This is the strongest longing, and nothing can stop this longing, so the madman did continue to write a diary again in the following period, and even began to write books again, and this so-called writing of books is only a continuation of the previous story.

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Soon, really soon, this is more than a month later, and the madman has been really busy lately, after all, so many Internet cafes have to run, and the other is that the relatives of the handsome boss now completely regard him as an enemy, although the madman also wants to end all this as soon as possible, but the handsome boss violated what he said before, and will not send anyone to follow him to learn financial management at all, so there is no so-called successor.

And this kind of thing must be the best for ordinary people, after all, ordinary people are afraid that others will replace their own jobs, but the madman never thinks like this, the madman just wants to walk around alone, he doesn't want to stay in one place for the sake of the so-called money, so as to achieve the so-called hypocritical happiness of the world.

So the madman is alone, even when he is at work, he will go to other Internet cafes on the way back, occasionally sit alone in the park near him, and even go to climb the mountain alone, although it is an extremely hot summer, although he has never done this before, but this can only be said that he has changed at present.

But this has changed, it looks a little so-called cheerful, and a person also knows how to go out and relax, but now, the madman sits alone in the office on the second floor of the Langtaosha Internet Cafe, the desk is a pen and ink, because he is writing a diary, it is still extremely hot outside, the temperature of the sun has become more and more outrageous recently, through the glass window, this can see the whole world outside very clearly, fluctuating in the scorching heatwave, how terrible is this?

Listening to the fat boss, they said that many years ago in this city, the summer was not so hot, at that time, in the summer, they did not have air conditioning, and even many families did not have electric fans, but they also came over like that, and now in this city, when it comes to summer, many times the electric fans are useless, and the blowing out is completely hot air, in short, without air conditioning, you can't live at all.

Another is that many years ago, on a summer night in this city, you could see the stars in the sky as long as you looked up, and that scene was so beautiful, but many years ago, the people here were poor, and now the high-rise buildings here are like everyone is rich, but because of industry, the summer is very hot, and there are no stars in sight.

Someone once mentioned these things to the upper echelons, mainly that the pollution was serious and the people could not breathe fresh air, but the leaders at the upper levels said that if they wanted to breathe fresh air, they had to pay taxes, in short, the madmen learned from the fat bosses, and that's all they learned.

So at present, looking at the hot world outside the office window, I also recall the summer of my hometown when I was a child, although the summer in my hometown is very hot, but it is definitely not so hot, because at that time I only had a paper fan, which can spend the whole summer, and even more at night, as long as I look up, you can see the entire bright Milky Way.

And in the end, in order to pursue the so-called dream, no, to pursue the so-called happiness of others, it is because of his ignorance, because of his ignorance, that he came to this city, and now? In fact, I can't remember how many summers I couldn't spend without air conditioning, and I can't remember how many years I have never seen the Milky Way in the sky again.

However, for children who yearn for the stars and the bright galaxy, this is definitely a fatal blow, and it is definitely a blow to lose the meaning of life, and in the end, all that will be obtained is everything that is polluted, including the fate of life that is polluted.

That's right, the madman thought of this, and then he realized what he really wanted, in fact, what he wanted was not to live in this so-called high-rise world, make money every day, breathe polluted air, and be discriminated against by the high-rise as a consumable, and never see the Milky Way in the sky again.

In fact, all I want is to return to an extremely quiet countryside, where I don't have to worry about anything, quiet, the pace of life is slow, and I have more time to read and write, not to mention the so-called intrigue in the workplace, and I don't have to pay attention to anyone, I don't have to tell lies, and every sunny night is full of bright stars.

Yes, this is the most perfect dream, is the most suitable place for human habitation, but, at present, this dream can no longer be realized, first of all, the state believes that everything that flies in the sky, runs on the ground, swims in the water, everything in this country belongs to the state, nothing belongs to the people, even if it is an old house, it must be forcibly taken away, and those who do not hand over the old house are not patriotic, they are damned existence, and there are people who are killed because they do not hand over the old house with feelings. This kind of thing is frequent.

That's right, this country has used a little means to turn all the countryside that was originally suitable for human survival into concentration camps, into a world where you can no longer see the stars, can no longer breathe fresh air, and becomes, a world that is closer to each other but more strange, and even hypocritical, and has become a world where a pound of grain cannot be exchanged for a bottle of mineral water.

