However, the so-called wisdom is just like what Fang just understood, it is not clear at all, what wisdom is, but even if it is not clear what wisdom is, even at this moment, this is just to please Lili, maybe it is really so, so we must continue to chase?

No, in fact, from the beginning, really from the beginning, I have already known what wisdom is. Isn't the so-called wisdom exactly the so-called positive energy of the country's top leaders, and isn't the essence something that is beneficial to the top level? That's right, this is the so-called wisdom of the country's top leaders, so, for ordinary people, what is wisdom?

The madman pondered for a long time, and finally came up with the answer, for ordinary people, the so-called wisdom is not exactly what they want to believe, even if the essence is the so-called lie, just like everyone thinks that the earth is round, in fact, our earth, in fact, is not a regular circle, which is really funny.

Thinking of this, the madman picked up the fountain pen on the table, which was also given by Lili, and now, it has lost its paint very seriously, really seriously, and has long lost its original gorgeous appearance, so it can't write? No, no, it's actually more comfortable for madmen now.

The madman smiled slightly, took a puff on his cigarette, and then spoke softly: "I'm going to write a diary." ”

That's right, when the madman said this, Lili laughed too. This is obviously what Lili wants the current madman to do, but for the madman himself, perhaps only when he writes a diary, or when he thinks and recalls, is he the real self?

But no matter what the so-called truth, or the so-called essence is, anyway, the current madman just takes a pen and starts to write a diary, as for when did he start writing? However, all of this is not important, the important thing is that a sip of strong and extremely pungent liquor in the stomach instantly has a thousand thoughts, and it is the tip of this fountain pen that begins to swim rapidly on the white notebook.

……

As soon as a madman recalls, when he begins to write, he instantly forgets himself, as if he has entered some kind of inexplicable realm, so at this moment, he actually forgets time.

Anyway, I don't know how long it took, Lili yawned and said, "Let's sleep, right?" If you don't make up for it, make it up slowly, don't be in a hurry. ”

The madman smiled indifferently, originally he wanted to say something, but Lili spoke again, Lili picked up the notebook, looked at it attentively, and said in satisfaction: "Your handwriting is really very good now, just like a calligrapher." ”

In fact, the madman wants to refute something, for example, he understands very well that the words he just wrote are not his own heyday at present, but because this kind of thing is writing, originally, it is to be written every day, as long as there is no insistence on one day, then the words written on the third day are definitely very different from the previous ones, and it is a thing like writing, if the number of days is too long, then it will take many days of practice to rewrite, which can return to the previous appearance.

So now the madman understands that his handwriting is not at all what it is now, in fact, strictly speaking, it is many times more beautiful than this. That's right, now is the moment you want to explain these things to Lili, so that Lili can praise herself even more happily? No, forget it, right?

That's right, forget it, so the madman didn't explain anything, but just said well, this is just a promise to Lili, sleep together. Subsequently, the madman did a simple washing, and it was precisely because of this little habit of life that Lili praised him again, but for Lili's praise, the madman seemed to enjoy it very much.

Then they hugged each other and fell asleep, yes, in such a life, it seems boring, but in this so-called boring, there are actually many other things that happen.

For example, Lili also knew several network managers in the Langtaosha Internet café, there were also cashiers, and there were also a few big bosses who played games, in short, now Lili is not afraid of life, and what is even more outrageous is that she also met several other female cashiers in Internet cafes, the madman thinks so, this is because, every time she takes Lili to other Internet cafes, Lili always talks with them, and the madman himself goes to check the accounts or something.

Of course, Lili also completely understood the content of the madman's work, and also understood, it turned out that the madman was still a finance minister, and all the large and small amounts of money in the Internet café had to go through the madman's hands.

But seriously, in fact, in the following days, the madman will also take time out to take Lili out to play, such as going to the park to play, and even going to the café to drink coffee together, and even more outrageously, going to the cinema to watch a movie together, in short, it's like what needs to be done between lovers, both of them have to do it all over again.

