So the madman called ...... With a long sigh, he began to sort out his thoughts, of course, he was tidying up his mind until now, which was extremely chaotic, and then he took the phone and continued to speak: "Xiaohong, please, don't call me again, I can tell you, in fact, I am really biological, and even physiologically, I am just a male creature, and this kind of nature is not controlled by the mind at all in many cases, do you know what I'm talking about?" ”

"I know, I just understand, and you're willing to tell the truth, that's why I called you, I'm bored alone, if you have nothing to do, come to Qiuyue Internet Cafe?"

The madman didn't answer Xiaohong's words, but immediately hung up the phone, and then his mind was even more chaotic, thinking, is there really such a straightforward girl in this world? Yes, because Xiaohong is such a straightforward girl, is it her fault? No, because this is a real girl, because girls also have physical needs, and Xiaohong is an honest girl, she is so implying to herself, no, to put it mildly, it is simply showing herself.

But the madman didn't leave the Langtaosha Internet Café in the end, that is, he didn't go to the Qiuyue Internet Café to see Xiaohong in the end, so in order to calm himself down, he then took out the book, which was also newly bought, this is a "Zhou Yi", in addition to writing books in his free time recently, that is, he used a notebook and even his own pen to copy this book, but why copy this book? In fact, it is very simple, I want to thoroughly figure out what kind of book "Zhou Yi" is, and another is to practice my own pen writing in the process of copying.

However, the current world in my mind is full of Xiaohong's figure, to put it mildly, the current Xiaohong can definitely meet her physiological needs, and it is the kind of free given to herself, if this is another man, maybe the thoughts in his mind have been immediately defined as something that must be done, right?

That's right, even if you copy the Book of Changes, you can't calm down completely, how terrifying is this? Are we all men like this? Or is it true that all women are like this? This kind of nature is really a bit excessive, so from ancient times to the present, what kind of so-called sages are pure hearts and few desires?

No! In fact, it was just a performance for others to see, so that others felt that he was a so-called sage, and the so-called sage was a pure heart and few desires, and the so-called pure heart and few desires was a benchmark for the sages? It's really ridiculous, the madman thinks that the more he thinks about this matter, the more he explores the essence of this matter, the more he thinks that human beings in our world are extremely ridiculous, just for the time being, according to some of the information he has learned, in the distant ancient times, when the peasants could not even eat the grassroots, the sage Kong did not even eat overnight meat, is this the so-called sage? And the so-called meat for everyone to eat, this is also completely realized in the recent era, and our country was not like this at all in the past.

How ironic? While talking about pure heart and few desires, while doing such ironic things, this is a sage? If it is really so contradictory, then he is really ruining Xiaohong with his so-called selfish desires, can he also be forgiven?

No, no, no...... What the fuck are you thinking? It's such a perverted idea, hehe, it's terrible.

So keep copying books, shall we? Only in the world of books, into the world of words, can you find yourself a little bit back that is as rational as a monster?

……

However, things didn't develop as I imagined, in fact, in the next time, almost all of my minds were Xiaohong's figure, plus we humans are strictly speaking, it's the kind of weird thing, always thinking about certain things, and in the end it will become a monster that you really want, so strictly speaking, in the next time, the world in your mind is not under your control, and you have been planning how to get all of Xiaohong tonight.

Yes, it's really terrible, and it's in this terrible thought that the glass window of this office finally welcomes the land, or the night, of this world.

At this moment, the outside world is brightly lit, and there are more and more pedestrians on the long street, basically because they are off work, and some of them want to relax after work, because there are a lot of barbecue stalls outside, and the so-called these stalls are also thriving.

The madman sat alone in a comfortable leather chair, sitting by the glass window, staring at the world quietly, and even more smiling at the world illuminated by the sunset-colored street lights, watching the cars go back and forth on the long street, watching the pedestrians go back and forth, and occasionally seeing some little couples, they were surrounded by the laughter and laughter of their own making, and then everything else in this world seemed to have nothing to do with them, like the stars in the sky that could no longer be seen. The fate of life that can no longer be independent seems to have nothing to do with them, because their whole world really just has each other.