Hmph, hahahaha......

Thinking of this, the madman laughed and began to worry about his future again, worried about where he would go in the future, mainly where to live? No, in fact, I'm just worried that I'll never see the stars again in my life, and I have to live in a world where I can't exchange a pound of food for a bottle of mineral water in this life, but I still have to be educated in the so-called kind world, which is really too false, I feel that my life, or rather, I feel that the world I am in, is really sick to the point of incurability, not just high-level pathology, but almost all the people, are also sick to the point of incurability.

Angry? Maybe it is, maybe it isn't, but what's the point of all this? Just like the neon lights everywhere in the city at night, they all say, love, right? As long as you are in love, everything will become indifferent, false love? It's just a hypocritical life.

And like this moment now, the weather is so hot outside the glass window, except for the cars speeding by on the long street, there are almost no pedestrians outside, because it is too hot, but nevertheless, all this seems to tell again, love, right? As long as you are in love, then you will ignore everything around you, and even forget it in the end.

That's right, our world has long become hypocritical to the point of nothingness, so far, the madman lights a cigarette and smokes it numbly, and the madman knows that a pack of fifty yuan cigarettes costs less than five yuan, but it is sold for fifty yuan, and it can only be nationalized, and the private manufacture of tobacco is strictly illegal, and in serious cases, it will be killed.

So quit smoking? No! The pressure caused by this world is too great, when I was a child, I felt that my academic performance was a huge pressure, because my grandparents, and even everyone around me, only cared about their academic performance, never cared about whether they were happy, whether they had bigger dreams, such as for some reason, smoking a cigarette at this moment, I remembered that when I was a child, I said to the whole class with great pride that I would be a scientist in the future, build a spaceship, and travel in space. And what swallowed up this dream in the end, is it cigarettes? Is nicotine? No! It's the incompetent and damned teachers and principals, the damn school violence that turns themselves into school bullies, into people who need nicotine in the end, and who is left with only a pen.

Hehe? What are you thinking? It's such a mess, so he smiled indifferently and wiped out the cigarette in his hand, but at this time the mobile phone rang, and it was a phone ringtone, this is not the ringtone of a text message, such a unique Motorola classic ringtone, picked up the mobile phone on the table and looked at the phone number, and suddenly his eyes froze, because this is not a certain Internet café has encountered any problems to call himself, because even the current Longteng Internet café, generally speaking, will not call themselves, because all of them will call themselves demons.

And now this phone number is from the Qiuyue Internet Cafe, and it is not the landline of the Qiuyue Internet Cafe, it is the private phone number of a cashier, it is Xiaohong's, Xiaohong has long known her phone number, because there is a stay in the Internet café, mainly to facilitate contacting herself to deal with technical problems, but Xiaohong has been abusing her phone number recently.

The madman answered the phone: "What's wrong?" Something went wrong with the internet café? ”

Xiaohong said on the other end of the phone: "What? If there's nothing wrong with the Internet café, can't I call you? ”

The madman was helpless, and wanted to hang up the phone immediately, and wanted to tell her that he was writing a book in an urgent hurry recently, and he would soon write about the moment he met her, and of course he would write about the final thing with Lili, of course, for this matter, maybe Xiaohong was not alone waiting, even the fat boss in the hall on the first floor of the Internet café was waiting, and the fat boss said that the book he wrote was very good, it was really inexplicable.

But this is undoubtedly to give yourself a certain amount of self-confidence, and the so-called fact is exactly the case, in short, the current madman doesn't want to pay attention to Xiaohong, but he wants to pay attention to her, it's so contradictory, because Xiaohong is actually very beautiful, and she has been wearing less recently, I met her a few days ago, she is very charming, as a normal man, I don't want to put her in my bed to conquer, this is absolutely nonsense, and recently I have been talking a little ugly by myself, and there are frequent things about self-sufficiency in the bathroom, right, Do you need a woman, just need a woman, not the so-called love?

Many people may think that they are simply an unreasonable neurotic, but it doesn't matter, because they want to be an honest child, and the so-called truth in the scope of honesty is exactly that.