However, the madman did not go to the fat boss because he didn't understand the whole thing, so far this absolute definition, the madman also understands that if it were someone else, the fat boss would not be angry, because the fat boss didn't have any expectations for it at all, so he would never be angry, just like the handsome boss who treated the night shift before, and it ended everything with a direct dismissal.

Hehe, the madman thought of this, and felt inexplicably uncomfortable, did he want to tell the fat boss his current true situation? Tell the fat boss that there's only one pen left in his whole world? even told the fat boss that he no longer had any expectations for the so-called beauty in this world, so he had no dreams, and he no longer wanted to get anything from this world?

No, you must not say that, if you say this, the fat boss will definitely think that he is really crazy, yes, it must be this result, so the madman took a puff of the cigarette in his hand, and then spoke: "Boss, I know, thank you for your concern, I will try to change." ”

That's right, the madman is obviously lying, but lying is a violation of one's own principles, but lying is everywhere in this world, because true words will always make others more angry, feel more like a real madman, and even make others crazy, and even make others say that they have a nervous disorder.

So lying is an essential and most important part of our world, just like the handsome boss who listened to his advice and canceled the benefits of all employees' membership cards, so as to make up a lie, saying that it was for everyone's fair consideration, but at this moment, I remembered that I had been in elementary school, and I learned the so-called words on the ideology and morality, people must not lie, although I did not go to school for a few years, but this text is deeply memorable, that is, to be an honest child, But in the end, even if it is an honest teacher who educates himself, isn't it all a lie? That's right, those teachers who teach themselves to be honest tell lies, it's like a hundred, after all, they are educators.

Hehe, is this the world of adults, so my previous thinking mode was just in the naïve childhood, so I also have to learn to lie, learn how to use lies to disguise myself, and use lies to build my whole world?

No! It must not be like this, it must not be like this, because the so-called lie decision of the handsome boss before, it was just a matter of the handsome boss, and it had nothing to do with him, and now, he told the lie that he would change before, which is just his own business, which is completely undoubted, it is really against the principle of being a man.

Although the other big bosses on the side are also persuading themselves that it is time to grow up, learn to be sensible, and do what adults should do, but are they educating themselves on how to use lies to disguise themselves?

Oh, no! The fat boss and other big bosses must not be allowed to succeed, they are just themselves, and they have their own principles, so the madman took a puff of cigarette, which was very calm and said to the fat boss: "Boss, I'm sorry." ”

The fat boss was also smoking, and while playing a game, he said: "You don't have anything to be sorry for me, you are doing well, you are just sorry for yourself, I hope you treat yourself well." ”

The madman smiled slightly: "No, boss, in fact, I just lied, I won't change myself, but I will continue to work hard It's true, I hope you can understand, boss." ”

The fat boss seemed to be really angry, and shocked, yes, he gritted his teeth, and even put down the mouse in his hand, and the madman just opened the web page on his computer unhurriedly, and then typed the name of the book he wrote, which told the fat boss: "Boss, in fact, many things are not what you think, it's not that I'm going to dump those two girls, it's my principle that doesn't allow them to enter my world, I can tolerate their faults, I can tolerate their ignorance and imbecility, But I must not tolerate them assimilating my kindness, for I call the kindness they assimilate me malicious, and my world is my own, and I have the right to banish it.

I wrote this book, although it stopped and stopped, but this is all my experience in this life, and even my mental activities, and what I want, now, I introduce this book to you, boss, I know that this book is very boring, but if you like it, you must understand that I am helpless, and I am also helpless.

I'm not the person to envy in your eyes, boss, in fact, I'm a mess, almost all the time thinking about how to commit suicide, but I don't have the courage, for the boss you just said, as your employee, I am silent now, I hope the boss can forgive and understand me. ”

After hearing this, the fat boss didn't seem to be very angry, but looked at the madman's computer screen, and then said: "You are really shocking, okay, I will take the time to read the book you wrote." ”

"Thank you, boss, for your understanding."

Fat boss ...... He took a long breath, and then lit a cigarette, and the other bosses were surprised, they were surprised that the madman had written a book, and he could still find it on the Internet, so they said that the madman was really a talent or something, but the current madman was not happy at all, on the contrary, his heart was even more chaotic.

The madman told the fat boss that he was going back to the second-floor office, so he left here, so now the madman sits in the second-floor office, and everything here is still the same as before, whether it is the account documents on the desk, or the beautiful ashtray, or the beautiful glass teacup, of course, there are a few more books written by foreign authors on the desk than before, almost all of which are about tomb robbing.

No! In fact, it has changed here, it is not what it used to be, such as the new fountain pen ink on the table, this ink is very expensive, not at all the hero ink that used to be a few dollars a bottle, this black ink is imported, called eternal black, a hundred dollars a bottle, this is not a joke, this ink will not be muddy when it encounters water, the quality is terrible, and he has used this ink to write documents recently.

No! The important thing is not the change of ink, but the pen placed on the desk, this pen has followed me for almost twenty years, this is the fountain pen when I was a child when I was in school, it was once broken by my mother, and now, it is here, it will always and forever perform, it seems that it should be the duty to perform, it will never shout that it is tired, even if it falls to the ground, it will not shout that it hurts, it is like this, it has always been so loyal to accompany itself, and it is done in perfection, Anything it should do.

That's right, the current madman is thoughtful, and he gently picks up the pen, recalling the fat boss's words, but more thinking about Xiaohong, in fact, to be honest, we humans are strange creatures, sometimes it is really strange to the point of being unbelievable, just like now, if a person always thinks about something, always thinks, always thinks, and keeps repeating, in the end, it must be just, what was originally just wanted to get, so as to become a real sense of what you want.

Yes, we humans are so strange, so at this moment, the madman still thinks that this fountain pen will definitely write wisdom, but is this blind confidence really normal people's thinking? Or, is this really the normal thinking that an adult man should have?

For example, when you are young, you have to learn how to be honest, and when you grow up, you have to learn how to lie? So strictly speaking, the wisdom of writing must not exist in the thinking mode of adults? No! The madman looked at the pen in his hand, and once again affirmed that he had indeed grown up, indeed an adult adult, and indeed should have the mature thinking mode of an adult, and then adapt to the world, but writing wisdom must not be a strange thinking, this kind of thinking itself, which has nothing to do with adults or children!

The madman smiled at this, he understood that he had learned that he had grown up, but more importantly, he was completely convinced that writing wisdom was not a dream that should be changed when he grew up, that this dream belonged to himself, that it belonged to him from the beginning, that this was a unique dream that God had given him, that the whole human world, was unique.

But if God really exists, if he learns about his current mental activities, he will definitely laugh out loud, right? Because I deny his existence again and again, and yet in the end I have to affirm his existence, how contradictory is this? Just like our world, the so-called good and bad, right and wrong, have always been in a cycle of contradictions, and this whole world is a world of lies and contradictions.

Thinking of this, the madman smiled bitterly, and then continued to write a diary with a pen, this time it was really writing a diary, and it was really making up for the previous experience, and all this was useless? Because in the end, no matter what pen these diaries were written in, and no matter how expensive the ink used for the pen, the notebooks would eventually be discarded anyway.

No, it's actually useful, at least until the notebooks that write about their experiences, that is, their diaries are discarded, they will definitely fulfill their greatest mission, which is to transfer all the things in their records to their own books, yes, to start writing again, not tomorrow, not the day after tomorrow, not one day in the future, but today! And even more so now!