That's right, for some reason, this reminds me of my past, my former self, in fact, I have had such an experience several times, whether it is Jing, or Yaping, or Lili, who makes my heart ache to the point of suffocation, thinking of this, I don't know why, but suddenly I care about Lili, I don't know if she is okay recently? Although this is only strictly from a strict point of view, the two have only not seen each other for a few months.

And I also know Lili's phone number, but I have never taken the initiative to call this phone number, but why do I understand that Lili is still using her original phone number? In fact, it's very simple, Lili has sent a text message, although the content is some words that have no meaning at all, that is, the sentence: Dream chasers all over the world, good night.

That's right, Lili has sent it several times, and it was sent in the middle of the night, but she just didn't make any reply, so at this moment, this is envious of those little couples outside the glass window, in the scorching world illuminated by the sunset-colored street lamp? Even thinking, do they also sleep together at night, playing shameful things together?

Hehe, what's wrong with you?

Oh yes, maybe that's what it's called estrus, right? Anyway, no matter what animal, it has its specific estrus stage, especially the cute little white rabbit, which seems to be in heat all year round, so? So strictly speaking, I also belong to a species of animals, when I was a child, the teacher taught myself, as if human beings are a kind of existence called a higher animal, so far, this so-called estrus is completely in line with the laws of nature?

Damn it! It's really ridiculous, so the madman picked up his phone, grinned bitterly, looked at the few text messages sent to him by Lili on his phone, then closed the phone, got up again, picked up the ashtray from the desk, and then returned to the glass window, smoking a cigarette, while continuing to enjoy the city, and the night view that can be seen outside the glass window on the second floor of the Langtaosha Internet café in this city.

After appreciating it for a while, I feel a little boring, just like my recent self, which once again feels that the so-called work is really boring to the extreme, and I am eager to get some exciting things to happen, but the so-called life is not a TV series, there are coincidences and emergencies everywhere, and the so-called life, the real situation is that it is really on the road of life for most people, boring and boring life.

So I took out a book again, and even made a cup of tea again, and continued to sit at the desk and read the book, at this time this book is no longer about tomb robbing, but about some knowledge in the ocean, mainly to introduce the appearance and habits of some creatures in the underwater world, and it is also with color pictures, is this because I was influenced by the Mediterranean boss across the road, did I fall in love with the ocean? Maybe, but maybe not.

It's just that this kind of book is also a madman for him, and he can also see the situation of fascination, yes, now the madman is reading this book, completely fascinated, marveling at his ignorance at the same time, but also amazed at the grandeur and strangeness of the underwater world, just like learning that seahorses can change their gender, so if this kind of thing happens to humans, this is okay? I also learned about the existence of a sea spider.

According to the introduction in the book, this sea spider is simply a waste of waste, and this is also its way of survival, it has existed in the oceans of our earth for 500 million years, there are no natural enemies, and no marine creature is willing to pay attention to it, because it has long legs all over its body, its reproduction, blood supply, breathing, etc., are all done by these long legs, so it has no meat to eat at all, and there is no other value that can be used, So this has led to its smooth survival from the Cambrian period to the present.

Anyway, when the madman saw the sea spider, he felt that he simply wanted to live like a sea spider, because the sea spider spent 500 million years to prove that as long as it is a complete waste, there will be no human and animal can use him, so that there is no threat from humans, in fact, it is like this, even if it is four-legged, humans who eat everything except the table, just don't touch the sea spider.

Thinking of this, the madman suddenly laughed, and then turned the book to the page introducing sea spiders, looked at the colorful pictures of sea spiders, and felt, this is survival, right? Because it has no use value, there is no threat from animals and humans, and from then on, you can do whatever you want, and you can get the so-called freedom to a greater extent.

Anyway, the madman likes sea spiders more and more he watches, and then he continues to look at other sea creatures, and he may end up in more than 21 at night, right? I guess it is, and someone will knock on the office door, and the madman thinks it's the network administrator on the night shift, maybe which computer he can't fix himself, right? So just speak: "The door is open, come in." ”