429. 【429】Do you really like me?
"What's wrong with you?" his voice rang out.
"I didn't ...... It's nothing...... tears were almost uncontrollable, she desperately wanted to shake off his hand, but he clenched it so tightly that she couldn't shake it off at all, "Mu Ang, you let go, I want to go home!"
She used the last of her restraint to shout in her usual voice.
"If you're going home, I'll send you back!" Muang said.
"Don't!" she shouted with her head down, her struggle intensifying.
He frowned, with a force on his wrist, he gently pulled her closer a few steps, and with his other hand, he clasped the back of her head, forcing her to raise her head, "Su Ai, what the hell are you ......?"
The rest of his words were hidden at the corners of his lips, and his eyes looked at the tearful face in front of him with a daze.
She...... I'm crying!
She was desperately trying to suppress her tears, but the tears rolled out of her eyes as if they were uncontrollable, her mouth was biting her lip so hard that the choked sound would not overflow from her mouth, she bit so hard that her teeth almost seemed to bite her lips open.
He had never seen her cry like this, a stinging pain that spread through his heart as her tears followed.
"Don't look at it...... Muang ...... Don't look at my face......" Her voice shattered in his ears, but it made him feel more pain.
Su Ai knew that she must be very ugly at this moment. In front of her eyes, she was already misled by tears. Obviously he didn't want to see him crying, but he was seen in such a wolf way.
I don't know where the strength came from, and the next moment, Su Ai suddenly pushed Mu Ang away, hailed a taxi casually, and hurriedly got into the car.
Muang stood stunned, looking at his hand that had been shaken off, her tears still lingering on his fingers, burning so hot that he felt as if they were about to burn.
Is it because of what he just answered? That's why she cried so much.
And he never knew that her tears would make him hurt so much!
In the taxi, the driver looked at Su Ai in the back seat and asked, "Sister, where are you going?"
"Go ......" she opened her mouth, but she didn't know where she was going at this moment! She snorted.
The driver just saw Su Ai running away from Mu Ang, and thought that this was a couple arguing and arguing, and at this time, seeing Su Ai's sad appearance, he didn't say much, so he followed her meaning, and the car began to drive aimlessly along the road.
I don't know how long it took, when Su Ai came back to her senses, she found that the car was driving to the riverside.
Riverside ...... On this riverside, she has many memories. If she hadn't been to this riverside in the first place, many things would not have happened.
"Stop, I'm going to get off here!" Su Ai shouted.
It was already more than 10 o'clock in the evening, the sky was dark, and there were few people by the river, although the driver stopped the car, he was still a little uneasy and said, "Sister, there are few people here, if you are alone, ......
"It doesn't matter. Su Ai said, looked at the meter, and at this time it showed that the fare was already 158 yuan.
took out her wallet and paid for the taxi, Su Ai got out of the car and walked by the river.
The night breeze by the river blew on her face, bringing bursts of coolness, and also made her feelings slowly calm down. When she came to a street lamp, Su Ai stopped.
She still remembered that on the night of Cancan's wedding, when Brother Guan drove her through here, Mu Ang was standing under the street lamp.
At that time, she got out of the car and followed Mu Ang for a long time. It hurt to walk in high heels, but she still couldn't help but follow him, just felt that she couldn't let him walk alone.
And it was here, when he heard the poem "Emerald Color" she wrote, that night, in the pouring rain, he stood here, drenched and asked her if he could love him.
She agreed, and fell in.
And now, my heart suddenly became confused.
She learned early on that hard work doesn't always mean rewards. Just like when she was a child, she used to review very hard and wanted to get a good score, but in the end, her results were no different from usual, as if the review results of the night battle were not reflected in her.
However, she often told herself that if she didn't work hard, then what would she have left?
Since she is not smart, since there is no shortcut, then all she can do is work hard.
Whenever she encounters setbacks and difficulties, she always says to herself that it is better to work hard than not to work hard, and hard work can at least allow her to have some kind of hope.