So the two of them forgot everything except for each other, and at this point, more than half a month later, that night, the two were talking and laughing in a small rental house, Lili was sitting on her laptop and watching a TV series, and the madman was writing a diary.

Oh, by the way, in fact, the madman has recently started to write books again, and has also started to publish them on the website again, although it is said that it is very badly written, and no one reads it anyway, but Lili said that she likes this book, so the madman thinks that it is okay to write and read it for Lili alone, or rather, it only needs this one reason, and this book has the need to finish it.

At this time, the flowers and plants on the desk are fragrant, which is because Lili has recently taken over these flowers and plants, and to put it seriously, there are several pots of internal organs in it that have been replaced, and the pig's ears are currently planted, and there is a new pot of bamboo, as for the goldfish tank, the goldfish are also re-raised, of course, it is also Lili who is taking care of them, anyway, these things, the madman has not taken care of them.

So at present, the madman is writing a diary, and when he is tired, he half-sits up, then lights a cigarette, and then smokes it, and by the way, look at these beautiful flowers and goldfish, and of course, the ornaments on this desk, there are very domineering five-dragon pen holders, very beautiful table lamps, and very exquisite ashtrays.

That's right, at this moment, the madman understands, and he understands thoroughly, he himself is currently in heaven, if this is not heaven, this is absolutely nonsense, because as long as it is where Lili is, it must be heaven, just like the Internet company that once owned Lili, then for himself, it is definitely what the world calls a beautiful paradise.

So now, the madman is smoking a cigarette and enjoying everything in this paradise, and it's a really ethereal feeling, almost like having the whole earthly feeling.

Suddenly, Lili picked up a very beautiful mug and took a sip of water, this mug was bought last week, and the madman and Lili selected it together, these are two, just a pair, and there is one in front of the madman, and the two mugs are put together, and the pattern on it is a complete heart.

But, for now, why would a madman care about Lili drinking water? In fact, the madman didn't care that she drank water, but Lili said: "I'll go to the previous rental house alone tomorrow, go get something, and you can go and deal with your own affairs, I'll come back before noon, and then go to your Internet café to find you." ”

After hearing this, the madman suddenly chuckled in his heart, because he was afraid, he was afraid that Lili would disappear in an instant, so the madman squinted his eyes, glanced at the bookcase, saw a lot of books on it, and drank a small sip of liquor slowly, so he learned a passage he saw in the book, and said: "Love is selfish, love is to want to have everything you have, and keep you firmly in my world." ”

Lili frowned after hearing this, but her face was full of smiles: "If you have something to say, just say it, don't keep learning the things in the book, I don't understand." ”

The madman sighed, wanting to ridicule her as a college student, but as soon as he opened his mouth, as soon as the words came out, this changed: "I mean, I'm afraid that you will be tired alone, I'll go with you, we have electric donkeys, if you think it's not good enough, we can hire a small truck from a moving company, it's not very expensive, it's just a few dozen dollars." ”

Lili picked up the mug again, took a sip of water, and then squinted her eyes, of course, with a smile on her face: "Are you afraid that I will run away?" ”

Of course, the madman was so worried, but he didn't admit it, but whether he admitted it or not, Lili must have already known the essence, so the madman said, "I'm really worried that you won't be able to take it." ”

"You think too much, I'm just going to get my purse, which has my ID card or something, and I don't want anything else."

The madman was still more worried, for fear that Lili's departure would be the same situation as before, as if she would never meet again if she left, so the madman said: "I refuse!" I'm going with you, or it's not negotiable. ”

But I don't know why, the current Lili is very stubborn, saying that she doesn't want the madman to follow him, but no matter how soft and hard the madman is, he can't shake the current Lili's plan, so in the end, the madman still negotiated with Lili, but the condition of the negotiation is that the madman will call Lili every hour on the hour to confirm, until she returns to the Langtaosha Internet café again.

However, for the madman's request, which can be called a pervert, Lili has no choice but to agree, because the madman said that if she didn't agree, he would commit suicide, and Lili completely understood that the madman was not discussing with her, but threatening her, but Lili also ate this threat.