Two hundred and ninety-three

The madman's words were so fanciful, but they were so simple and easy to understand, but Lili sneered, yes, Lili was full of smiles, but she didn't say a word, just got up, then took away her own cigarettes and lighters, and returned the card at Xiaohong at the account counter, and left the Internet café.

When the madman saw this, he shook his head and smiled, feeling that he must have won this game, and finally persuaded Lili and finally persuaded himself, but for some reason, he obviously won the victory, but in his heart, it was so painful, so he immediately smiled bitterly.

But these things have never been important, yes, for the madman, in fact, there are no so-called important things for him, even including his own life, which has long become less important, and he can't have the courage to commit suicide and leave this world, so the definition given is just: he is a coward.

Xiaohong's face was full of doubts? No, in fact, the madman doesn't understand what Xiaohong is thinking now, but it is undeniable that Xiaohong has heard all his conversations with Lili, but Xiaohong doesn't want to say anything, or rather, doesn't understand what she should say at all.

In short, when the madman goes out now, there is the sunset that has not yet dissipated, and this beautiful light is sprinkled all over the world, all the people, or almost all the social animals who have no power? No, no, in fact, for the high-level, human beings are not social animals from the beginning, but more like a so-called consumables, so now, all these consumables, in this beautiful sunset, in this world of lies carefully compiled by others, trying to find some real things, in fact, madmen understand that no expendable can find the real thing, because this world is just a well-made lie, and looking for the truth in the original lie is like schizophrenia.

That's right, all these consumables are schizophrenic, so far some of them walk on this beautiful sunset long street, laughing, always thinking that they have found some real thing, and some of them are preoccupied, they should still be trying to find the real thing, but the cars on the road are in a hurry, no matter who their owners are, and there is no doubt that they can't escape the absolute definition of consumables, but they always think that they have found or got something, and they think they are very powerfulSo at the moment there is a man driving what seems to be a luxury car, probing out, insulting a sweeper, as for the why, what happened, in fact, the madman does not understand, but the madman understands, he does not need to understand all this, because it is all so false, so boring.

The madman ate a bowl of egg noodles in a nearby restaurant, and it tasted good anyway, so he returned to the Internet café again, and then closed his eyes in the office to recuperate, and at night, he just sat on the computer in the office and played a game, a gunfight game, and I don't know how long he played, maybe he just wanted to take advantage of the characteristics of the game that can make people addicted, so that he could indulge in it, so as to forget all the unpleasant things that happened during the day, or maybe to forget those involuntarily born during the day. A little anticipation and longing.

However, things always backfired, and he couldn't indulge in the world of the game, even if he himself had charged the game with a few hundred dollars and bought a good gun, but what could it be? The unhappiness and longing of the day, like some kind of nightmare, haunted me mercilessly.

So I gave up playing games, sat at my desk, and started to write a diary again, but I still didn't understand what to write about, and in my heart, or in my mind, it was a mess.

……

At 23:17 in the evening, outside the office door, there were occasional chaotic noises, the sound of moving chairs, and someone talking about things in the game, but the madman smoked a cigarette, held his Motorola mobile phone, and then smiled slightly, and then spread the mat on the ground, and laid out the quilt, and then prepared to sleep, because as soon as the morning dawned, I had to go to the other two Internet cafes to see, this is my own job, so I had to do this, there was no choice, unless I made a decision to leave again, just like in the Lang Tao Sand Internet café.

But lying in the bed, tossing and turning, I still can't fall asleep, and I don't know why, the mobile phone rings again, is it because the phone bill is insufficient? Do you remember that you just paid the phone bill a few days ago? How could it be so fast?

Picked up the phone, but saw that it was a text message, and it was a text message from a familiar person, and he had just met with this person during the day, yes, the person who sent the text message was Lili, the madman subconsciously opened the mobile phone, and even clicked on the text message, there are not many words in it, and it is also simple and easy to understand: Dream chasers all over the world, good night.