But if it's feelings...... Step up your game...... I remember when I watched a TV series, there was such a line, "Love is love, not love is not love, when you don't love this person, then no matter what this person does, there is still no way to fall in love." ”
Is this sentence just talking about your current self?
Su Ai touched her face, and the tears had been dried by the wind for some time. Looking up and glancing at the dim street lamp again, Su Ai walked to the bus stop sign not far from the opposite side, waiting for the arrival of the bus.
Even if she didn't look in the mirror, Su Ai knew that her eyes were red and swollen at this moment. Fortunately, if she goes home now, her parents should have fallen asleep, so that they won't notice her red and swollen eyes.
It's just that what she didn't expect was that when she returned to the gate of her community, she saw a familiar car parked there.
It's Muang's car!
Su Ai recognized it at a glance.
Suddenly, she stopped.
And the people in the car obviously saw her too, and her long body walked out of the car.
She was completely unprepared, so looking at Mu Ang who was walking towards her, Su Ai's mind suddenly became blank, and she just looked at the other party with wide eyes.
"Where have you been?" said Muang, with an unconcealed anxiety in his tone. He called her phone, she turned it off, and rushed to her house, only to be told that she had called home and said she was going home later.
He simply waited for her at the gate of the community, if she didn't come back, he was afraid that he would directly use the people of the Qinghong Society to find her.
"I took a casual stroll. Su Ai lowered her head and replied. His face and his voice all made her sour that she had just managed to suppress, and she had the urge to rush up again, "It's late, you should go back and rest early." ”
As she spoke, she walked past him towards the gate of the complex.
He raised his hand and blocked her way, "Are you impatient to avoid me?" his voice rang coldly in her ears.
Her body stiffened.
He was right, she did want to avoid him.
"Is it because I didn't tell you what you said to Cancan?" he asked, looking down at the top of her head.
Su Ai asked herself, is it really because of this? Or, what she really cares about is actually the four words he said, "It has nothing to do with you". It's like a wall, separating her from him, making her feel that no matter how hard she tries, there is no way to really get close to him and enter his world.
"Why don't you speak?" he pressed closer to her, and her silence made him feel inexplicably flustered.
She trembled, so what should she say!
The tip of his nose was full of his breath, and the distance between him and her was so close, so close to each other, but only half a step away. But it's so far away, like this half step, you can never get close.
Taking a deep breath, Su Ai finally raised her head and looked at Mu Ang with both eyes. His expression was still cold and cold, only the two sword eyebrows frowned slightly, as if to show his displeasure.
His dark pupils are imprinted with her figure at the moment, but her figure only stays in his pupils, and has never really entered his heart. Su Ai thought bitterly, opened her somewhat dry lips, and asked in a somewhat hoarse voice, "Mu Ang, do you really like me?"
His eyes sank, as if he didn't expect her to ask this.
"I thought that, I've made it very clear. He said. He liked her, and he had said it to her more than once.
She nodded, "Yes, you're making it clear, but sometimes, just because you say it doesn't mean it's going to be." Facing his gaze, she only felt her lips become even more dry, "Do you really like me?"
He stared at her intensely, and she paused, swallowed the saliva in her throat, and continued, "Like you said, you think you're going to fall in love with me, but there's nothing 'certain' about feelings. If love can really be said to be 'certain', then there won't be so many broken vows in this world. ”
"Su Ai, what the hell do you want to say?" he said in a low voice, a hint of danger in his voice.
If it had been her, she might have stopped talking about it, but now, "Muang, you like me only because I promised to love you, and I do, so you have to let yourself like me." It was like a sympathy, sympathy for her giving, so, he reciprocated.
But this kind of liking is not really liking. She said seriously, how much courage it would take for her to break this matter herself, "Muang, you don't really like me. ”
Her expression was sad and calm, and her eyes were so clear that they seemed to ...... him Abandoned as if it had been abandoned!