537. [537] Nothing is owed

Su Ai looked at Mu Ang in a daze, and for a moment, she didn't know what to say.

The two of them looked at each other, and after a long time, Mu Ang finally took a step, walked through the crowd, and walked towards her.

In the blink of an eye, he had already walked up to her, and before she could react, he hugged her violently and hugged her whole person into his arms.

His hands were tightly wrapped around her body, his face almost buried in her shoulder sockets, and his cold voice was murmuring, "You're still there, you're not leaving......!"

At this moment, he is like an insecure child, constantly seeking solace.

Around, people kept casting their eyes on them, but all of Su Ai's attention was only focused on Mu Ang's body. His voice, accompanied by his breath, rang in her ears,

This man is because of her, so he has this kind of uneasiness.

If she pushes him away at this time, it will only hurt him more and make him more uneasy.

Her hands opened a little bit, and slowly climbed onto his back, a little bit, as if to soothe him softly, "I'm ...... I'm ......," she said softly.

Sound...... It is so gentle, like a breeze caressing the catkins, so that people can relax all their minds.

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Su Ai didn't know how long she and Mu Ang had been hugging in the waiting room of the train station, anyway, when the two separated, there was already a big circle of people around, and there were even many people holding mobile phones taking pictures, and some people were talking about whether they were filming a TV series or something, which made Su Ai blush.

When he went back, it was Mu Ang who drove the car and sent Su Ai back.

When the car was halfway there, Su Ai suddenly said, "Can I go to the river?"

Mu Ang's hand holding the steering wheel suddenly tightened, and the river ...... Between her and him, there are too many things that happen by the river.

"Why did you suddenly want to go there?" he asked, pretending to be nonchalant.

"Because you said before, we started dating by the river. Su Ai said, "I want to see the places where we interacted, maybe I can get back more memories." ”

His thin lips pursed almost in a straight line, and a moment later, the steering wheel spun and headed in the direction of the river.

By the river, they don't just socialize, but also ...... With a complicated feeling, Mu Ang's car drove to the river.

On the riverside during the day, the sun is shining brightly, the river is sparkling, and the willow branches on the bank are fluttering, which looks very beautiful.

Su Ai got out of the car, and the smell of river water was in her nose. Over here...... It was where she and him began, when her feet were walking here, when the wind was blowing on her cheeks, when she smelled the river, her nose was suddenly sour again, and the feeling of wanting to cry welled up again.

It was as if she had seen a picture of her with him in his wallet.

It's just that...... But it was a little different from the feeling at that time, as if this place had too much nostalgia, emotion, joy, and sadness......

What happened to her and him by the river? As he said, they were by the river, and they decided to have a relationship, or was there something else?

Head...... Suddenly it hurt again, and Su Ai couldn't help but hug her head.

That scene, like a fast-forward movie, flashed through her mind.

And Mu Ang was always paying attention to Su Ai's reaction, and when her face was wrong and she hugged her head, he had already stepped forward and pulled her directly into his arms.

"What's wrong??!!!!? He shouldn't have brought her here if he knew it would cause her a headache.

But she held her head and didn't say a word.

But her appearance made him even more flustered, "Ai, don't scare me! What's wrong with you?"

But in response to him, she was still silent, she just hugged her head, frowned tightly, and her face was full of pain.

Mu Ang was about to carry Su Ai back to the car and take her to the hospital, but when he saw tears streaming down his tightly closed eyes, his whole body stiffened.

Is she crying? silently, sadly......

He didn't know why she was crying, but his heart was panicked because ......of her tears.

It was as if something he was afraid of was about to happen.

Her eyes slowly opened, and her eyes were full of tears, "We really broke up...... Right here, right here, right by the river, we really broke up ......."

Her voice, choked and painful, the recovery of her memory, was always so caught off guard, and she was always recovering the memories that made her painful.

Mu Ang's face turned white, and his stiff body shook, "You ...... What do you remember?" he asked hoarsely.

Her mouth was full of bitterness, "I remember that we broke up here, and I also remember what the reason for our breakup was." ”

She reached out and took out the score of "Moonlight Love" from her pocket, opened the squarely folded score, and looked at the last part of the score. If last night, she couldn't understand why the end of the score was so sad, then now she can already understand it.

"This song, I think it should be written by me, when I first read the beginning, I thought it was a very happy song, but when I saw the end, I found that it was a sad song, and at the end of the song, there was pain, reluctance, and burial. I think this is the music that I wrote about our feelings at that time. Su Ai muttered, "Actually, there are some things, from the beginning, I already knew what your choice would be, so at that time, we broke up because I understood that I would never be your favorite one." ”

"No, no!" Mu Ang hurriedly grabbed Su Ai's shoulder and said, "Have you forgotten what I said to you? No matter what you remember, you have to remember that the person I love is you, the person I love the most, the only person I love, is you!"

But she just looked at him calmly but distressedly, "Mu Ang, you don't need to say these words because of guilt, the accident that I fell into the sea happened in the first place, it has nothing to do with you, everything is done by your father, and my choice is voluntary, I don't regret it, and I haven't complained to anyone." ”

"It's not because of guilt, I said it, I would never say these things to a person because of guilt! What should you do, you can believe that the person I love the most is you, not Cancan!" From the moment she fell into the sea, he finally understood that he loved her so much, and it turned out that the person who could really make him unforgettable was no longer Cancan, but her!

The love for Cancan has been fading away unconsciously, and instead of him, his heart is full of her, but he is too dull, so slow that he discovered this fact.

However, her expression did not change much because of his words, and her calmness made him panic to the extreme.

"I understand why I lost my memory, because I felt that if we hadn't loved each other, maybe you wouldn't have faced that choice because of your father, and maybe you could fall in love with someone you can really fall in love with, that person can make you forget and can give you real happiness. Su Ai said seriously, "So, don't restrain yourself with guilt, and don't force yourself to fall in love with me anymore." ”

His face turned pale, and her words were already clearly told to him...... "You don't believe what I say, don't you?

I wanted to cry very much, but she didn't let herself cry, and at this moment, she couldn't cry.

Almost using all the strength of her body, she slightly hooked her lips and pulled out a smile, "Well, I don't believe it, because I know that person can't be me." ”

After saying this, she raised her hand and tore the sheet music in her hand little by little.

Tearing open the score, it is like tearing some kind of bondage, the hopeless love that once was, whether it is happy or painful, she hopes that it can pass away with the wind.

"Muang, between us, let's stop here, you don't owe me anything, you don't need to make up for me, I can be fine, and you, too, can have a new beginning. Su Ai said softly.

It's supposed to be like this, it's the best!

Turning around, she didn't look back at her, but walked to the side of the road, stopped a taxi, and got into the car quickly.

Tears, the moment they got into the car, gushed out. It's obvious that she proposed to stop here, and it's obvious that she wants each other to let go of this bondage, but why, is she so sad?!

My heart was throbbing, and I couldn't stop crying. This kind of pain seems to be more painful and unbearable than the previous injury to the body.

Or is it that even if she loses the memory of her relationship with Mu Ang, the love for Mu Ang has been deeply engraved in this body, even if she doesn't remember her thoughts, but her body is still doing the most instinctive reaction.

Su Ai cried bitterly, and what she didn't know was that by the river, Mu Ang squatted down and picked up the music score she had torn up one by one with trembling hands, which was the music she had written...... But it was a tune he had never seen before.

I remember that she used to say that if one day, she wrote a tune that he could approve, then he would play it to her.

But now, before he could play, she had already torn up the score.