The madman grinned bitterly, and snorted softly, and then turned off the phone, it was really turned off, but for some reason, after thinking about it for more than ten minutes, he also whispered: "Dream chasers all over the world, good night." ”

……

The next day, the weather was clear, and the beautiful sun, which was warm and slightly hot, still sprinkled over the land, illuminating a world that was almost entirely consumable and struggling, searching for something that could not be found, and the madman just rode a dilapidated electric car and began to go to the other two Internet cafes to check the situation, mainly to check the accounts.

As for the dilapidated electric car belonging to the male boss, although the male boss is very rich, he did not buy a car, which makes the madman unable to figure it out, but no matter what the reason, a very rich person does not buy a car, but now, this dilapidated electric car that once belonged to the male boss is now as if it has really become his own property.

As for the accounting problems of other Internet cafes, it is actually very simple, the madman just collects the turnover, and then checks the account records, but to put it bluntly, in fact, money is a thing, it is better to point it clearly in person, and the male boss is a very special person, how special is he? Let's talk about the managers of the other two Internet cafes, right? In fact, he has no relationship with the male boss at all, and this is what the male boss personally told the madman about him, as for the original madman, he didn't ask about this.

But seriously, for madmen, these are also not important, now madmen, whether it is a pedestrian on the long street, or the so-called manager of other Internet cafes, or the beautiful female cashier of other Internet cafes, etc., in fact, for madmen, there is no so-called liking, but also not the so-called hate, but all the staff of the other two Internet cafes think that the madman is a strange person, and he is also a person who does not like to talk very much, and he is a person who can't see through, in short, for these, The madman himself still heard a little.

So the madman doesn't like to spend too much time in the two Internet cafes of the male boss, just collect the turnover, and even ask if there are any bad computers that they can't deal with by themselves, so the work is so boring, it can be said that this is such a boring job, and because of this, the madman always deals with things very quickly.

Before ten o'clock in the morning, the madman returned to the Qiuyue Internet Cafe again, because the matter of the other two Internet cafes was dealt with so quickly, but when he parked the electric car, he seemed to see something terrible, but he didn't think much about it, but now the madman is sitting next to Xiaohong, is this to talk to Xiaohong? It may or may not be.

It's just that Xiaohong will look at the cash that the madman got back, in fact, it is wrapped in A4 paper, but Xiaohong knows that it is money, but she doesn't know why, Xiaohong will say: "I will be on the night shift tomorrow." ”

The madman smiled slightly: "Well, I know, the schedule is my schedule." ”

Xiaohong seems to want to say something, right? But the current madman seems to be completely different from him yesterday, mainly because compared to yesterday, the current madman is more taciturn, always giving people a feeling of not disturbing if there is nothing to do, and not to disturb if there is something, so Xiaohong no longer says anything.

But it may also be because neither of them speaks, so the atmosphere is not very good, so Xiaohong will take out a plate of black-packaged chocolates from the drawer: "Na, for you to eat, I will also pay my salary." ”

The madman smiled, "I don't eat chocolate, but thank you." ”

Xiaohong's face immediately looked unnatural, the madman could feel it, and he could see it, so he gently pulled the chocolate in her hand, and then opened it, and it was also black chocolate, the madman understood that this thing was very expensive, but he also took a light bite of it, it was really bitter, it turned out to be original chocolate, and this can only show that this thing is more expensive.

It's just that Xiaohong looks a little happy now, but she didn't say a word about Lili yesterday, and she didn't know why, but Xiaohong continued to speak: "Oh, our boss is in the office, and he brought a person and a girl, I haven't seen it before." ”

The madman smiled and took another bite of chocolate, but immediately felt that something didn't seem quite right, so his eyes froze: "The man our boss brought is very handsome, casual clothes, that girl is not very old, about the same as you, very beautiful, isn't it?" ”

Xiaohong spoke: "It's almost like what you said, right?" ”

The madman gritted his teeth, and then went directly out of the door of the Internet café, because he saw a Buick business car, he knew this car, this is the car of the handsome boss of the Langtaosha Internet café, so now it is completely certain that when he came back to park the electric car, he felt that he saw something terrible, it was this car, and now, the handsome boss and the eldest lady, in this Internet café, even know the male boss, what the fuck, what is the matter?