
But Lili went on another round of questioning: "Why don't you keep a diary anymore, I remember your obsession with a diary, just like you will always carry a pen with you." ”
That's right, now that Lili is questioning like this, this is really difficult to answer, do you want to say that you have given up writing a diary a long time ago? Definitely not, since you have given up a long time ago, then why do you have to keep carrying a pen with you? Is it just because you get used to it? No, it's certainly not that simple.
The madman gritted his teeth and wanted to say something, but he didn't understand at all what he could say now, so far he could only smile bitterly, look up at the air conditioner, listen to the buzzing sound of the air conditioner, and then light a cigarette, smoke, and even picked up the wine bottle under the desk and drank it.
But Lili looked at the bookcases full of books, and suddenly spoke: "It seems that Yaping's hope for you must be very big, these books are not ordinary books, they are all books that integrate wisdom, have you finished reading these books?" ”
Finished reading? How could it be, but the madman really didn't understand what was wrong with Lili now, so he intended to get through the trick, got up directly, and then put the cigarette that had just been lit in the ashtray, which immediately pounced on Lili's side and hugged her directly from behind with both hands.
That's right, it's soft, soft to the point of being intoxicating, and now Lili is just wearing a very thin pajamas, which I just bought this afternoon, which are pink and have a bear pattern on it, and this is also a madman who chose it himself.
So now strictly speaking, Lili was obviously attacked by a madman, but the expression on her face didn't change much, the madman took the opportunity to rub her hippie smile a few times, but Lili still didn't have any expression on her face, and then Lili suddenly spoke: "The pen I gave you is because you like it, and that's all I can give you, because I was hungry for many days because I bought that pen, you know?" ”
That's right, the madman immediately realized how precious this gold pen was many years ago, and it would not be too much to say that it carried Lili's soul. Therefore, he was completely shocked at first, but at some point, this fountain pen seemed to have lost the meaning it should have, and it just became a fountain pen.
How should I answer Lili's question? Perfunctory? Obviously not, if it is said to use some strange logical language to answer, it seems that it will not work, after all, I did not deliberately prepare those strange reasons, because I didn't expect that Lili would say this, and even more so to question herself.
This is an incomparably soft chest, but at this moment, the madman still let go of his hands, then sat down in a chair, picked up the unburned cigarette in the ashtray, took a few puffs, and thought for a long time before he spoke: "I'm sorry." ”
Yes, the madman's words of sorry are not that he is begging for Lili's forgiveness, he just knows very piously that he has done something wrong, so in this self-blame, he once again remembers that the Haikou that he once boasted to Lili should use a pen to write wisdom.
But until today, in fact, not only did he not figure out what wisdom was, but he also gave Lili to himself such a precious fountain pen, which was full of scars, yes, this must be a great sin, and this kind of great sin cannot be forgiven, let alone forgiven.
So the madman lowered his head, he didn't dare to look up at Lili, and when he lowered his head, he could only see the pink pajama pants on Lili's legs, and a pair of cotton slippers for a little bear.
But? But, but...... The madman understood that he had been saying sorry for himself for a long time, but at this moment, he didn't understand how much time had passed, but Lili still didn't say a word, as if she was still waiting for an answer that satisfied her.
But? But? But what kind of answer can satisfy Lili? The madman didn't understand, he really didn't understand, so he lit a cigarette again and took a few puffs, however, the nicotine in the cigarette seemed to have completely changed into another flavor at this moment, in short, the taste of the cigarette really changed, and it was no longer like the taste before Lili questioned herself.
The madman could no longer stand the atmosphere that was breaking down at this moment, so after a few puffs of cigarettes, he kept his head down, and said like an innocent three-year-old child who had done something wrong and thus sincerely confessed his mistake: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." ”
But Lili still didn't speak, she really didn't say a word, in short, for the madman, in this small rental house at the moment, even the humming air conditioner sounded like it was overwhelming, yes, this was scared, the madman was currently scared, and he didn't know how long, and he felt scared again.
The madman thought about looking up, smiled, and then kissed Lili's lips with a hippie smile, or only then, Lili would say a word of annoyance, laugh and push him away, and then it was as if what was happening with Fang just now, this had never happened, although he thought of it, but the madman still didn't dare to look up, this was really afraid to see Lili's expression at the moment, he could be absolutely sure that the current Lili was definitely not smiling, it was definitely a serious face.
However, time waits for no one, because time is just time, it is the law of the operation of this cosmic celestial body, our small human beings, for the time being, can not resist this law, can only obey, this is like, we human beings are strange creatures, absolutely can not resist the original most true self, because the consequences are unimaginable, just like in our world, in fact, there are few people who have real themselves, it is really rare, and many people will only say, everyone is like this, Or what is the so-called person who knows the times as a handsome man or something......
No! No! No! It shouldn't be like this, it definitely shouldn't be like this! It was at this moment that the madman thoroughly understood what Lili had given him, which was Lili's dream? No, that's your own dream, that's the so-called, writing wisdom!